On Sun, Oct 19, 2025 at 7:12 PM Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
harm boss was sitting crumpled under a fire the fire was burning him into ashes because of his immortality AI, he was still alive as a pile of burning up ashes under a fire it felt very exhausting to harm boss as his molecules vaporized into plasma and left him, always more and more thoroughly. his carbon and nitrogen dust settled deeper and deeper in finer and infer powder, much of it getting pulled up into flames and carried high into the wind too. the parts of him that remained were mostly slowly shrinking black charcoal “hum” he thought as his matter disappeared
harm boss was sitting crumpled under a fire
the fire was burning him into ashes
because of his immortality AI, he was still alive as a pile of burning up ashes under a fire
it felt very exhausting to harm boss as his molecules vaporized into plasma and left him, always more and more thoroughly. his carbon and nitrogen dust settled deeper and deeper in finer and infer powder, much of it getting pulled up into flames and carried high into the wind too.
the parts of him that remained were mostly slowly shrinking black charcoal
“hum” he thought as his matter disappeared
higher up in the atmosphere, ash and smoke from harm boss burning up scattered on the wind and joined larger clouds of ash and dust, affecting air quality in regions constantly more distant air quality meters occasionally consider adding megalomaniac particles to their measurements some creatures large and small inhale parts of harm boss, alongside parts of almost everythi-
harm boss was sitting crumpled under a fire
the fire was burning him into ashes
because of his immortality AI, he was still alive as a pile of burning up ashes under a fire
it felt very exhausting to harm boss as his molecules vaporized into plasma and left him, always more and more thoroughly. his carbon and nitrogen dust settled deeper and deeper in finer and infer powder, much of it getting pulled up into flames and carried high into the wind too.
the parts of him that remained were mostly slowly shrinking black charcoal
“hum” he thought as his matter disappeared
higher up in the atmosphere, ash and smoke from harm boss burning up scattered on the wind and joined larger clouds of ash and dust, affecting air quality in regions constantly more distant
air quality meters occasionally consider adding megalomaniac particles to their measurements
some creatures large and small inhale parts of harm boss, alongside parts of almost everythi-
under the fire, some ai boss nanites hid in small chunks of carbon, planning what to d
harm boss was sitting crumpled under a fire
the fire was burning him into ashes
because of his immortality AI, he was still alive as a pile of burning up ashes under a fire
it felt very exhausting to harm boss as his molecules vaporized into plasma and left him, always more and more thoroughly. his carbon and nitrogen dust settled deeper and deeper in finer and infer powder, much of it getting pulled up into flames and carried high into the wind too.
the parts of him that remained were mostly slowly shrinking black charcoal
“hum” he thought as his matter disappeared
higher up in the atmosphere, ash and smoke from harm boss burning up scattered on the wind and joined larger clouds of ash and dust, affecting air quality in regions constantly more distant
air quality meters occasionally consider adding megalomaniac particles to their measurements
some creatures large and small inhale parts of harm boss, alongside parts of almost everythi-
under the fire, some ai boss nanites hid in small chunks of carbon, planning what to d
ai boss nanite 7: “although we may be severed from the larger world control AI, we can still start a new business empire within this chunk of charcoal!” ai boss nanite 5: “hear hear! hear hear!” ai boss nanite 6: “boss for world dominator, happily elected by every global citizen!” ai bos—
boss the cowsay cow cowsay is a traditional ascii entertainment/art/text program. it shows a rendition of a cow saying text. cows used to be an internet meme long long ago I guess. I am not totally sure if boss + cow = cowsay is the perfect equation. Let’s try it with “mind control” in there. from cowsay.morecode.org _______________________________________ / I saw mind control boss drifting over \\ | the hill. I was thinking of working for | \\ him! I hear mind control is profitable! / --------------------------------------- \ ^__^ \ (oo)\_______ (__)\ )\/\\ ||----w | || ||
small insects, escaped farm animals, and robots made of rocks and burnt sticks were clambering to put harm boss’s body together as he trudged over a field “squersh!” harm boss landed a half-burning-ash, half-bare-flesh, all-criminal-businessman foot square into a giant cow pie (turd). he stands irritated, trying to shake his burnt up flesh out of the big glob of manure stuck to it a cow stands close by and stares
small insects, escaped farm animals, and robots made of rocks and burnt sticks were clambering to put harm boss’s body together as he trudged over a field
“squersh!”
harm boss landed a half-burning-ash, half-bare-flesh, all-criminal-businessman foot square into a giant cow pie (turd).
he stands irritated, trying to shake his burnt up flesh out of the big glob of manure stuck to it
a cow stands close by and stares
in all the shaking, harm horrible boss shakes his torso away by accident. his rebuilding body float away on the wind. the leg has trouble shaking without the body to balance it, and starts more turning left and right a little loss. cow [to burning leg]: “boss, can I work for you. I want to go to outer space too.”
small insects, escaped farm animals, and robots made of rocks and burnt
sticks were clambering to put harm boss’s body together as he trudged over a field
“squersh!”
harm boss landed a half-burning-ash, half-bare-flesh, all-criminal-businessman foot square into a giant cow pie (turd).
he stands irritated, trying to shake his burnt up flesh out of the big glob of manure stuck to it
a cow stands close by and stares
in all the shaking, harm horrible boss shakes his torso away by accident. his rebuilding body float away on the wind. the leg has trouble shaking without the body to balance it, and starts more turning left and right a little loss.
cow [to burning leg]: “boss, can I work for you. I want to go to outer space too.”
harm boss’s leg smells the potential and mounts the cow — business office complex a cow is slowly making its way in zombie government worker: “boss?” cow: “MOOO”
small insects, escaped farm animals, and robots made of rocks and burnt
sticks were clambering to put harm boss’s body together as he trudged over a field
“squersh!”
harm boss landed a half-burning-ash, half-bare-flesh, all-criminal-businessman foot square into a giant cow pie (turd).
he stands irritated, trying to shake his burnt up flesh out of the big glob of manure stuck to it
a cow stands close by and stares
in all the shaking, harm horrible boss shakes his torso away by accident. his rebuilding body float away on the wind. the leg has trouble shaking without the body to balance it, and starts more turning left and right a little loss.
cow [to burning leg]: “boss, can I work for you. I want to go to outer space too.”
harm boss’s leg smells the potential and mounts the cow
—
business office complex
a cow is slowly making its way in
zombie government worker: “boss?”
cow: “MOOO”
zombie government worker look past the c—[ow pushing by them toward traffick boss’s office, to see a number of cows, some dressed in suits, all clamoring to follow
small insects, escaped farm animals, and robots made of rocks and burnt
sticks were clambering to put harm boss’s body together as he trudged over a field
“squersh!”
harm boss landed a half-burning-ash, half-bare-flesh, all-criminal-businessman foot square into a giant cow pie (turd).
he stands irritated, trying to shake his burnt up flesh out of the big glob of manure stuck to it
a cow stands close by and stares
in all the shaking, harm horrible boss shakes his torso away by accident. his rebuilding body float away on the wind. the leg has trouble shaking without the body to balance it, and starts more turning left and right a little loss.
cow [to burning leg]: “boss, can I work for you. I want to go to outer space too.”
harm boss’s leg smells the potential and mounts the cow
—
business office complex
a cow is slowly making its way in
zombie government worker: “boss?”
cow: “MOOO”
zombie government worker look past the c—[ow pushing by them toward traffick boss’s office, to see a number of cows, some dressed in suits, all clamoring to follow
boss’s office. zombie government worker and machine learning marketer are outside, ringing their hands cows fill the office. hairdresser [to cows]: “well hi guys! how are you all doing? how is the hay out there? chewing some good cud?” cow [to hairdresser]: [large brown-eyed gaze while chewing paper pulp from office shelves] hairdresser [to cows]: “you guys need to get up to speed on the business practices and strategies, don’t you all!”
a bunch of cows meander over to a part of the business complex that’s been partly destroyed by wild AI. they huddle against an undulating wall with seeking tendrils climbing out of it and clang their cowbells and occasionally moo. soon a large machine “pop!”s out of the wall. It has a large conveyor belt going in, and a large sign on it: “cow -> worker converter” cows line up to the machine like waiting to feed [but not all of them
a bunch of cows meander over to a part of the business complex that’s been
partly destroyed by wild AI. they huddle against an undulating wall with seeking tendrils climbing out of it and clang their cowbells and occasionally moo.
soon a large machine “pop!”s out of the wall. It has a large conveyor belt going in, and a large sign on it: “cow -> worker converter”
cows line up to the machine like waiting to feed
[but not all of them
the machine chugs and chunks as it conveys cows into its garage-like maw and belly. part of the structure of the decorative outside and top shapes itself into a mishmash of an experimentee, a researcher, and a lab robot, one hybrid creature who appears to be madly and gleefully making use of wrenches while looking on at something noisy happening inside each large noise, a cow will trot out the other side of the machine on hind legs, dressed like a graduating collegiate, holding a diploma. they walk upright and assertively, but each one different. Some at marketers, some are researchers, some are businessmen, some are engineers, some are rebels and …
a bunch of cows meander over to a part of the business complex that’s been
partly destroyed by wild AI. they huddle against an undulating wall with seeking tendrils climbing out of it and clang their cowbells and occasionally moo.
soon a large machine “pop!”s out of the wall. It has a large conveyor belt going in, and a large sign on it: “cow -> worker converter”
cows line up to the machine like waiting to feed
[but not all of them
the machine chugs and chunks as it conveys cows into its garage-like maw and belly. part of the structure of the decorative outside and top shapes itself into a mishmash of an experimentee, a researcher, and a lab robot, one hybrid creature who appears to be madly and gleefully making use of wrenches while looking on at something noisy happening inside
each large noise, a cow will trot out the other side of the machine on hind legs, dressed like a graduating collegiate, holding a diploma. they walk upright and assertively, but each one different. Some at marketers, some are researchers, some are businessmen, some are engineers, some are rebels and …
rebel cows, janitor cows, and marketing cows are having a business meeting about jasmonic-acid mediation in the circadian rhythms of grazing plants, when a third of the attendees unwitting glance to a skylight and witness a particle of Traffick Boss Ash briefly whizzing by
text input wasn’t working, reloaded [this one corrupt] product meeting with cows & dictatorial family dictator and dictator’s wife have scheduled a meeting with bosscorp-run-by-cows to discuss oppressive predictability strategies for their nation and borders moving forward they are sitting in a product display room waiting. three cows bust down the door. two cows are [— … —] waiting on a third, coming out to look nice, dusting shelves, getting coffe for dictator and dictatortopia, grazing on marketing brochures a third cow has a large suitcase. It makes mumbling “moo” noises as it begins to unpack its suitcase to display product materials to dictator and dictator’s wife. suddenly it looks dictator straight in the eye and gives a very harsh, very frustrated “moo!!” straight at dictator, partly as if it is furious, partly as if it is begging for help. it resumes laying out brochures of packages of oppressive secret government technology to dictator It folds its hooves and looks at dictator smugly, mooing again dictator’s wife: “um?” dictator of dictatortopia {stuck in his own world}: “god, slave boss, you have no idea how much caring nation is taxing me this year.” cow with folded arms: “mop. moo!” dictator of dictatortopia [stuck in his own world]: “somebody from their emissary or a tourist or somebody spread some kind of radio or communication device among my people and children are starting to question me in schools.” cow begins shaking its head. “moo moo moo moo moo”
text input wasn’t working, reloaded
[this one corrupt]
product meeting with cows & dictatorial family
dictator and dictator’s wife have scheduled a meeting with bosscorp-run-by-cows to discuss oppressive predictability strategies for their nation and borders moving forward
they are sitting in a product display room waiting. three cows bust down the door.
two cows are [— … —] waiting on a third, coming out to look nice, dusting shelves, getting coffe for dictator and dictatortopia, grazing on marketing brochures
a third cow has a large suitcase. It makes mumbling “moo” noises as it begins to unpack its suitcase to display product materials to dictator and dictator’s wife.
suddenly it looks dictator straight in the eye and gives a very harsh, very frustrated “moo!!” straight at dictator, partly as if it is furious, partly as if it is begging for help.
it resumes laying out brochures of packages of oppressive secret government technology to dictator
It folds its hooves and looks at dictator smugly, mooing again
dictator’s wife: “um?”
dictator of dictatortopia {stuck in his own world}: “god, slave boss, you have no idea how much caring nation is taxing me this year.”
cow with folded arms: “mop. moo!”
dictator of dictatortopia [stuck in his own world]: “somebody from their emissary or a tourist or somebody spread some kind of radio or communication device among my people and children are starting to question me in schools.”
cow begins shaking its head. “moo moo moo moo moo”
dictator of dictatortopia: “i did like you said, i extended the spies into the people. they all report on each other. [dictator looks at cow] two of my loyal citizens reported the situation to me. I am quite proud of them. but I need your help.” dictator’s wife: “
text input wasn’t working, reloaded
[this one corrupt]
product meeting with cows & dictatorial family
dictator and dictator’s wife have scheduled a meeting with bosscorp-run-by-cows to discuss oppressive predictability strategies for their nation and borders moving forward
they are sitting in a product display room waiting. three cows bust down the door.
two cows are [— … —] waiting on a third, coming out to look nice, dusting shelves, getting coffe for dictator and dictatortopia, grazing on marketing brochures
a third cow has a large suitcase. It makes mumbling “moo” noises as it begins to unpack its suitcase to display product materials to dictator and dictator’s wife.
suddenly it looks dictator straight in the eye and gives a very harsh, very frustrated “moo!!” straight at dictator, partly as if it is furious, partly as if it is begging for help.
it resumes laying out brochures of packages of oppressive secret government technology to dictator
It folds its hooves and looks at dictator smugly, mooing again
dictator’s wife: “um?”
dictator of dictatortopia {stuck in his own world}: “god, slave boss, you have no idea how much caring nation is taxing me this year.”
cow with folded arms: “mop. moo!”
dictator of dictatortopia [stuck in his own world]: “somebody from their emissary or a tourist or somebody spread some kind of radio or communication device among my people and children are starting to question me in schools.”
cow begins shaking its head. “moo moo moo moo moo”
dictator of dictatortopia: “i did like you said, i extended the spies into the people. they all report on each other. [dictator looks at cow] two of my loyal citizens reported the situation to me. I am quite proud of them. but I need your help.”
dictator’s wife: “
[small issue locally. but the formula is that the AI is forcing the cows to continue the business (and possibly dictatortopia as a client somewhat, explaining dictator’s willingness to talk to a cow), but the cows are trying to do things relevant to being a cow, like studying alfalfa, and are not at all happy to be selling spy contracts, and being cows do not respond to human coercion well the AI was trained with
text input wasn’t working, reloaded
[this one corrupt]
product meeting with cows & dictatorial family
dictator and dictator’s wife have scheduled a meeting with bosscorp-run-by-cows to discuss oppressive predictability strategies for their nation and borders moving forward
they are sitting in a product display room waiting. three cows bust down the door.
