i'm a little confused about finding a place to stay and i'm just noting this to note it.

i feel strange pressure to have a hotel etc -- an indoor place with amenities. this isn't my preference and is very challenging to afford for me right now while still sorting out finding mental health treatment with an appropriately trained provider and excessive tax debt associated with a complex 3rd party incomplete filing

i used to live outdoors and i still form plans assuming i would do this but i have complex impact now causing my body to act as if it were indoors when i am outdoors as if it were fighting my desire to live outdoors

i don't like indoors how everything seems about relaxing and acting kinda dumb and slothlike? i need to know i'm doing healthy things and helping my mind and body (and doing things that