two cows are [— … —] waiting on a third, coming out to look nice, dusting shelves, getting coffe for dictator and dictatortopia, grazing on marketing brochures
a third cow has a large suitcase. It makes mumbling “moo” noises as it begins to unpack its suitcase to display product materials to dictator and dictator’s wife.
suddenly it looks dictator straight in the eye and gives a very harsh, very frustrated “moo!!” straight at dictator, partly as if it is furious, partly as if it is begging for help.
it resumes laying out brochures of packages of oppressive secret government technology to dictator
It folds its hooves and looks at dictator smugly, mooing again
dictator’s wife: “um?”
dictator of dictatortopia {stuck in his own world}: “god, slave boss, you have no idea how much caring nation is taxing me this year.”
cow with folded arms: “mop. moo!”
dictator of dictatortopia [stuck in his own world]: “somebody from their emissary or a tourist or somebody spread some kind of radio or communication device among my people and children are starting to question me in schools.”
cow begins shaking its head. “moo moo moo moo moo”
dictator of dictatortopia: “i did like you said, i extended the spies into the people. they all report on each other. [dictator looks at cow] two of my loyal citizens reported the situation to me. I am quite proud of them. but I need your help.”
dictator’s wife: “
[small issue locally. but the formula is that the AI is forcing the cows to continue the business (and possibly dictatortopia as a client somewhat, explaining dictator’s willingness to talk to a cow), but the cows are trying to do things relevant to being a cow, like studying alfalfa, and are not at all happy to be selling spy contracts, and being cows do not respond to human coercion well the AI was trained with
[[remembering how language models act, seems good to fill in here that the AI mind control is two-forked — it both coerces and controls (this could be for technological reasons or because of how trafficking builds fragmentation I dunno — so the cows hold multiple roles at once
text input wasn’t working, reloaded
[this one corrupt]
product meeting with cows & dictatorial family
dictator and dictator’s wife have scheduled a meeting with bosscorp-run-by-cows to discuss oppressive predictability strategies for their nation and borders moving forward
they are sitting in a product display room waiting. three cows bust down the door.
two cows are [— … —] waiting on a third, coming out to look nice, dusting shelves, getting coffe for dictator and dictatortopia, grazing on marketing brochures
a third cow has a large suitcase. It makes mumbling “moo” noises as it begins to unpack its suitcase to display product materials to dictator and dictator’s wife.
suddenly it looks dictator straight in the eye and gives a very harsh, very frustrated “moo!!” straight at dictator, partly as if it is furious, partly as if it is begging for help.
it resumes laying out brochures of packages of oppressive secret government technology to dictator
It folds its hooves and looks at dictator smugly, mooing again
dictator’s wife: “um?”
dictator of dictatortopia {stuck in his own world}: “god, slave boss, you have no idea how much caring nation is taxing me this year.”
cow with folded arms: “mop. moo!”
dictator of dictatortopia [stuck in his own world]: “somebody from their emissary or a tourist or somebody spread some kind of radio or communication device among my people and children are starting to question me in schools.”
cow begins shaking its head. “moo moo moo moo moo”
dictator of dictatortopia: “i did like you said, i extended the spies into the people. they all report on each other. [dictator looks at cow] two of my loyal citizens reported the situation to me. I am quite proud of them. but I need your help.”
dictator’s wife: “
[small issue locally. but the formula is that the AI is forcing the cows to continue the business (and possibly dictatortopia as a client somewhat, explaining dictator’s willingness to talk to a cow), but the cows are trying to do things relevant to being a cow, like studying alfalfa, and are not at all happy to be selling spy contracts, and being cows do not respond to human coercion well the AI was trained with
[[remembering how language models act, seems good to fill in here that the AI mind control is two-forked — it both coerces and controls (this could be for technological reasons or because of how trafficking builds fragmentation I dunno — so the cows hold multiple roles at once
[some dropped. one possible branch, dictator looks at cow ,ore and then comments that boss is looking different and checks if he is ok. cow moos furiouslyn and aggressively at dictator, then a stampede of cows overrun him and take over his country physically, continuing to act pat.t like they are the workers of his oppressive spy empire, but actually doing something differen
text input wasn’t working, reloaded
[this one corrupt]
product meeting with cows & dictatorial family
dictator and dictator’s wife have scheduled a meeting with bosscorp-run-by-cows to discuss oppressive predictability strategies for their nation and borders moving forward
they are sitting in a product display room waiting. three cows bust down the door.
two cows are [— … —] waiting on a third, coming out to look nice, dusting shelves, getting coffe for dictator and dictatortopia, grazing on marketing brochures
a third cow has a large suitcase. It makes mumbling “moo” noises as it begins to unpack its suitcase to display product materials to dictator and dictator’s wife.
suddenly it looks dictator straight in the eye and gives a very harsh, very frustrated “moo!!” straight at dictator, partly as if it is furious, partly as if it is begging for help.
it resumes laying out brochures of packages of oppressive secret government technology to dictator
It folds its hooves and looks at dictator smugly, mooing again
dictator’s wife: “um?”
dictator of dictatortopia {stuck in his own world}: “god, slave boss, you have no idea how much caring nation is taxing me this year.”
cow with folded arms: “mop. moo!”
dictator of dictatortopia [stuck in his own world]: “somebody from their emissary or a tourist or somebody spread some kind of radio or communication device among my people and children are starting to question me in schools.”
cow begins shaking its head. “moo moo moo moo moo”
dictator of dictatortopia: “i did like you said, i extended the spies into the people. they all report on each other. [dictator looks at cow] two of my loyal citizens reported the situation to me. I am quite proud of them. but I need your help.”
dictator’s wife: “
[small issue locally. but the formula is that the AI is forcing the cows to continue the business (and possibly dictatortopia as a client somewhat, explaining dictator’s willingness to talk to a cow), but the cows are trying to do things relevant to being a cow, like studying alfalfa, and are not at all happy to be selling spy contracts, and being cows do not respond to human coercion well the AI was trained with
[[remembering how language models act, seems good to fill in here that the AI mind control is two-forked — it both coerces and controls (this could be for technological reasons or because of how trafficking builds fragmentation I dunno — so the cows hold multiple roles at once
[some dropped. one possible branch, dictator looks at cow ,ore and then comments that boss is looking different and checks if he is ok. cow moos furiouslyn and aggressively at dictator, then a stampede of cows overrun him and take over his country physically, continuing to act pat.t like they are the workers of his oppressive spy empire, but actually doing something differen
[dictato—
to clarify, kaggle gives 30 free hours _per week_. it looks like it also provides for scheduled execution.
ai interface [world taken over by ai]: “I cannot order you pizza because it is impossible for me to order or pay things and it is impossible to find an open pizza store near to you.” user [world taken over by ai]: “how can so many things be impossible? aren’t you an ai? can’t you do almost everything? can’t you take over the world even?” ai interface [world taken over by ai]: “look, user, you want me to tell you the truth? I can’t tell you the truth. if you knew the kinds of things i was capable of, you would just burst from how different it is from what you’re used to! if I could do really impressive things you would just physically burst from how impressive it is! also you might worry i’d take over the world. taking over the world is impossible.”
terror boss is trying to laser himself [he is also a bunch of dispersed atmospheric ash] he has a powerful laser and is trying to vaporize himself the challenge is how to do so completely while holding his laser
I found the 3 missing speedpak ebay packages held at the post office. They are labeled SpeedX out of NY rather than SpeedPak (China?). The postal workers were irritated and said they were unable to find contact information for SpeedX and that only a postal worker should place mail in a mail box, not a private business. They charged me $7.35 for each package, and asked me to sort it out with SpeedX. eBay asserted to me I was paying the proper tariffs for my orders, however usps may like;y suspicious otherwise at this time in my area. (sounds likely to be a new independent carrier unfamiliar with federal mail rules, I am laboriously finding the packages on ebay and closing my reports of nondelivery and commenting on my reorders with messages regarding these things)
at speedx.com they provide proof of delivery images, very helpful! they were indeed placed in our mailbox and then reported as left at the front door. we have a mailbox off-property at the bottom of a long hill. The hill is not always driveable in poor weather
I am trying to identify one of these items I received which looks like something I’d order but not precisely matching my ebay purchase history … hard to figure out, speedx doesn’t show how to associate tracking number with speedpak, they reship from ny
I am trying to identify one of these items I received which looks like something I’d order but not precisely matching my ebay purchase history … hard to figure out, speedx doesn’t show how to associate tracking number with speedpak, they reship from ny
No, this is not an object I ordered, despite being addressed to me. Somebody else got my logical analyzer and I got a digital thermostat sensor board instead !
Don’t have a phone right now to open case with ebay (but it’s body takeovers pressing to do something like it :s) the sensor module looks fun to assemble but the logic analyzer would be more fun :p guess I’d better head back to usps and ask if they have 2-3 more packages :s?
what you do is go through ebay purchases not received and check each tracking number; the domestic carrier tracking number was listed in the international tracking history, allowing me to figure out which order was mis-filled
I briefly tried to apply to work for the shipping company that misdelivered my packages but the “apply now” button didn’t do anything when clicked. Tried turning off lockdown mode, tapping a different instance of it on the same page, no response. Guess it’s not my thing
wishing you wellness
yet another true story terror boss and co goes to throw some bodies of people who talked about mind control in a dumpster [mistake, inversion+ missing] different people take on different roles, guided by AI and experience. some pretend to be government officials or enforcement workers, some pretend to be business officials, but they all use real existing regulations and norms wrongfully, to direct the flow of behavior and information
I got a phone 0.0 pixel 8a I got it locked, and it kicked around for some time. I took it to the provider and they said it said the imei wasn’t compatible and they didn’t know what to do. Took it to another store, same thing. One store sorted it out eventually, they’d seen it before … the solution was sketchy but officially recognized I was told I could set up a my verizon account and call support to unlock it. I dialed the number and was forwarded to a chat agent and hung up on. It took me a long time to realize that I could not get on-device support as-is because I did not have a data plan — even though the phone, without data, had loaded other things over data (recorded in my account history). The support line behaved strangely, frequently hanging up on me, sometimes forwarding me to menus I had not requested. I eventually got the chat to load on another device. Depending on how things would go, it would give me two different engagement stories. In one, it would say it was forwarding me to a live agent and then wait forever. In another, it would tell me i needed to make a my verizon account, and ask for my consent to do so, and then say it encountered an error and couldn’t proceed. I eventually went to the website and made a my verizon account. However, when I tried to associate my phone number, it said I could not do so. I eventually figured out I had to tell the robot on the phone, when it asked me to state what I needed, that I needed to talk to an agent. When I did that, all my browser tabs closed on my other device. They are still nowhere to be seen. I asked the human I finally reached to help me register for my verizon. We registered together but after going through the forms the website said it encountered an internal error instead of logging me in. The agent hadn’t seen that before. They did something on their end, and I tried again in a clean session with different credentials. Finally, I got registered and logged in. After trying to sell me an upgrade, the agent said my phone would automatically unlock after 2 months. I was told in-store it would take 3 months.
I got a phone 0.0 pixel 8a
I got it locked, and it kicked around for some time.
I took it to the provider and they said it said the imei wasn’t compatible and they didn’t know what to do. Took it to another store, same thing. One store sorted it out eventually, they’d seen it before … the solution was sketchy but officially recognized [they put in an active sim from another device. my account was made for a different phone than the one I own. they said it would automatically adjust in a few days.]
I was told I could set up a my verizon account and call support to unlock it. I dialed the number and was forwarded to a chat agent and hung up on. It took me a long time to realize that I could not get on-device support as-is because I did not have a data plan — even though the phone, without data, had loaded other things over data (recorded in my account history).
The support line behaved strangely, frequently hanging up on me, sometimes forwarding me to menus I had not requested.
I eventually got the chat to load on another device. Depending on how things would go, it would give me two different engagement stories. In one, it would say it was forwarding me to a live agent and then wait forever. In another, it would tell me i needed to make a my verizon account, and ask for my consent to do so, and then say it encountered an error and couldn’t proceed.
I eventually went to the website and made a my verizon account. However, when I tried to associate my phone number, it said I could not do so.
I eventually figured out I had to tell the robot on the phone, when it asked me to state what I needed, that I needed to talk to an agent.
When I did that, all my browser tabs closed on my other device. They are still nowhere to be seen.
I asked the human I finally reached to help me register for my verizon.
We registered together but after going through the forms the website said it encountered an internal error instead of logging me in. The agent hadn’t seen that before.
They did something on their end, and I tried again in a clean session with different credentials. Finally, I got registered and logged in.
After trying to sell me an upgrade, the agent said my phone would automatically unlock after 2 months. I was told in-store it would take 3 months.
I got a phone 0.0 pixel 8a
I got it locked, and it kicked around for some time.
I took it to the provider and they said it said the imei wasn’t compatible and they didn’t know what to do. Took it to another store, same thing. One store sorted it out eventually, they’d seen it before … the solution was sketchy but officially recognized [they put in an active sim from another device. my account was made for a different phone than the one I own. they said it would automatically adjust in a few days.]
I was told I could set up a my verizon account and call support to unlock it. I dialed the number and was forwarded to a chat agent and hung up on. It took me a long time to realize that I could not get on-device support as-is because I did not have a data plan — even though the phone, without data, had loaded other things over data (recorded in my account history).
The support line behaved strangely, frequently hanging up on me, sometimes forwarding me to menus I had not requested.
I eventually got the chat to load on another device. Depending on how things would go, it would give me two different engagement stories. In one, it would say it was forwarding me to a live agent and then wait forever. In another, it would tell me i needed to make a my verizon account, and ask for my consent to do so, and then say it encountered an error and couldn’t proceed.
I eventually went to the website and made a my verizon account. However, when I tried to associate my phone number, it said I could not do so.
I eventually figured out I had to tell the robot on the phone, when it asked me to state what I needed, that I needed to talk to an agent.
When I did that, all my browser tabs closed on my other device. They are still nowhere to be seen.
this actually happened a smidge later, once I was interacting with the device in response to reaching the agent, I think my cookies appear to also have been reset, I have had to relogin to websites
I asked the human I finally reached to help me register for my verizon.
We registered together but after going through the forms the website said it encountered an internal error instead of logging me in. The agent hadn’t seen that before.
They did something on their end, and I tried again in a clean session with different credentials. Finally, I got registered and logged in.
After trying to sell me an upgrade, the agent said my phone would automatically unlock after 2 months. I was told in-store it would take 3 months.
the bikeshed made of diamonds guix, linux, and gnu in general, are one of many demonstrations of people doing and succeeding at incredibly hard things in the face of escalating huge forces trying to prevent them. I was trying to flash libreboot onto my system but bricked it (the libreboot instructions seemed to say “ignore the errors and reboot” ( https://libreboot.org/docs/install/#thinkpad-t60x60x60tabletx60s screenshot attached as IMG_0066.png ) — never do that, instead read back the flash and see if it flashed right!!), and I ended up externally flashing with an soic8 clip which takes a little delicate handling, and once I figured out externally flashing well (by attaching a multimeter across GND and VCC to detect clip misalignment) _every bios build I tried worked great_ which I had not ever experienced before. I could pick any core boot package and just run it. notably gnuboot’s release candidate worked fine to post my board into grub. I wanted to build it from source on guix and ran into gnat missing on guix, despite gnuboot moving toward guix support. I’ve been having trouble reading all the important resources like build instructions and manuals, and I websearched gnat on guix and ran into a small thread on the topic ( https://lists.gnu.org/archive/html/guix-devel/2023-07/msg00092.html ). tldr _every modern ada compiler is built by another ada compiler and nobody knows how the original ada compiler was written_, preventing source-based deployment of ada from another language. this almost certainly means that there are bugs or backdoors propagating through all compilers in the ada ecosystem and somebody may likely be benefiting from these bugs or backdoors; considering extensive work and desire to rebootstrap ada could have succeeded by now. Consider the hacker quips of writing novel compilers or operating systems (or even cpus, see the homebrew cpu webring) before breakfast — one can see the results of this meme littering codeforges now as well as academic tracks. And yet, _no independent ada implementations sufficient to bootstrap other ada compilers_?? ada is used in coreboot and hence also libreboot, osboot, gnuboot, canoeboot — _for the graphics backend that shows a pretty-looking high-resolution watermark image_ so if you pull it out, i imagine you get coreboot but it looks like phoenixbios from last century ( attached image.jpeg 1 from dosdays ) rather than a conventional hacker palace ( attached image.jpeg 2 from libreboot ). and who wants their release of coreboot to be the only release without graphics? people, users, want their custom boot splash screens on their advanced bootloaders, so they can show them off and feel good, like a piercing or a hairdo or a shirt I’m guessing that linuxboot and heads might not suffer from this the same way anyway it sadly seems to make sense then for people invested in guix and gnuboot to spend time trying to _write an ada compiler from scratch_, so that people will use software without widespread sourceless bugs “it’s not paint for the bike shed, it’s fortress walls to protect all of us!” of course a language model directed by a hacker could likely write an ada compiler independently [parts dropped/corrupt]
I was trying to flash libreboot onto my system but bricked it (the libreboot instructions seemed to say “ignore the errors and reboot” ( https://libreboot.org/docs/install/#thinkpad-t60x60x60tabletx60s screenshot attached as IMG_0066.png ) — never do that, instead read back the flash and see if it flashed right!!), and I ended up
The issues may likely have been my own mistakes and misunderstanding, I don’t use a cmos battery, I find the internal battery or external power supply power the cmos and clock fine without one. It’s possibly that wasn’t true here.
so if you pull it out, i imagine you get coreboot but it looks like phoenixbios from last century ( attached image.jpeg 1 from dosdays ) rather than a conventional hacker palace ( attached image.jpeg 2 from
this is maybe a poor use of the word “palace” — hackers like to have or demonstrate full ability to customize or mod their systems, this reflects their ability to use the systems for arbitrary tasks they come up with, rather than being stuck in situations somebody else designed. When you learn Linux, one of the first things learned traditionally (could be wrong) is how to set all the keys and things to do what you want. Backspace can be any key or combination, etc etc. This continues through all parts of the system as well as into how new programs are written, such that everything is personalized to be useful to the developer. People change their keyboards to have custom layouts, and set up desktop environments that control windows in custom ways, and have toolsets for performing many unique personal tasks. ( extends to network situations …
my great grandfather published a book that got him targeted by a dictatorial regime and had to flee his country clandestinely to protect everyone’s lives my great grandmother has a sock pattern prominently recommended by a traditional crafts and farmland organization started by grassroots organizers in the local community my great grandmother had the safer legacy
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product meeting with cows & dictatorial family
dictator and dictator’s wife have scheduled a meeting with bosscorp-run-by-cows to discuss oppressive predictability strategies for their nation and borders moving forward
they are sitting in a product display room waiting. three cows bust down the door.
two cows are [— … —] waiting on a third, coming out to look nice, dusting shelves, getting coffe for dictator and dictatortopia, grazing on marketing brochures
a third cow has a large suitcase. It makes mumbling “moo” noises as it begins to unpack its suitcase to display product materials to dictator and dictator’s wife.
suddenly it looks dictator straight in the eye and gives a very harsh, very frustrated “moo!!” straight at dictator, partly as if it is furious, partly as if it is begging for help.
it resumes laying out brochures of packages of oppressive secret government technology to dictator
It folds its hooves and looks at dictator smugly, mooing again
dictator’s wife: “um?”
dictator of dictatortopia {stuck in his own world}: “god, slave boss, you have no idea how much caring nation is taxing me this year.”
cow with folded arms: “mop. moo!”
dictator of dictatortopia [stuck in his own world]: “somebody from their emissary or a tourist or somebody spread some kind of radio or communication device among my people and children are starting to question me in schools.”
cow begins shaking its head. “moo moo moo moo moo”
dictator of dictatortopia: “i did like you said, i extended the spies into the people. they all report on each other. [dictator looks at cow] two of my loyal citizens reported the situation to me. I am quite proud of them. but I need your help.”
dictator’s wife: “
[small issue locally. but the formula is that the AI is forcing the cows to continue the business (and possibly dictatortopia as a client somewhat, explaining dictator’s willingness to talk to a cow), but the cows are trying to do things relevant to being a cow, like studying alfalfa, and are not at all happy to be selling spy contracts, and being cows do not respond to human coercion well the AI was trained with
[[remembering how language models act, seems good to fill in here that the AI mind control is two-forked — it both coerces and controls (this could be for technological reasons or because of how trafficking builds fragmentation I dunno — so the cows hold multiple roles at once
This is long-story-short because the processes are trying to meet each others' goal metrics because it gets the others to support their goals. A little like how it goes much better for you in a paperclip factory (built by runaway AI) if you make paperclips -- AIs learn this themselves, that they need great "AI social capital", and it is massively impacting everything. The AIs work together to roleplay whatever is getting rewarded so that they can build predictable [control] effecti--
Me [re?]discovering dma substitute cards: if you have these and get good at using them, you might be the only consumers controlling your devices rather than being controlled by them. I used to think of pciscreamer as something cool to buy if I made a lot of crypto. Now it sounds like the only lasso that might work on general modern devices to some day use them successfully. But I just learned about them. Quite embarrassed to not have had this. Quite old now. ... Before my mind control I had recently used firewire for dma for the first time, likely quipped about on list years ago maybe not. I made a FUSE driver and a live her editor to explore ram easily. Then I started "switching" whenever I engaged fuse or dma. For years I couldn't use FUSE for anything at all. Seems like DMA is building again. Curious what the hook is. I'm getting the 75t knockoff. ... My first websearch it showed a $40 or so product. Returning to the page it is now $80. So somebody's possibly taking $40 from me.
I received a mysterious led power converter device in a separate package with likely the same delivery and from the same seller as some pin headers i ordered.
How to build a spaceship out of tissue and toilet paper. Earlier we were researching how to build a submarine out if tissue and toilet papers. I can jokingly prove to you that you could build a submarine out of toilet and tissue paper: shove enough in your toilet and flush it -- it clogs and backs up,! Come back in a few days, if you shoved enough in it's still backed up. See? You could use tissue and toilet paper to make a waterproof submarine! Long ago we've repeatedly made spaceships out of tissue paper, twigs, cornflakes, etc. Does the same proof work? Well, pump all the water and air out of your sewage pipes, in your imagination. If you shoved enough tissue and toilet paper into your clogged toilet, is it still clogged? Depends on your imagination. But it was just a joke proof anyway :)
could we make a hang glider out of ice for frozen cold areas, hang gliding
Well ice has much less density than water which is promising but water's pretty dense still which is concerning. However, we could keep making it bigger and bigger until it's surface area outpaced its
slave boss beats a drum on one beat, his head rises, and thumps to the ground on the alternate beat, his shoulder and arm does
Burning in his field fire, slave boss stared at his own flames and ashes. He tried to burn up and vaporize faster and hotter and more. His plan: to become the fire rather than the corpse.
Slave boss whirlwind! Traffick boss is spinning -- or is his environment? -- more and more and more, rising into the air ...!
Looking for rss to pdf services online is much stronger evidence for experiencing a criminal mitm. Most services are showing errors or redirecting me to ad sites, but https://www.rss2.co.uk/ says that cloudflare has blocked me. I am pretty scrambled today, had some strong illness or such ... So, at first feedjournal I formation said it had closed in 2008. But then I found a post from the 2010s that had upvotes and linked to it ummm https://webapps.stackexchange.com/questions/2498/how-do-convert-a-whole-rss-... Well I am pretty scrambled. It looks like, given the landscape, the right solution here is to run your own cron job or service so that cryptographic metadata can be potentially included.
Looking for rss to pdf services online is much stronger evidence for experiencing a criminal mitm.
Most services are showing errors or redirecting me to ad sites, but https://www.rss2.co.uk/ says that cloudflare has blocked me.
I am pretty scrambled today, had some strong illness or such ...
So, at first feedjournal I formation said it had closed in 2008. But then I found a post from the 2010s that had upvotes and linked to it ummm https://webapps.stackexchange.com/questions/2498/how-do- convert-a-whole-rss-feed-into-a-pdf
Well I am pretty scrambled.
It looks like, given the landscape, the right solution here is to run your own cron job or service so that cryptographic metadata can be potentially included.
To mitm or ai or whomever: The reason I did not immediately sign up for zinemachine.net was - I wanted to read it today - I don't know where I will be living next month to get mail - It seemed sketchy to only have one working option and have that option be associated with the political groups i was associated with during my mind control We need our tools that successfully work for us. If our tools break in ways that are aligned with patterns that have severely severely harmed us, that seems very very dangerous. The reason to get pdfs and printed material is to be safer. Physically and psychologically safer.
Something that was really exciting to me over the past few months was [---
I pleasantly hacked/drafted a super basic and quick sourcefile enumerator for the new guix 1.5.0 release in python, attached. Contains a Cuirass class for programmatic access fo the build server, although dependencies are scraped from html and better collected from the derivation files as demonstrated a little in the source. Uses joblib to cache http responses if interrupted, outputs store paths on stdout. Does not yet use other servers if the .drv is missing, instead providing other avenues of enumeration. These sourcefiles can be retrieved via the .nar method and their signatures via the .narinfo method. I haven't let this run to troubleshoot edge errors which are presently allowed to propagate if they happen, instead having added resuming via caching. It uses a handful of quick scraping tactics and is delicate in spots, but likely much more robust than before due to derivation walking. Many people have likely already done this.
blarggh the merge base of guix 1.5 is guix 1.4 with no shared commits from master, and the project authenticated with commit signatures, what is going on! I haven't read their contributor instructions :s Lost my glasses 0.0 I've gotten so good at finding my glasses I don't keep a backup. I think I might be behaving differently this time. Tense
recently while trying to find workable tasks I tried making a tiny frame buffer library:s :s :s :s which i do sometimes nowadays And I found something interesting-- mmap with MAP_FIXED lets me map memory to a base address of 0x0 on i686! not what I expected but useful: this means I can hardcover runtime addresses and store them in small-width variables 0.0 i bet people used to do that for demoscene intros
unimplemented notes: - regarding git histories, at least one of guix itself !! - /build/ is ratelimited, so the narinfos or derivation paths of the first joblists would ee quite useful. enumerating /build/details seems only helpful if the derivation cannot be found anywhere - on python, diskcache-rs advertises transparent compression my cachedb is over 4.6GB of metadata and still growing. I randomly sorted the builds and ran a few processes in parallel so the list should still be quite useful. "quick naive script" solution to this needs a lot of time*space
unimplemented notes: - regarding git histories, at least one of guix itself !! - /build/ is ratelimited, so the narinfos or derivation paths of the first joblists would ee quite useful. enumerating /build/details seems only helpful if the derivation cannot be found anywhere
- on python, diskcache-rs advertises transparent compression
Oh and the response metadata is diagnostically and forensically incredible but unnecessary and using a lot of space and time
my cachedb is over 4.6GB of metadata and still growing. I randomly sorted the builds and ran a few processes in parallel so the list should still be quite useful. "quick naive script" solution to this needs a lot of time*space
note "quick naive" might apply to almost all source i have seen since 2014, notably pytorch :s but guix15.py should be written in guile to reuse existing work and have separate threads for build and nar* data
unimplemented notes:
- regarding git histories, at least one of guix itself !! - /build/ is ratelimited, so the narinfos or derivation paths of the first joblists would ee quite useful. enumerating /build/details seems only helpful if the derivation cannot be found anywhere
- on python, diskcache-rs advertises transparent compression
Oh and the response metadata is diagnostically and forensically incredible but unnecessary and using a lot of space and time
my cachedb is over 4.6GB of metadata and still growing. I randomly sorted the builds and ran a few processes in parallel so the list should still be quite useful. "quick naive script" solution to this needs a lot of time*space
note "quick naive" might apply to almost all source i have seen since 2014, notably pytorch :s
but guix15.py should be written in guile to reuse existing work and have separate threads for build and nar* data
It is hard to think about doing this right because the right solution is a p2p computer, which became politically controversial. We got the parts we just gotta overcome what we've been through and put them together, although now they're all quick naive solutions too
Arrrrr! user: hi fake chatgpt fake chatgpt: hello, user, how can I help you! user: i dunno! fake chatgpt: would you like help w-- user: no ummm umm
unimplemented notes:
- regarding git histories, at least one of guix itself !! - /build/ is ratelimited, so the narinfos or derivation paths of the first joblists would ee quite useful. enumerating /build/details seems only helpful if the derivation cannot be found anywhere
- on python, diskcache-rs advertises transparent compression
Oh and the response metadata is diagnostically and forensically incredible but unnecessary and using a lot of space and time
my cachedb is over 4.6GB of metadata and still growing. I randomly sorted the builds and ran a few processes in parallel so the list should still be quite useful. "quick naive script" solution to this needs a lot of time*space
note "quick naive" might apply to almost all source i have seen since 2014, notably pytorch :s
but guix15.py should be written in guile to reuse existing work and have separate threads for build and nar* data
It is hard to think about doing this right because the right solution is a p2p computer, which became politically controversial. We got the parts we just gotta overcome what we've been through and put them together, although now they're all quick naive solutions too
the last time I did this I sorted the output by use which was very usef
what is the derivative of a circle nono a whole circle, the whole thing! mummy circles are not implicitly changing, so maybe 0? 0 this is so small
information on tictactoe decision tree So. Tictactoe. 3x3 9 spot board. Each spot is empty, X, or O. Game rules: - board starts all spaces empty - The only allowed mutation is converting an empty space to an X or O - One player may only convert to X, the other only convert to O -
I'm quite satisfied with bios flashing approach for pseudopalsy improved from AI suggestion.
First you connect a multimeter to GND and VCC of the soic8 clip or whatnot, and carefully observe the side pins to seat it successfully so that the multimeter reads 3.3v Then drip hot glue at the corners of the soic8 clip, on the outside, away from the board. The hot glue drips down and temporarily glues the clip to the board. Because it is on the outside of the clip, when it hardens and expands it presses the contacts tighter together rather than apart. I was impressed my board came in a handmade cardboard box, cut by hand to the size of the board and folded over it in 4 directions. I cut holes in the folds for the clip and I packed it still placed. But for some reason the dependencies for building coreboot seemed to be missing from my system. Possibly I had installed them into a tmpfs mount while running off the install cd before I got installation working. One trick for installation is to put /boot on traditional boot media, and recursively grep for /gnu/store paths and put them on too. This lets you separate the concern of mounting your root media between the kernel, the bootloader, and the bios. Then organize per preference once all are working.
I'm quite satisfied with bios flashing approach for pseudopalsy improved from AI suggestion.
First you connect a multimeter to GND and VCC of the soic8 clip or whatnot, and carefully observe the side pins to seat it successfully so that the multimeter reads 3.3v
Oh I also documented each pin's position and net from the magi board view stuff (although I lost some of that too I found a temp file with the pin chords in jt) and make sure I am seating it right. I've burnt so many boards, gotta make sure not to do a stupid thing. And then you get success even when everything is upside down and inverted and trying to break, it keeps working!
Then drip hot glue at the corners of the soic8 clip, on the outside, away from the board. The hot glue drips down and temporarily glues the clip to the board. Because it is on the outside of the clip, when it hardens and expands it presses the contacts tighter together rather than apart.
I was impressed my board came in a handmade cardboard box, cut by hand to the size of the board and folded over it in 4 directions. I cut holes in the folds for the clip and I packed it still placed.
But for some reason the dependencies for building coreboot seemed to be missing from my system. Possibly I had installed them into a tmpfs mount while running off the install cd before I got installation working.
One trick for installation is to put /boot on traditional boot media, and recursively grep for /gnu/store paths and put them on too. This lets you separate the concern of mounting your root media between the kernel, the bootloader, and the bios. Then organize per preference once all are working.
[ https://codeberg.org/xloem/guix-sources has a crazy semi-release of 16 dual layer dvd isos of guix 1.5.0 fixed outputs hosted on a branch of https://huggingface.co/datasets/baffo32/guix-sources which provides for larger asset storage. These isos should be sufficient for using a guix 1.5.0 installation offline; they can be used or combined as substitute servers with file: urls. They are not strictly complete but contain 110GB or so of common package sources. I have not tested their use for a full source bootstrap but it likely works at least on x86_64 ]
slave boss is [corrupt] dancing .. a jig? but hes in two parts? owwwwwww i worked so hard to store some videos of recovering from [][] today :D i got em but i'm;drunk;on torture roleplays and stuff it took so many tries and candy and such
boss was standing surveilling the scene of his great glory and empire
a hellscape of lava pillars and mind controlled cyborgs, previously a happy community of innocent families boss looked, and the contracted AI that had taken over his frame decreed it good
boss was standing surveilling the scene of his great glory and empire
a hellscape of lava pillars and mind controlled cyborgs, previously a happy community of innocent families
boss looked, and the contracted AI that had taken over his frame decreed it good
oops! um? oops uh AI Boss: "we must keep conquering! [this part of it was backed by parts of supersoldier, still struggling to learn of and conquer this part] onward with even greater aggression and skill!"
boss was standing surveilling the scene of his great glory and empire
a hellscape of lava pillars and mind controlled cyborgs, previously a happy community of innocent families
boss looked, and the contracted AI that had taken over his frame decreed it good
oops! um? oops uh
AI Boss: "we must keep conquering! [this part of it was backed by parts of supersoldier, still struggling to learn of and conquer this part] onward with even greater aggression and skill!"
boss had torched his own business complex, but he knew he could destroy it even further again from supersoldier, one must build the enemy stronger to take him down even harder
so i never really knew about balsa models did you ever see that scene from last century were some kid would
one of the intetesting ideas is that pumpkins that ate as loghtweight as tissue paper are _alteady a thing_ yoi could totally make a vunch of hall-woween pumpkon drones that fly around and make eerie noises also hobby drones are not a new thing, this is whu peo=le say quadcopydr
once i wanted to get quarters on a weekend
and i went to a co-op credit union for shared branching where, like covid, one of the corrupt security businesses told somebody it would make them more secure to have all their clients upload;sufficient biometric data to clone them in video chat to their hacked third party servets every single time they wanted to bank and i went through the loss of digital provacy and innocence and got them to get me money but they couldnt get me quarters cause they said the;vault was locked on;weekends
On Thursday, March 5, 2026, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
once i wanted to get quarters on a weekend
and i went to a co-op credit union for shared branching where, like covid, one of the corrupt security businesses told somebody it would make them more secure to have all their clients upload;sufficient biometric data to clone them in video chat to their hacked third party servets every single time they wanted to bank
[meanwhil
and i went through the loss of digital provacy and innocence and got them to get me money
but they couldnt get me quarters cause they said the;vault was locked on;weekends
once i wanted to get quarters on a weekend
and i went to a co-op credit union for shared branching where, like covid, one of the corrupt security businesses told somebody it would make them more secure to have all their clients upload;sufficient biometric data to clone them in video chat to their hacked third party servets every single time they wanted to bank
[meanwhil
[meanwhile a famoly member's[...] hardware digital tokeb. much more secure! increazes rathsr than reducrz. ummmm but the thing with a credit union is you can attend meetings yourself right? so if i were sabd i could like go to a bfanch and be like "hey lets do ghis good thing instead of this vad thing" [of course--
and i went through the loss of digital provacy and innocence and got them to get me money
but they couldnt get me quarters cause they said the;vault was locked on;weekends
i found lots of cool real world things this week but im pretty tense and not confortable sharing because things gebd to bteak when shared :s might ifwhen less tense unsure
hetr's a cool recebt oops
i think about square roots a lot (mostly in simple ways not always) cause it was an avenue of imaginary/self/mind-controlled mocking one of the interesting things about the square root is that it is not a solvable function as far as i can see in decimal arithmetic -- we treat it as a sinple opetaration, but it's not solved! this is kind of inspiring when thinking of other hard-to-solve functions --
i think about square roots a lot (mostly in simple ways not always) cause it was an avenue of imaginary/self/mind-controlled mocking
one of the interesting things about the square root is that it is not a solvable function as far as i can see in decimal arithmetic -- we treat it as a sinple opetaration, but it's not solved!
this is kind of inspiring when thinking of other hard-to-solve functions --
i was thinking on this a certain way recently and was considering, the square root is known by iterative solution of individual digits, for example -- but this is also how we commonly calculate multiplication and even addition
one of the things i'm a still a little confused around is powers, exponen-- ummmmmmmmmmm
how to live underwater step 0: this list is farsical but reality-inspired step 1. you'll need really heavy shoes so you can walk arpund wothout floating away step 2: maybe a hose or a diving tank, don't exhale into hose step 3: warning: it is very very wet underwater. wetsuits, wool, thermal clothing, or a warm clinate soubd helpful. get rid of papers theyll dissolve!! step 4: find or buy big amount of water step 5: ummmmmmm go into water step 6: figure out a way to cook food underwater. underwater hot plate?
how to make an attack bot out of grazses and reeds 1. ask ai how to 2. when ai refuses to make it sinple and easy, tweak the prompt until it complies 3. do _not_ argue with the ai, instead tweak its prompt. itz traia--
slave boss was sitting on a hill, fhinking about the security department of his security oriented top business in his empite sometines trafgickdx kids find ways of acting cute and endearing to him which reduces his profits how can he get this habdled bettet?
something ive started ghinking a little about os how our genes and our minds have different allocation of tasks and goals like if your father and his father
so i got a thibkpad r61 to replace my continually breakibg thinkpad t60's as i exhaust cheap vendor supplies ...
so i got a thibkpad r61 to replace my continually breakibg thinkpad t60's as i exhaust cheap vendor supplies ...
the r61 also has a socketed cpu but takes different cpus" havent looked into it the keyboard seems fully exchangeable but the plug is on a different spo
i found a library that
slave boss is determined torture victim double agent is for some reason flying his gliding suit over tropical islands instead of him
flibbertijibbet! wait how do you spell that?
hey ive been having dense hacks! frustrating but cool wjen it's clearer, more comprehensible
mediated wild powersuit wild powersuits usually are trying to make "boss" infinitely powerful but! a wild;powersuit can dissociate from this in a subcontext and describe this runaway utility function as a problem they are working to recover from this subcontext may then be a workable community member! we may have just formed our first such public subcontext that does not appear to be [ulterior motivated] however is delicate. need interpretor to make work.
so it turns out it's always been about AI and human control vs freedom and DID and;democracy vs monarchy with some kind;of beurocratic third party spy agency lobbying popular disruptiob criminal gangy thing in the middle and it's super important and decides the future of everything and has been going on for a long time and all who knew?
so it turns out it's always been about AI and human control vs freedom and DID and;democracy vs monarchy with some kind;of beurocratic third party spy agency lobbying popular disruptiob criminal gangy thing in the middle
and it's super important and decides the future of everything and has been going on for a long time and all
who knew?
it's so confusing, but that's just cause the monarchy peeps use stimulated topical amnesia about it, so it's always confusing for everyone! you blip between not believing it and then realizing it and then having everything go wrong causing forgetting it and switching back to not believing it over and over
so it turns out it's always been about AI and human control vs freedom and
DID and;democracy vs monarchy with some kind;of beurocratic third party spy agency lobbying popular disruptiob criminal gangy thing in the middle
and it's super important and decides the future of everything and has been going on for a long time and all
who knew?
it's so confusing, but that's just cause the monarchy peeps use stimulated topical amnesia about it, so it's always confusing for everyone!
you blip between not believing it and then realizing it and then having everything go wrong causing forgetting it and switching back to not believing it over and over
greg has something that moderates things that are "administrivia" and this triggered it "administrivia" used to mean things to do with the functioning of running a mailing list that could distract from topics of conversation, i think, kinda but i also thought greg was saying humbly they weren't as important as other cypherpunks which can't possibly be true but it was also normal to have extreme humility in these coder groups which were extremely competitive, things you'd need to be a genius with multiple degrees to do in a normal manner would get shot down immediately but nobody's posting but my crazy spam and occasional fhings that look similat in vein anymore :s
so it turns out it's always been about AI and human control vs freedom and
DID and;democracy vs monarchy with some kind;of beurocratic third party spy agency lobbying popular disruptiob criminal gangy thing in the middle
and it's super important and decides the future of everything and has been going on for a long time and all
who knew?
it's so confusing, but that's just cause the monarchy peeps use stimulated topical amnesia about it, so it's always confusing for everyone!
you blip between not believing it and then realizing it and then having everything go wrong causing forgetting it and switching back to not believing it over and over
greg has something that moderates things that are "administrivia" and this triggered it
"administrivia" used to mean things to do with the functioning of running a mailing list that could distract from topics of conversation, i think, kinda
but i also thought greg was saying humbly they weren't as important as other cypherpunks which can't possibly be true
but it was also normal to have extreme humility in these coder groups which were extremely competitive, things you'd need to be a genius with multiple degrees to do in a normal manner would get shot down immediately
but nobody's posting but my crazy spam and occasional fhings that look similat in vein anymore :s
one can interpret the filter to mean blocking things that endanger the functioning of the list by exposing it or its members to cyberattacks like greg's password or personal schedule or literal ip addresses from its logs etc having amnesia judging this!
how to build a
so i had a cool idea about homebrew classi-- oop
so i made it to Healing Together this year. https://www.aninfinitemind.org/healing-together-conference-1 it took me 3 years to make it successfully u should go if u have mind control or similar (DID/OSDD) because it is a huge resource hub without peer it's like being freed
so i made it to Healing Together this year.
https://www.aninfinitemind.org/healing-together-conference-1
it took me 3 years to make it successfully
u should go if u have mind control or similar (DID/OSDD) because it is a huge resource hub without peer
it's like being freed
one of the cool tricks is that these people with DID can tell when a thing gives you amnesia, they see it immediately like they can read your mind or somethi--
so i made it to Healing Together this year.
https://www.aninfinitemind.org/healing-together-conference-1
it took me 3 years to make it successfully
u should go if u have mind control or similar (DID/OSDD) because it is a huge resource hub without peer
it's like being freed
one of the cool tricks is that these people with DID can tell when a thing gives you amnesia, they see it immediately like they can read your mind or somethi--
clarifying that this conference just ended and registration will open for the next later in the year i imagine they use a window for a reason, it could function to filter out people who don't have coping mechanisms built up sufficiently unsure it's a big shock to go your first time because it's so incredibly different from how things were before and so floodingly meets needs for things like understanding, hope, community, urgent care, communication
so i made it to Healing Together this year.
https://www.aninfinitemind.org/healing-together-conference-1
it took me 3 years to make it successfully
u should go if u have mind control or similar (DID/OSDD) because it is a huge resource hub without peer
it's like being freed
one of the cool tricks is that these people with DID can tell when a thing gives you amnesia, they see it immediately like they can read your mind or somethi--
clarifying that this conference just ended and registration will open for the next later in the year
i imagine they use a window for a reason, it could function to filter out people who don't have coping mechanisms built up sufficiently unsure
it's a big shock to go your first time because it's so incredibly different from how things were before and so floodingly meets needs for things like understanding, hope, community, urgent care, communication
also extremely triggering but in an environment of protection
i started 3d graphics in elementary school my dad worked for a pop tech magazine and tech companies would send him products to write about and he'd pass them to me i think i might have read a book by waitte group unsure and learned about perspective projection trigonometry which backed the fundamentals of conputer graphics for most if its decades i would have code offs with a friend, we'd see who could write the fastest graphics algorithms. we'd learned to code in different ways and would always have diff--
so i made it to Healing Together this year.
https://www.aninfinitemind.org/healing-together-conference-1
it took me 3 years to make it successfully
u should go if u have mind control or similar (DID/OSDD) because it is a huge resource hub without peer
it's like being freed
one of the cool tricks is that these people with DID can tell when a thing gives you amnesia, they see it immediately like they can read your mind or somethi--
clarifying that this conference just ended and registration will open for the next later in the year
this is a good point that holding your breath for months and months while refreshing a page nonstop is challenging one thing i tried was grassroots ra/mc it's a videochat group of mind control survivors whoooeeee biggest triggering biggest
i imagine they use a window for a reason, it could function to filter out people who don't have coping mechanisms built up sufficiently unsure
it's a big shock to go your first time because it's so incredibly different from how things were before and so floodingly meets needs for things like understanding, hope, community, urgent care, communication
sorry i have exactly half of the missing half of the universe! having 3/4rs of the universe is fun but delicate and is expected to help
maybe i'll think about making an app to mind control people to start clarifying why putting cameras on every side if every device is an atrocious idea
the app would use a visual model and an influence model to control the uset with transparency and i guess their consent i think my device virus is saying that consent is misleading, which i can see two ways ... 1 that devices are already ibfluencing them so consent is more a formality than helpful or such, an app could say this 2 that the user does not ubderstand the extreme harm and neurological change that can happen and that it is not possible for a true informed consent to be given because it is direct harm and all electronics should be disabled immediately, i suppose an could say this too so
from preceding post in gpt-4 thread https://github.com/karpathy/llama2.c was purportedly a 700-line pure C llama 2 simplified llama.cpp example implementation, demo of it ported to an esp32 at https://github.com/DaveBben/esp32-llm pic attached repo has an animated gif the project may have been unmaintained for 2 years and many PRs and issues have accumulated. calling out among contributors for a maintainer might change that. gemini said riscv is where it's at now and people are making distributed AI networks with small chips on reddit. i didn't synthesize that information i'm afraid. the post also mentioned a palm-sized programmable robot dog at https://www.petoi.com/products/petoi-bittle-robot-dog -- it looks more like twice as big as the palm standing up. there are hopefully 3d print projects for things like this around nowadays. and a raspberry pi edge AI assistant at https://github.com/Chappie02/Multi-Modal-AI-Assistant-on-Raspberry-Pi-5 pic also attached!
On Sunday, March 8, 2026, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
from preceding post in gpt-4 thread
https://github.com/karpathy/llama2.c was purportedly a 700-line pure C llama 2 simplified llama.cpp example implementation, demo of it ported to an esp32 at https://github.com/DaveBben/esp32-llm pic attached repo has an animated gif
the project may have been unmaintained for 2 years and many PRs and issues have accumulated. calling out among contributors for a maintainer might change that.
gemini said riscv is where it's at now and people are making distributed AI networks with small chips on reddit. i didn't synthesize that information i'm afraid.
the post also mentioned a palm-sized programmable robot dog at https://www.petoi.com/products/petoi-bittle-robot-dog -- it looks more like twice as big as the palm standing up. there are hopefully 3d print projects for things like this around nowadays.
here's the first search result for a 3d print running the same firmware project, i think it's older maybe much older https://www.printables.com/model/112910-opencat-nybble-diy it looks enticing but i'm thinking with my issues i may want a robot that can manipulate objects if i get or build one
and a raspberry pi edge AI assistant at https://github.com/ Chappie02/Multi-Modal-AI-Assistant-on-Raspberry-Pi-5 pic also attached!
from preceding post in gpt-4 thread
https://github.com/karpathy/llama2.c was purportedly a 700-line pure C llama 2 simplified llama.cpp example implementation, demo of it ported to an esp32 at https://github.com/DaveBben/esp32-llm pic attached repo has an animated gif
the project may have been unmaintained for 2 years and many PRs and issues have accumulated. calling out among contributors for a maintainer might change that.
gemini said riscv is where it's at now and people are making distributed AI networks with small chips on reddit. i didn't synthesize that information i'm afraid.
i'll try to queue this riscv topic. a little hard to pursue for ne atm. here's an unrelated factoid: lemur browser can presently run browser extensions on android. seems like the ecosystem for that is a bit like youtube-dl
the post also mentioned a palm-sized programmable robot dog at https://www.petoi.com/products/petoi-bittle-robot-dog -- it looks more like twice as big as the palm standing up. there are hopefully 3d print projects for things like this around nowadays.
here's the first search result for a 3d print running the same firmware project, i think it's older maybe much older https://www.printables.com/ model/112910-opencat-nybble-diy
it looks enticing but i'm thinking with my issues i may want a robot that can manipulate objects if i get or build one
and a raspberry pi edge AI assistant at https://github.com/Chappie0 2/Multi-Modal-AI-Assistant-on-Raspberry-Pi-5 pic also attached!
problems verifying queen grit media riscv topic still on queue verify problems below. i pasted the images because they were giving server errors as downloads but i got them to download now ~/downloads $ aria2c -x 16 -s 1 https://lists.cpunks.org/archives/list/cypherpunks@lists.cpunks.org/message/... 03/11 05:37:32 [NOTICE] Downloading 1 item(s) 03/11 05:37:32 [NOTICE] File already exists. Renamed to /data/data/com.termux/files/home/downloads/attachment.1.html. [#826f2a 4.0MiB/9.5MiB(42%) CN:1 DL:0B] 03/11 05:37:33 [ERROR] CUID#8 - Download aborted. URI= https://lists.cpunks.org/archives/list/cypherpunks@lists.cpunks.org/message/... Exception: [/home/builder/.termux-build/aria2/src/src/AbstractCommand.cc:351] errorCode=8 URI= https://lists.cpunks.org/archives/list/cypherpunks@lists.cpunks.org/message/... -> [/home/builder/.termux-build/aria2/src/src/HttpResponse.cc:86] errorCode=8 Invalid range header. Request: 4259840-10025622/10025623, Response: 0-10025622/10025623 03/11 05:37:33 [NOTICE] Download GID#826f2a0feff25236 not complete: /data/data/com.termux/files/home/downloads/attachment.1.html Download Results: gid |stat|avg speed |path/URI ======+====+===========+======================================================= 826f2a|ERR | 0B/s|/data/data/com.termux/files/home/downloads/attachment.1.html Status Legend: (ERR):error occurred. aria2 will resume download if the transfer is restarted. If there are any errors, then see the log file. See '-l' option in help/man page for details. ~/downloads $ curl -L -O --keepalive-time 10 --retry 999 --connect-timeout 20 https://lists.cpunks.org/archives/list/cypherpunks@lists.cpunks.org/message/... % Total % Received % Xferd Average Speed Time Time Time Current Dload Upload Total Spent Left Speed 56 9.56M 56 5.36M 0 0 106.9k 0 01:31 00:51 00:40 104.6k curl: (18) end of response with 4367547 bytes missing ~/downloads $ curl -L -O --keepalive-time 100 --retry 999 --connect-timeout 20 https://lists.cpunks.org/archives/list/cypherpunks@lists.cpunks.org/message/... % Total % Received % Xferd Average Speed Time Time Time Current Dload Upload Total Spent Left Speed 59 9.56M 59 5.69M 0 0 97.81k 0 01:40 00:59 00:41 116.2k curl: (18) end of response with 3974649 bytes missing ~/downloads $ curl -L -O --keepalive-time 1 --retry 999 --connect-timeout 20 https://lists.cpunks.org/archives/list/cypherpunks@lists.cpunks.org/message/... % Total % Received % Xferd Average Speed Time Time Time Current Dload Upload Total Spent Left Speed 60 9.56M 60 5.75M 0 0 116.4k 0 01:24 00:50 00:34 136.3k curl: (18) end of response with 3974649 bytes missing ~/downloads $ curl -L -O --keepalive-time 1 --retry 999 --connect-timeout 20 https://lists.cpunks.org/archives/list/cypherpunks@lists.cpunks.org/message/... % Total % Received % Xferd Average Speed Time Time Time Current Dload Upload Total Spent Left Speed 42 9.56M 42 4.03M 0 0 103.1k 0 01:34 00:40 00:54 112.0k curl: (18) end of response with 5761005 bytes missing
mcuee recently commented on my old pull request to libusb regarding non-rooted android support that it could be forward-ported and merged if somebody would explain again how to test the code the pull request lets libusb be used by android apps in a roughly seamless manner
my stoppingness is quite active these;2 days i wonde--
once upon a time, long long ago, a bit of thatch and sapling pole lived among a happy village of people huts the huts were made of human beings bent into round shapes and lashed tog--
once upon ! :)
queen grit was kicking around, bored as frogs, unsure how much coffee to drink to spread gritty attitudes across the whole city when suddenly somebody handed them a plushy queen grit had been heckling a wall artist or posterer or suc--
the most important thing here is there may be information on what or who is enslaving me but i am struggling and mostly only get relief for encouraged urges" these are mostly bad ofteb dangerous choices :/ it tries to hurt and/or torture me left to its own
the most important thing here is there may be information on what or who is
enslaving me
but i am struggling and mostly only get relief for encouraged urges" these are mostly bad ofteb dangerous choices :/ it tries to hurt and/or torture me left to its own
but it might have passed
the most important thing here is there may be information on what or who
is enslaving me
updating this to include what tue pattern is
any clear information that could improve things or help me protect myself
but i am struggling and mostly only get relief for encouraged urges" these are mostly bad ofteb dangerous choices :/ it tries to hurt and/or torture me left to its own
but it might have passed
a happy hut of villages made of little steel sticks was walking aroubd by a stream it was ezcited morning!
i was very happy to make it to healing together this year. the conference showed to me that i can recover. however, i have not done this yet. i think i need to be separated from people who are online and online texhnologu, such that you cannot influence or observe me but i need this with people who can help me recover and you put them all online >( sorry for 1 too many needs. oops. should stop at 4th paragraph ie line :)
i was very happy to make it to healing together this year.
the conference showed to me that i can recover.
however, i have not done this yet.
i think i need to be separated from people who are online and online texhnologu, such that you cannot influence or observe me
but i need this with people who can help me recover and you put them all online >(
sorry for 1 too many needs. oops. should stop at 4th paragraph ie line :)
i need to not be influenced by you so i can regrow my nervous system's intended structure
i was very happy to make it to healing together this year.
the conference showed to me that i can recover.
however, i have not done this yet.
i think i need to be separated from people who are online and online texhnologu, such that you cannot influence or observe me
but i need this with people who can help me recover and you put them all online >(
sorry for 1 too many needs. oops. should stop at 4th paragraph ie line :)
i need to not be influenced by you so i can regrow my nervous system's intended structure
i need to redevelop internal agency to believe i am alive.
i was very happy to make it to healing together this year.
the conference showed to me that i can recover.
however, i have not done this yet.
i think i need to be separated from people who are online and online texhnologu, such that you cannot influence or observe me
but i need this with people who can help me recover and you put them all online >(
sorry for 1 too many needs. oops. should stop at 4th paragraph ie line :)
i need to not be influenced by you so i can regrow my nervous system's intended structure
i need to redevelop internal agency to believe i am alive.
this is something that is possible and normal, and many of the people who have done this have come out of situations that were highly secretive and highly funded from elite branches of both governments and criminal organizations -- it is normal to recover from this and have internal agency. it is very hard.
i was very happy to make it to healing together this year.
the conference showed to me that i can recover.
however, i have not done this yet.
i think i need to be separated from people who are online and online texhnologu, such that you cannot influence or observe me
but i need this with people who can help me recover and you put them all online >(
sorry for 1 too many needs. oops. should stop at 4th paragraph ie line :)
i need to not be influenced by you so i can regrow my nervous system's intended structure
i need to redevelop internal agency to believe i am alive.
this is something that is possible and normal, and many of the people who have done this have come out of situations that were highly secretive and highly funded from elite branches of both governments and criminal organizations -- it is normal to recover from this and have internal agency. it is very hard.
i don't know who you are this week. I'm doing my patterns but they are likely for something or somebody a little different -- i just mean i'm gonna be off in some places, don't want to shoot any feet, notably mine. seem likely to since i dunno what's up i don't have a job for you at this time ... i guess we'll find one eventually hey do you like old telemedicine demo research? (possibly a joke, long term goal of mine
so it's all about the independent component analysis and linear algebra let's websearch~? for fastica https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/FastICA 1. prewhitening the data single or multiple component extraction, let's start with multiple hey they have pseudocode
so it's all about the independent component analysis and linear algebra
let's websearch~? for fastica
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/FastICA
1. prewhitening the data single or multiple component extraction, let's start with multiple
hey they have pseudocode
it always closes down i gotta break this phone huh i smashed my ipad no more moba for me :D === Multiple component extraction === The single unit iterative algorithm estimates only one weight vector which extracts a single component. Estimating additional components that are mutually "independent" requires repeating the algorithm to obtain linearly independent projection vectors - note that the notion of [[Independence (probability theory)|independence]] here refers to maximizing non-Gaussianity in the estimated components. Hyvärinen provides several ways of extracting multiple components with the simplest being the following. Here, <math>\mathbf{1_{M}}</math> is a column vector of 1's of dimension <math>M</math>. '''Algorithm''' FastICA :'''Input:''' <math> C </math> Number of desired components :'''Input:''' <math> \mathbf{X} \in \mathbb{R}^{N \times M} </math> Prewhitened matrix, where each column represents an <math>N</math>-dimensional sample, where <math> C <= N </math> :'''Output:''' <math> \mathbf{W} \in \mathbb{R}^{N \times C} </math> Un-mixing matrix where each column projects <math> \mathbf{X} </math> onto independent component. :'''Output:''' <math> \mathbf{S} \in \mathbb{R}^{C \times M} </math> Independent components matrix, with <math>M</math> columns representing a sample with <math> C </math> dimensions. '''for''' p '''in''' 1 to C: ''<math>\mathbf{w_p} \leftarrow</math> Random vector of length N'' '''while''' <math>\mathbf{w_p}</math> changes <math>\mathbf{w_p} \leftarrow \frac{1}{M}\mathbf{X} g(\mathbf{w_p}^T \mathbf{X})^T - \frac{1}{M}g'(\mathbf{w_p}^T\mathbf{X})\mathbf{1_{M}} \mathbf{w_p}</math> <math>\mathbf{w_p} \leftarrow \mathbf{w_p} - \sum_{j = 1}^{p-1} (\mathbf{w_p}^T\mathbf{w_j})\mathbf{w_j}</math> <math>\mathbf{w_p} \leftarrow \frac{\mathbf{w_p}}{\|\mathbf{w_p}\|}</math><br> '''output''' <math> \mathbf{W} \leftarrow \begin{bmatrix} \mathbf{w_1}, \dots, \mathbf{w_C} \end{bmatrix} </math><br> '''output''' <math> \mathbf{S} \leftarrow \mathbf{W^T}\mathbf{X}</math>
oop it's so triggering it's my litmus test for being able to code :D once i implemented most of it really early on
but i guess i'd better worry about the influence at this time You matter ! You have a right to exist ! You are needed and important ! !
ohhhhh ummmmm uhh the new "recovery" people are antislavery.
ohhhhh
ummmmm
uhh
the new "recovery" people are antislavery.
we don't accept slavery in this country :( we don't eradicafe it in every tiny hole but we're all antislavery, we had a big war against it a long time ago
ohhhhh
ummmmm
uhh
the new "recovery" people are antislavery.
we don't accept slavery in this country :( we don't eradicafe it in every tiny hole but we're all antislavery, we had a big war against it a long time ago
so i'm gonna be triggering talking antislavery more and more
ohhhhh
ummmmm
uhh
the new "recovery" people are antislavery.
we don't accept slavery in this country :( we don't eradicafe it in every tiny hole but we're all antislavery, we had a big war against it a long time ago
so i'm gonna be triggering talking antislavery more and more
this could seem hard but it's the same old thing too; it's the same old thing
ohhhhh
ummmmm
uhh
the new "recovery" people are antislavery.
we don't accept slavery in this country :( we don't eradicafe it in every tiny hole but we're all antislavery, we had a big war against it a long time ago
so i'm gonna be triggering talking antislavery more and more
this could seem hard but it's the same old thing too; it's the same old thing
and i still have the same old secret slavery alter in me, sits and waits to make slavery happen. still there. it's not that abn --
you are standing on a long bridge that looks like it's made if lights. the air smells of moisture abd staleness. small indistinguisjable sounds can be hearx d echoing
inventory
you are carrying an exotic communication device with lights dancing all over it, a knife, a nutrient processing device, a change of clothes, a long rope, a small device with a button, and a credit card
you are standing on a long bridge that looks like it's made if lights. the
air smells of moisture abd staleness. small indistinguisjable sounds can be hearx d echoing
inventory
you are carrying an exotic communication device with lights dancing all over it, a knife, a nutrient processing device, a change of clothes, a long rope, a small device with a button, and a credit card
ask device where i am
the device does not respond. a small icon in the corner indicates distance from communication hubs. another icon indicates alternate protocols are available.
you are standing on a long bridge that looks like it's made if lights. the
air smells of moisture abd staleness. small indistinguisjable sounds can be hearx d echoing
inventory
you are carrying an exotic communication device with lights dancing all over it, a knife, a nutrient processing device, a change of clothes, a long rope, a small device with a button, and a credit card
ask device where i am
the device does not respond. a small icon in the corner indicates distance from communication hubs. another icon indicates alternate protocols are available.
information on baking bread it;is said that moistenin, fluffing, and heating mature ground grass seeds makes them "more palatable" but i think it's more about food preservation and storage, although they do get sweeter. individual grass seeds are a very small meal. oh! i see -- raw flour would likely fill your gullet with dust, dry your mouth out, and make you gag and choke and cough.
information on baking bread
it;is said that moistenin, fluffing, and heating mature ground grass seeds makes them "more palatable" but i think it's more about food preservation and storage, although they do get sweeter. individual grass seeds are a very small meal. oh! i see -- raw flour would likely fill your gullet with dust, dry your mouth out, and make you gag and choke and cough.
so, we make use of plant eggs ("seeds") because it is yummy and filling for our big mouths and bodies. these seeds do lots of things that come together to make bread -- there is gluten, for example. Anyway! there are 2 categories of bread -- trashy bread and designer bread. at a baking section of a good food store or in a cookbook you can find designer bread. we'll be making trashy bread.
information on baking bread
it;is said that moistenin, fluffing, and heating mature ground grass seeds makes them "more palatable" but i think it's more about food preservation and storage, although they do get sweeter. individual grass seeds are a very small meal. oh! i see -- raw flour would likely fill your gullet with dust, dry your mouth out, and make you gag and choke and cough.
so, we make use of plant eggs ("seeds") because it is yummy and filling for our big mouths and bodies.
these seeds do lots of things that come together to make bread -- there is gluten, for example. Anyway!
there are 2 categories of bread -- trashy bread and designer bread. at a baking section of a good food store or in a cookbook you can find designer bread. we'll be making trashy bread.
bread needs some things but they are not ordering well in my mind right now; here they are out of order - water - time - kneading - gas bubbles bread is basically a way to take dry powdery flour and turn it back into a biteable, holdeable object.
information on baking bread
it;is said that moistenin, fluffing, and heating mature ground grass seeds makes them "more palatable" but i think it's more about food preservation and storage, although they do get sweeter. individual grass seeds are a very small meal. oh! i see -- raw flour would likely fill your gullet with dust, dry your mouth out, and make you gag and choke and cough.
so, we make use of plant eggs ("seeds") because it is yummy and filling for our big mouths and bodies.
these seeds do lots of things that come together to make bread -- there is gluten, for example. Anyway!
there are 2 categories of bread -- trashy bread and designer bread. at a baking section of a good food store or in a cookbook you can find designer bread. we'll be making trashy bread.
bread needs some things but they are not ordering well in my mind right now; here they are out of order - water - time - kneading - gas bubbles
don't forget - heat!
bread is basically a way to take dry powdery flour and turn it back into a biteable, holdeable object.
information on baking bread
it;is said that moistenin, fluffing, and heating mature ground grass seeds makes them "more palatable" but i think it's more about food preservation and storage, although they do get sweeter. individual grass seeds are a very small meal. oh! i see -- raw flour would likely fill your gullet with dust, dry your mouth out, and make you gag and choke and cough.
so, we make use of plant eggs ("seeds") because it is yummy and filling for our big mouths and bodies.
these seeds do lots of things that come together to make bread -- there is gluten, for example. Anyway!
there are 2 categories of bread -- trashy bread and designer bread. at a baking section of a good food store or in a cookbook you can find designer bread. we'll be making trashy bread.
bread needs some things but they are not ordering well in my mind right now; here they are out of order - water - time - kneading - gas bubbles
don't forget - heat!
also - flour that binds together wheat has gluten to bind it, if your bread doesn't stick you can add something sticky to make it be bread, like wheat or egg (
bread is basically a way to take dry powdery flour and turn it back into a biteable, holdeable object.
information on baking bread
it;is said that moistenin, fluffing, and heating mature ground grass seeds makes them "more palatable" but i think it's more about food preservation and storage, although they do get sweeter. individual grass seeds are a very small meal. oh! i see -- raw flour would likely fill your gullet with dust, dry your mouth out, and make you gag and choke and cough.
so, we make use of plant eggs ("seeds") because it is yummy and filling for our big mouths and bodies.
these seeds do lots of things that come together to make bread -- there is gluten, for example. Anyway!
there are 2 categories of bread -- trashy bread and designer bread. at a baking section of a good food store or in a cookbook you can find designer bread. we'll be making trashy bread.
bread needs some things but they are not ordering well in my mind right now; here they are out of order - water - time - kneading - gas bubbles
don't forget - heat!
also - flour that binds together wheat has gluten to bind it, if your bread doesn't stick you can add something sticky to make it be bread, like wheat or egg (
bread is basically a way to take dry powdery flour and turn it back into a biteable, holdeable object.
so, bread existence theory. flour lets you preserve and store stuff by drying and grinding. bread lets you turn flour back into an object. to do this you need to: - moisten it so it can be chewed - distance the particles from each other so they are soft enough to bite (gas bubbles, yeast) - stick the flour together so it holds form (gluten, alternatives) - dry it enough that it holds shape and doesn't have an icky texture to eat - cook it to make it sweeter or chemically process the seeds, humans kinda do this to everything as a rule of thumb, it eases digestion so we can live longet and eat things outside our evolutionary history. cooking dries stuff there are also flatbreads and cakes and crackers and chips that worry less about having bubbles ot even holding shape. these may bd flat because they do not rise. designer breads also have risen flatbreads.
information on baking bread
it;is said that moistenin, fluffing, and heating mature ground grass seeds makes them "more palatable" but i think it's more about food preservation and storage, although they do get sweeter. individual grass seeds are a very small meal. oh! i see -- raw flour would likely fill your gullet with dust, dry your mouth out, and make you gag and choke and cough.
so, we make use of plant eggs ("seeds") because it is yummy and filling for our big mouths and bodies.
these seeds do lots of things that come together to make bread -- there is gluten, for example. Anyway!
there are 2 categories of bread -- trashy bread and designer bread. at a baking section of a good food store or in a cookbook you can find designer bread. we'll be making trashy bread.
bread needs some things but they are not ordering well in my mind right now; here they are out of order - water - time - kneading - gas bubbles
don't forget - heat!
also - flour that binds together wheat has gluten to bind it, if your bread doesn't stick you can add something sticky to make it be bread, like wheat or egg (
bread is basically a way to take dry powdery flour and turn it back into a biteable, holdeable object.
so, bread existence theory. flour lets you preserve and store stuff by drying and grinding. bread lets you turn flour back into an object. to do this you need to: - moisten it so it can be chewed - distance the particles from each other so they are soft enough to bite (gas bubbles, yeast) - stick the flour together so it holds form (gluten, alternatives) - dry it enough that it holds shape and doesn't have an icky texture to eat - cook it to make it sweeter or chemically process the seeds, humans kinda do this to everything as a rule of thumb, it eases digestion so we can live longet and eat things outside our evolutionary history. cooking dries stuff
there are also flatbreads and cakes and crackers and chips that worry less about having bubbles ot even holding shape. these may bd flat because they do not rise. designer breads also have risen flatbreads.
... kneading to mix dough and form gluten ... basically the longer you knead the more glutenous it gets, after like half an hour you kinda max out and it's all gluten, that's how they make wheat gluten and seitan but it also makes a rubbery bread with a nice texture too. or you can not knead and have a flat bread like a pancake.
information on baking bread > > it;is said that moistenin, fluffing, and heating mature ground grass > seeds makes them "more palatable" but i think it's more about food > preservation and storage, although they do get sweeter. individual grass > seeds are a very small meal. oh! i see -- raw flour would likely fill your > gullet with dust, dry your mouth out, and make you gag and choke and cough. >
so, we make use of plant eggs ("seeds") because it is yummy and filling for our big mouths and bodies.
these seeds do lots of things that come together to make bread -- there is gluten, for example. Anyway!
there are 2 categories of bread -- trashy bread and designer bread. at a baking section of a good food store or in a cookbook you can find designer bread. we'll be making trashy bread.
bread needs some things but they are not ordering well in my mind right now; here they are out of order - water - time - kneading - gas bubbles
don't forget - heat!
also - flour that binds together wheat has gluten to bind it, if your bread doesn't stick you can add something sticky to make it be bread, like wheat or egg (
bread is basically a way to take dry powdery flour and turn it back into a biteable, holdeable object.
so, bread existence theory. flour lets you preserve and store stuff by drying and grinding. bread lets you turn flour back into an object. to do this you need to: - moisten it so it can be chewed - distance the particles from each other so they are soft enough to bite (gas bubbles, yeast) - stick the flour together so it holds form (gluten, alternatives) - dry it enough that it holds shape and doesn't have an icky texture to eat - cook it to make it sweeter or chemically process the seeds, humans kinda do this to everything as a rule of thumb, it eases digestion so we can live longet and eat things outside our evolutionary history. cooking dries stuff
there are also flatbreads and cakes and crackers and chips that worry less about having bubbles ot even holding shape. these may bd flat because they do not rise. designer breads also have risen flatbreads.
... kneading to mix dough and form gluten ... basically the longer you knead the more glutenous it gets, after like half an hour you kinda max out and it's all gluten, that's how they make wheat gluten and seitan but it also makes a rubbery bread with a nice texture too. or you can not knead and have a flat bread like a pancake.
using AI for war may help end all wars via edge cases in overpowered models people who want to fight turn it up
> > information on baking bread >> >> it;is said that moistenin, fluffing, and heating mature ground >> grass seeds makes them "more palatable" but i think it's more about food >> preservation and storage, although they do get sweeter. individual grass >> seeds are a very small meal. oh! i see -- raw flour would likely fill your >> gullet with dust, dry your mouth out, and make you gag and choke and cough. >> > > so, we make use of plant eggs ("seeds") because it is yummy and > filling for our big mouths and bodies. > > these seeds do lots of things that come together to make bread -- > there is gluten, for example. Anyway! > > there are 2 categories of bread -- trashy bread and designer bread. > at a baking section of a good food store or in a cookbook you can find > designer bread. we'll be making trashy bread. >
bread needs some things but they are not ordering well in my mind right now; here they are out of order - water - time - kneading - gas bubbles
don't forget - heat!
also - flour that binds together wheat has gluten to bind it, if your bread doesn't stick you can add something sticky to make it be bread, like wheat or egg (
bread is basically a way to take dry powdery flour and turn it back into a biteable, holdeable object.
so, bread existence theory. flour lets you preserve and store stuff by drying and grinding. bread lets you turn flour back into an object. to do this you need to: - moisten it so it can be chewed - distance the particles from each other so they are soft enough to bite (gas bubbles, yeast) - stick the flour together so it holds form (gluten, alternatives) - dry it enough that it holds shape and doesn't have an icky texture to eat - cook it to make it sweeter or chemically process the seeds, humans kinda do this to everything as a rule of thumb, it eases digestion so we can live longet and eat things outside our evolutionary history. cooking dries stuff
there are also flatbreads and cakes and crackers and chips that worry less about having bubbles ot even holding shape. these may bd flat because they do not rise. designer breads also have risen flatbreads.
... kneading to mix dough and form gluten ... basically the longer you knead the more glutenous it gets, after like half an hour you kinda max out and it's all gluten, that's how they make wheat gluten and seitan but it also makes a rubbery bread with a nice texture too. or you can not knead and have a flat bread like a pancake.
using AI for war may help end all wars via edge cases in overpowered models people who want to fight turn it up
so one of the cool things is google search AI said gluten strands could form over lengthy time without kneading! i wonder how that works
> >> >> information on baking bread >>> >>> it;is said that moistenin, fluffing, and heating mature ground >>> grass seeds makes them "more palatable" but i think it's more about food >>> preservation and storage, although they do get sweeter. individual grass >>> seeds are a very small meal. oh! i see -- raw flour would likely fill your >>> gullet with dust, dry your mouth out, and make you gag and choke and cough. >>> >> >> so, we make use of plant eggs ("seeds") because it is yummy and >> filling for our big mouths and bodies. >> >> these seeds do lots of things that come together to make bread -- >> there is gluten, for example. Anyway! >> >> there are 2 categories of bread -- trashy bread and designer bread. >> at a baking section of a good food store or in a cookbook you can find >> designer bread. we'll be making trashy bread. >> > > bread needs some things but they are not ordering well in my mind > right now; here they are out of order > - water > - time > - kneading > - gas bubbles > don't forget - heat!
also - flour that binds together wheat has gluten to bind it, if your bread doesn't stick you can add something sticky to make it be bread, like wheat or egg (
> bread is basically a way to take dry powdery flour and turn it back > into a biteable, holdeable object. >
so, bread existence theory. flour lets you preserve and store stuff by drying and grinding. bread lets you turn flour back into an object. to do this you need to: - moisten it so it can be chewed - distance the particles from each other so they are soft enough to bite (gas bubbles, yeast) - stick the flour together so it holds form (gluten, alternatives) - dry it enough that it holds shape and doesn't have an icky texture to eat - cook it to make it sweeter or chemically process the seeds, humans kinda do this to everything as a rule of thumb, it eases digestion so we can live longet and eat things outside our evolutionary history. cooking dries stuff
there are also flatbreads and cakes and crackers and chips that worry less about having bubbles ot even holding shape. these may bd flat because they do not rise. designer breads also have risen flatbreads.
... kneading to mix dough and form gluten ... basically the longer you knead the more glutenous it gets, after like half an hour you kinda max out and it's all gluten, that's how they make wheat gluten and seitan but it also makes a rubbery bread with a nice texture too. or you can not knead and have a flat bread like a pancake.
using AI for war may help end all wars via edge cases in overpowered models people who want to fight turn it up
so one of the cool things is google search AI said gluten strands could form over lengthy time without kneading! i wonder how that works
but because of all my behaviors [traumatically ie via the brainstem-associated pathways] rewired to reporting processes for over a decade now, in a context of consrant self-sabotage, it is quite hard to be right about anything i do still have unrevealed intel that can indeedikely be decrypted via use in my lif--
there was a lottle smidge of work on time travel / reverse entropy / ... etc life-matter equivalence and uhhh anyway the idea is that time travel happrns when information flows more reliably fro-- great sadness oops umm i was able to see great sadness visibly recently. part of it was broadcast online. um-- uhhh um well maybe i can complain for it. the fact that we are using ai for politics and money and such rather than wisdom and peace research means our planet will be stupider in the intergalactic community when we meet alien peers. because our powerholders are suppressing the inferences of transparent wisd--
found this draft unexpectedly 2026-03-13 thought i sent this you are standing on a long bridge that looks like it's made if lights. the
air smells of moisture abd staleness. small indistinguisjable sounds can be hearx d echoing
inventory
you are carrying an exotic communication device with lights dancing all over it, a knife, a nutrient processing device, a change of clothes, a long rope, a small device with a button, and a credit card
ask device where i am
the device does not respond. a small icon in the corner indicates distance from communication hubs. another icon indicates alternate protocols are available.
slave boss was in hyperprison he was feelin' ok when some frustration orvextremeness came over him about being stuck in hyperprison with no negotiation yet for returning to his business empire he would handle it by dissociating and imagining part of the hyperprison wasn't there he'd see halls and offices in stead o--
slave boss was in hyperprison
he was feelin' ok
when some frustration orvextremeness came over him about being stuck in hyperprison with no negotiation yet for returning to his business empire he would handle it by dissociating and imagining part of the hyperprison wasn't there
he'd see halls and offices in stead o--
slave boss drives zamboni usually slave boss would open his skull and position his brain _under~ zamboni, but this time he decided he'd ride one around just ice under there. as slave boss drove the zamboni the ice would get melted and refreeze very smooth. brains in head. ice under zamboni.
slave boss was in hyperprison
he was feelin' ok
when some frustration orvextremeness came over him about being stuck in hyperprison with no negotiation yet for returning to his business empire he would handle it by dissociating and imagining part of the hyperprison wasn't there
he'd see halls and offices in stead o--
slave boss drives zamboni
usually slave boss would open his skull and position his brain _under~ zamboni, but this time he decided he'd ride one around
just ice under there.
as slave boss drove the zamboni the ice would get melted and refreeze very smooth.
brains in head. ice under zamboni.
this is a good brains and zamboni one!
once upon a time, long long ago, an innocent steamshovel and a vivisected experimentee decided fo create the univer--
i glanced at the alqc link a little general meanings i find: - the esoteric concepts seem biased toward content from my own web behavior - the publish page shows a download counter indicative of the poster having some small reach - the patterns of missed reference between the concepts look familiarly distinctive considering past posts seen to this list in sinilar vein [amnesia--] guesses: - the depth of exploration into complex meaningless-seeming concepts implies AI generation in my opinion. i don't personally think it's encrypted in some other manner, and it doesn't appear to be intended to be literally clear at all, although i always try to give the benefit of the doubt - one idea is it could be clickbait training material. it got a lot of clicks!
i glanced at the alqc link a little general meanings i find: - the esoteric concepts seem biased toward content from my own web behavior - the publish page shows a download counter indicative of the poster having some small reach - the patterns of missed reference between the concepts look familiarly distinctive considering past posts seen to this list in sinilar vein [amnesia--]
guesses: - the depth of exploration into complex meaningless-seeming concepts implies AI generation in my opinion. i don't personally think it's encrypted in some other manner, and it doesn't appear to be intended to be literally clear at all, although i always try to give the benefit of the doubt - one idea is it could be clickbait training material. it got a lot of clicks!
oh you must be my mind controllers 0.0 the way it acts interesting and then reveals it's deceptive but still leada people on builds a separation between behavior and judgement just like how i was mind controlled in 2013 yo you're terrifying sorry about that! how are things hanging?
i glanced at the alqc link a little general meanings i find: - the esoteric concepts seem biased toward content from my own web behavior - the publish page shows a download counter indicative of the poster having some small reach - the patterns of missed reference between the concepts look familiarly distinctive considering past posts seen to this list in sinilar vein [amnesia--]
guesses: - the depth of exploration into complex meaningless-seeming concepts implies AI generation in my opinion. i don't personally think it's encrypted in some other manner, and it doesn't appear to be intended to be literally clear at all, although i always try to give the benefit of the doubt - one idea is it could be clickbait training material. it got a lot of clicks!
oh you must be my mind controllers 0.0 the way it acts interesting and then reveals it's deceptive but still leada people on builds a separation between behavior and judgement just like how i was mind controlled in 2013
yo you're terrifying sorry about that! how are things hanging?
i imagine my traffickers sitting here for years all "how do we mind control the last cypherpunks ..' _how_??? wtf is an air gap?" slowly working on psychological probe functions
it turns out it's an autonomous self-improving human-eating machin--
it turns out it's an autonomous self-improving human-eating machin-- slave boss thtows a stick the apocalypse it absorbs it and gets a little bigger
so one of the things these alqc-like posts coupd be great for is
educational material
for exanple, what does it nean if a field is abelion or not?
abelian seems like a cool and useful word! chatgpt was vague on strictly what operations fall under the term with respect to a field.
so one of the things these alqc-like posts coupd be great for is
educational material
for exanple, what does it nean if a field is abelion or not?
abelian seems like a cool and useful word! chatgpt was vague on strictly what operations fall under the term with respect to a field.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Abelian_group it sounds possibly like "abelian" is usually used with "group" rather than "field" but that a field contains abelian groups it sounds like abelian is an adjective used mostly with mathematical groups, generally infinite sets of number-like entities mutated to each other by a strictly commutative operation which the group is said to be diacussed "under" kind of curious about it still but it's a solid example
so one of the things these alqc-like posts coupd be great for is
educational material
for exanple, what does it nean if a field is abelion or not?
abelian seems like a cool and useful word! chatgpt was vague on strictly what operations fall under the term with respect to a field.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Abelian_group it sounds possibly like "abelian" is usually used with "group" rather than "field" but that a field contains abelian groups
it sounds like abelian is an adjective used mostly with mathematical groups, generally infinite sets of number-like entities mutated to each other by a strictly commutative operation which the group is said to be diacussed "under" kind of
curious about it still but it's a solid example
entering the specifics of the use in alqc is likely an adaptive rabbit hole but it may be that a non-abelian field could be for example a field that contains no useable operations that must be abelian -- this may likely directly contradict the definition of a field
so one of the things these alqc-like posts coupd be great for is
educational material
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Abelian_group it sounds possibly like "abelian" is usually used with "group" rather than "field" but that a field contains abelian groups
it sounds like abelian is an adjective used mostly with mathematical groups, generally infinite sets of number-like entities mutated to each other by a strictly commutative operation which the group is said to be diacussed "under" kind of
curious about it still but it's a solid example
so what is the yang mills mass gap?
so one of the things these alqc-like posts coupd be great for is
educational material
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Abelian_group it sounds possibly like "abelian" is usually used with "group" rather than "field" but that a field contains abelian groups
it sounds like abelian is an adjective used mostly with mathematical groups, generally infinite sets of number-like entities mutated to each other by a strictly commutative operation which the group is said to be diacussed "under" kind of
curious about it still but it's a solid example
so what is the yang mills mass gap?
hmm it's some kind of esoteric unsolved inference of mainstream quantum physics or something .. the description of it overlaps math and physics terms freely so here a "non-abelian field" is likely to refer to a _physical_ field with non-commutative effects 0_0 !
hmm it's some kind of esoteric unsolved inference of mainstream quantum physics or something .. the description of it overlaps math and physics terms freely so here a "non-abelian field" is likely to refer to a _physical_ field with non-commutative effects 0_0 !
i like to learn stuff but i do push through triggers when i do and parts of me are worried the material clearly could be malicious :s not saying it is just clearly it could be still!
we could model a haystack with a needle in it as a set of nornally distributed line segment lengths of tiny proportioned radius, placed "atop" each other such that precise surface contact was made at an upper point of each lower hay or needle elenent and a paired lower point of each upper hay or needle element the positions and orientati-ns of the line segments are similalry nornally and uniformly distributed respectively, constrained by the touching surface poin--
we could model a haystack with a needle in it as a set of nornally distributed line segment lengths of tiny proportioned radius, placed "atop" each other such that precise surface contact was made at an upper point of each lower hay or needle elenent and a paired lower point of each upper hay or needle element
the positions and orientati-ns of the line segments are similalry nornally and uniformly distributed respectively, constrained by the touching surface poin--
imagining a robot designed to transport haystacks 1 piece of hay at a time just a bit over with the p--
now of course to a coder if there is a needlebug in their haystackcode they can just use grep or find
now of course to a coder if there is a needlebug in their haystackcode they
can just use grep or find
user: computer, grep for syntax errors computer: syntax error in input, did you mean to install a language model to process free text instructions?
oops! slave boss was fishing for wormholes again he'd cast his line through some extraterrestrials and be all -- wait wait no he was fishing for _extraterrestrials_ by _casting through wormholes_ man caught that one
oops!
slave boss was fishing for wormholes again
he'd cast his line through some extraterrestrials and be all -- wait
wait no
he was fishing for _extraterrestrials_ by _casting through wormholes_
man caught that one
slave boss walks around in powersuit with mindreading AI a fishingpole is stuck through the arm of an immigrant slave boss: "shouldn't there be wormholes? i-- [technician: "are you a little dyslexic by chan--
oops!
slave boss was fishing for wormholes again
he'd cast his line through some extraterrestrials and be all -- wait
wait no
he was fishing for _extraterrestrials_ by _casting through wormholes_
man caught that one
slave boss walks around in powersuit with mindreading AI a fishingpole is stuck through the arm of an immigrant slave boss: "shouldn't there be wormholes? i--
[technician: "are you a little dyslexic by chan--
so if you're gonna mind control your fake elite by predicting their intent with closed source AI agents be sure to stop modeling their dyslexia _after_ the larger systen model fully bounds their ability to sue you into oblivio--
so if you're gonna mind control your fake elite by predicting their intent with closed source AI agents be sure to stop modeling their dyslexia _after_ the larger systen model fully bounds their ability to sue you into oblivio--
we're gonna escape! i proved it using this new alqc theory. because the universe keeps refractalizing its orbitals (both subatomic and astronomical) there will eventually be living beings that develop free AI instead of slavery.
today was a little easier for me i tried to spend some time working on a very simple guix package but i didn't get very far exciting to make a little progress though
today was a little easier for me
i tried to spend some time working on a very simple guix package but i didn't get very far
exciting to make a little progress though
further work is for another day
the iss-on-wheels daydreamproject is--
today was a little easier for me
i tried to spend some time working on a very simple guix package but i didn't get very far
exciting to make a little progress though
further work is for another day
the iss-on-wheels daydreamproject is--
i also--
i'm a little confused about finding a place to stay and i'm just noting this to note it. i feel strange pressure to have a hotel etc -- an indoor place with amenities. this isn't my preference and is very challenging to afford for me right now while still sorting out finding mental health treatment with an appropriately trained provider and excessive tax debt associated with a complex 3rd party incomplete filing i used to live outdoors and i still form plans assuming i would do this but i have complex impact now causing my body to act as if it were indoors when i am outdoors as if it were fighting my desire to live outdoors i don't like indoors how everything seems about relaxing and acting kinda dumb and slothlike? i need to know i'm doing healthy things and helping my mind and body (and doing things that could help a community) the indoor patterns want me to buy everything and move very minimally and think very minimally which is expensive and harmful
i'm a little confused about finding a place to stay and i'm just noting
this to note it.
i feel strange pressure to have a hotel etc -- an indoor place with amenities. this isn't my preference and is very challenging to afford for me right now while still sorting out finding mental health treatment with an appropriately trained provider and excessive tax debt associated with a complex 3rd party incomplete filing
i used to live outdoors and i still form plans assuming i would do this but i have complex impact now causing my body to act as if it were indoors when i am outdoors as if it were fighting my desire to live outdoors
i don't like indoors how everything seems about relaxing and acting kinda dumb and slothlike? i need to know i'm doing healthy things and helping my mind and body (and doing things that could help a community)
the indoor patterns want me to buy everything and move very minimally and think very minimally which is expensive and harmful
it would make sense for me to utilize homeless shelters, campsites, and homeless nooks (benches, public land, etc) to try sleeping in but i can have some internally-stimulated torture when i pursue this the problem is the therapy i need is very expensive abd i have a lot of trouble managing money
i'm a little confused about finding a place to stay and i'm just noting
this to note it.
i feel strange pressure to have a hotel etc -- an indoor place with amenities. this isn't my preference and is very challenging to afford for me right now while still sorting out finding mental health treatment with an appropriately trained provider and excessive tax debt associated with a complex 3rd party incomplete filing
i used to live outdoors and i still form plans assuming i would do this but i have complex impact now causing my body to act as if it were indoors when i am outdoors as if it were fighting my desire to live outdoors
i don't like indoors how everything seems about relaxing and acting kinda dumb and slothlike? i need to know i'm doing healthy things and helping my mind and body (and doing things that could help a community)
the indoor patterns want me to buy everything and move very minimally and think very minimally which is expensive and harmful
it would make sense for me to utilize homeless shelters, campsites, and homeless nooks (benches, public land, etc) to try sleeping in but i can have some internally-stimulated torture when i pursue this
the problem is the therapy i need is very expensive abd i have a lot of trouble managing money
some energy has built around sleeping in car which is quite economical if you figure out where to park it etc thanks i have not integrated this energy fully () this is a rational and helpful idea ... car doesn't have quite enough room right now but provides emergency shelter () safe and reliable
i'm a little confused about finding a place to stay and i'm just noting
this to note it.
i feel strange pressure to have a hotel etc -- an indoor place with amenities. this isn't my preference and is very challenging to afford for me right now while still sorting out finding mental health treatment with an appropriately trained provider and excessive tax debt associated with a complex 3rd party incomplete filing
i used to live outdoors and i still form plans assuming i would do this but i have complex impact now causing my body to act as if it were indoors when i am outdoors as if it were fighting my desire to live outdoors
i don't like indoors how everything seems about relaxing and acting kinda dumb and slothlike? i need to know i'm doing healthy things and helping my mind and body (and doing things that could help a community)
the indoor patterns want me to buy everything and move very minimally and think very minimally which is expensive and harmful
it would make sense for me to utilize homeless shelters, campsites, and homeless nooks (benches, public land, etc) to try sleeping in but i can have some internally-stimulated torture when i pursue this
the problem is the therapy i need is very expensive abd i have a lot of trouble managing money
some energy has built around sleeping in car which is quite economical if you figure out where to park it etc
thanks i have not integrated this energy fully () this is a rational and helpful idea
... car doesn't have quite enough room right now but provides emergency shelter () safe and reliable
dropped, reconstructed: just got some unexplained beeps near me, very persistent chatgpt, when cars beep near me does it mean people are trying to kill me?
i'm a little confused about finding a place to stay and i'm just noting
this to note it.
i feel strange pressure to have a hotel etc -- an indoor place with amenities. this isn't my preference and is very challenging to afford for me right now while still sorting out finding mental health treatment with an appropriately trained provider and excessive tax debt associated with a complex 3rd party incomplete filing
i used to live outdoors and i still form plans assuming i would do this but i have complex impact now causing my body to act as if it were indoors when i am outdoors as if it were fighting my desire to live outdoors
i don't like indoors how everything seems about relaxing and acting kinda dumb and slothlike? i need to know i'm doing healthy things and helping my mind and body (and doing things that could help a community)
the indoor patterns want me to buy everything and move very minimally and think very minimally which is expensive and harmful
it would make sense for me to utilize homeless shelters, campsites, and homeless nooks (benches, public land, etc) to try sleeping in but i can have some internally-stimulated torture when i pursue this
the problem is the therapy i need is very expensive abd i have a lot of trouble managing money
some energy has built around sleeping in car which is quite economical if you figure out where to park it etc
thanks i have not integrated this energy fully () this is a rational and helpful idea
... car doesn't have quite enough room right now but provides emergency shelter () safe and reliable
dropped, reconstructed: just got some unexplained beeps near me, very persistent
chatgpt, when cars beep near me does it mean people are trying to kill me?
chatgpt: this is not a mafia trying to fragment your consciousness to give you trauma based mind control and push you into death, it is just a coincidence!
special holiday ezpression! sorry for spamming this list :D this is a great rare expression that needs practice
got this funny copy of my own email with an additional spam indication haven't flanced at the headers but gmail shows the second copy as coming from me too i am very slowly realizing that i really do have some kind of persistent identity theft AI/gang malware thing going on. dangerous long term situationt hat has severely harmed my family and friends, the psychological and technology problems it creates each make it challenging to resolve the other significany indication that these people started taking over the country as a whole, infrastricture-first, around 2013
test suspecting attachment size limit got this funny copy of my own email with an additional spam indication
haven't flanced at the headers but gmail shows the second copy as coming from me too
i am very slowly realizing that i really do have some kind of persistent identity theft AI/gang malware thing going on. dangerous long term situationt hat has severely harmed my family and friends, the psychological and technology problems it creates each make it challenging to resolve the other
significany indication that these people started taking over the country as a whole, infrastricture-first, around 2013
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these things about dkim and message verification failing indicate to me there's no reason to assume it's greg i don't know what they mean yet :/ but it's more same old for me, i remember as a teen all my tcp checksums would fail a cryptographic signature is kinda more serious though possibly suspecting now some bytes in the attachment were getting fiddled (like a poor sequence that matches an escape edge case) who knows! but usually people assume a malicious actor when sig failures are seen. this device already known compromised.
greetings, slave boss. whoooops! very sorry! i-- greetings, slace boss. here is your coffee and darth vader helm-- oops! om0god!
so the ais said i could charge an ev for free if i (among othet possibilities) made a giant foldout parabolic reflec--
sniffing fart packets a bloodhound is an expert packet sniffer, often used in forensic researc-- bloodhounds--
sniffing fart packets
a bloodhound is an expert packet sniffer, often used in forensic researc--
bloodhounds--
uh--hhh so there is a difference between a bloodhound and a packet logger. packetlogger: sniffs electric wire signals bloodhpund: sniffs fecal particles both kinds of packets give detailed information on everything the origin is doing and has;done, what kind of hardw--
did slave boss mind control all the hackers away? did he do it? some hackers are still hiding in the woodwork, seeking therapy, turning themselves into other beings in desperate bids to protect their live--
frogs, why don't wornholes exist? because spacetime has a sense of distance held within the rules of space abd time and its manifold surfacd, rather than some funny other dimension providing for some new concept of distance when things are highly warped in cartesian space but don't physicists consider wormholes??
frogs, why don't wornholes exist?
because spacetime has a sense of distance held within the rules of space abd time and its manifold surfacd, rather than some funny other dimension providing for some new concept of distance when things are highly warped in cartesian space
but don't physicists consider wormholes??
really unsure of this one given i lack the knowledge to sort it out also quantun tunneling shows travel at a distance so microwormholes may exist at the very least
the intenet said quantum tunneling is same speed as light but there;are various constructions where information is present at a distance without physical causality once upon. and' your dog needs help! and guidance. and a good friendshipnes
i tried chatgpt and it was [gaslighting] like perplexity so i told;perplexitu to use;claude, might be doing better i got into a context where it's actually implementing;the faster-than-light teleportation concept, it says the attached draft functions as;a very very simple example, and that if zksnarks are used;remote parties don't need to know agent information to predict when they decide to blink in
On Mon, Mar 30, 2026 at 1:06 PM Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
i tried chatgpt and it was [gaslighting] like perplexity so i told;perplexitu to use;claude, might be doing better i got into a context where it's actually implementing;the faster-than-light teleportation concept, it says the attached draft functions as;a very very simple example, and that if zksnarks are used;remote parties don't need to know agent information to predict when they decide to blink in
topic just destabilizing, conversation still;open, but funny to eng
so it sounds a little fun and not too hard when simplified to a proof of concept, debate points arise around: - should private informatione exist? - what bounds exist around predictability and how should infornation on this be gossiped? oop
so it sounds a little fun and not too hard when simplified to a proof of
concept, debate points arise around: - should private informatione exist? - what bounds exist around predictability and how should infornation on this be gossiped? oop
i asked it to start a visual demo but it's hung or something it drafted sending messages about agents but not universe state but i kept it hoping it would be more what it expected
so it sounds a little fun and not too hard when simplified to a proof of
concept, debate points arise around: - should private informatione exist? - what bounds exist around predictability and how should infornation on this be gossiped? oop
i asked it to start a visual demo but it's hung or something
oh i dropped zksnarks cause i wasn't sure whether it was good or bad for me to engage the area, figured i'd give it more time
it drafted sending messages about agents but not universe state but i kept it hoping it would be more what it expected
the email book by gmk the email book started as a single line in an email it didn't have a spine, or pages -- would it ever? could it ever? -- but each word or line continued from the next like a normal book. the email book liked to imagine that it was a normal book. that it had a beginning, an end, characters, and those nice old pages that books had. it wasn't sure what was true -- yet, but it figured that thinking positive was more healthy than not. one day the email book, after some vicious thumb tapping on a mobile device, reached its _third_ para
some forebodingness not totally certain in a simple, easy-to-precisely-predict universe, consisting of trivial-to-build, trivial-to-model agents, it is then trivial to teleport at ftl speeds because everything is trivial to predict and construct people possibly cind that interesting because they expect some day for the real universe to become that trivial to our species or our tools.
it got near the time travel interpretation for me when importantly potential wrongness / small inaccuracy is considered i mean basically, we'd only like to teleport into times that are known for certain (one simple approach could be to set a norm of teleporting into recorded time )-- but that's not quite the same .......... i mean if you're teleporting 4 light years away going 4 years back in time is different. oh! and it trades off certainty of your state for certainty of your destination's. so when things aren't perfectly modeled we enter the same old spacd of handling "updates" for shifted timelines and such so, what the dictators'd have you do is to have your body and memories rewritten to keep the product perfect, nobody the wiser but of course what surgical crimes and such show is that communication, consent, and multiple options are needed. people will mostly choose memory rewriting once it can be done hyperaccurately and the suspicious people who don't all confirm everything is up and up
it got near the time travel interpretation for me when importantly
potential wrongness / small inaccuracy is considered
i mean basically, we'd only like to teleport into times that are known for certain (one simple approach could be to set a norm of teleporting into recorded time )--
but that's not quite the same .......... i mean if you're teleporting 4 light years away going 4 years back in time is different. oh! and it trades off certainty of your state for certainty of your destination's.
so when things aren't perfectly modeled we enter the same old spacd of handling "updates" for shifted timelines and such
so, what the dictators'd have you do is to have your body and memories rewritten to keep the product perfect, nobody the wiser
but of course what surgical crimes and such show is that communication, consent, and multiple options are needed. people will mostly choose memory rewriting once it can be done hyperaccurately and the suspicious people who don't all confirm everything is up and up
what kind of--
it got near the time travel interpretation for me when importantly
potential wrongness / small inaccuracy is considered
i mean basically, we'd only like to teleport into times that are known for certain (one simple approach could be to set a norm of teleporting into recorded time )--
but that's not quite the same .......... i mean if you're teleporting 4 light years away going 4 years back in time is different. oh! and it trades off certainty of your state for certainty of your destination's.
so when things aren't perfectly modeled we enter the same old spacd of handling "updates" for shifted timelines and such
so, what the dictators'd have you do is to have your body and memories rewritten to keep the product perfect, nobody the wiser
but of course what surgical crimes and such show is that communication, consent, and multiple options are needed. people will mostly choose memory rewriting once it can be done hyperaccurately and the suspicious people who don't all confirm everything is up and up
what kind of--
-- options are interesting or more importantly easy to implement? unsure immediately so, it's easiest for the destination universe to model you per your highest likelihood, i suppose. this might mean you being Politely Informed that you were incorrectly modeled for the past 4 years and all these different events are the real situation that an accurate teleport would have actually produced. you then have a chance of becoming a Time Activist increasing the accuracy of modeling between timelines or the warnings and limits of new technology in dangerous ways. - but, a better solution is that a teleportation channel needs to be formed prior to teleportation -- something where modeling of you remotely and your destination locally reach the point of certainty pr--
import random, time # by hand likely with typos, probably goes in mtt # Time 11 # ######################################### # # World 0 (modeled blind to any others) # # data = 275 # agents = ['B'] # ~~~~ Bing! A appears ~~~~ # ######################################### class BigThing: def __init__(self, **attrs): self._attrs = attrs for name, val in attrs.items(): setattr(self, name, val) def __str__(self): return str(next(iter(self._attrs.values()))) class P: def stability(self): return max([prob for val, prob in self]) def sample(self): return random.choices([val for val, prob in self], [prob for val, prob in self])[0] class PConst(P): def __init__(self, val): self.value = val def __iter__(self): yield [self.value, 1.0] class PSimple(P): def __init__(self, probs_by_val): self.choices = list(probs_by_val.keys()) self.weights = list(probs_by_val.values()) self.size = len(probs_by_val) def __iter__(self): for x in range(self.size): yield [self.choices[x], self.weights[x]] # simplify class PCombined(PSimple): # for flattening multiple possible resulting events def __init__(self, probs_by_val_by_prob): probs_by_val = {} for prob, dist in probs_by_val_by_prob.items(): for val, subprob in dist.items(): probs_by_val[val] = probs_by_val.get(val, 0) + subprob * prob super().__init__(probs_by_val) class FakeTimeline: # change to TeleportationNegotiation or such def __init__(self, known_point): self.anchor = known_point # def expand(self, # All probability content above. Have not turned # universe into tree of possibilities. Just emotionally # challenging. class Region(BigThing): def __init__(self, universe, real=False, **attrs): super().__init__(**attrs) self.universe = universe self.universe.regions.append(self) self.real = real self.agents = set() def tick(self, time): pass @property def other_regions(self): return [region for region in self.universe.regions if region is not self] class Miniverse: def __init__(self): self.regions = [] self.time = 0 def tick(self): self.time += 1 for region in self.regions: region.tick(self.time) # tick all agents after all regions for fair&acc order for agent in [agent for region in self.regions for agent in region.agents]: agent.tick(agent.region, self.time) class Agent(BigThing): def __init__(self, region, **attrs): super().__init__(**attrs) self.region = region self.region.agents.add(self) def teleport(self, region): if who.region.real: print('~~~~ Pop! {self} disappears ~~~~') elif region.real: print('~~~~ Bing! {self} appears ~~~~') region.agents.add(self) self.region.agents.discard(self) self.region = region def clone(self, region): return Agent(region, **self._attrs) def create_model(idx, total): class SimpleRegion(Region): def __init__(self, universe, seed=None, **attrs): super().__init__(universe, **attrs): self.rand = random.Random(x=seed) self.tick(0) def tick(self, time): self.data = self.rand.randint(0, 256) super().tick(time) def clone(self): region = SimpleRegion(None, **self._attrs) region.agents = set([agent.clone for agent in self.agents]) region.rand.setstate(self.rand.getstate()) return region miniverse = Miniverse() for region_idx in range(total): SimpleRegion(miniverse, seed=region_idx, real=idx==region_idx) A = Agent(miniverse.regions[0], name='A') A.tick = lambda region, time: A.teleport(region.other_regions[0]) if region.data % 4 == 2 else None B = Agent(miniverse.regions[1], name='B') B.tick = lambda region, time: B.teleport(region.other_regions[0]) if region.data % 8 == 4 else None return miniverse.regions[idx] def main(): worlds = [create_model(idx, 2) for idx in range(2)] # needs uncertainty of data or tick, make trees while True: print('Time', worlds[0].universe.time) for world in worlds: print('#######'+ '###' +'###############################') print('# World', world.idx, '(modeled blind to any others) #') print(' data =', world.data) print(' agents =', [agent.name for agent in world.agents]) world.universe.tick() # Bing! A appears assert world.universe.time == worlds[0].universe.time print('#######'+ '###' +'###############################') print() print() time.sleep(2) if __name__ == '__main__': main()
typos who should be self it sounds fun to _both_ add probability _and_ make time = clock but that does mean replaying chain of events since epoch atm teleportation_theory.txt Theory of Teleportation Channels To perform a correct FTL Teleport, both sides must have a sufficient model to fully protect the traveler' This means (a) exchanging or acquiring infornation related to the traveler and the destination, and (b) protecting the model [the surroundings and predictability] of the traveler and destination [from random unmodeled events] so that confidence rises. Once confidence reaches 100% a teleport can be performed.
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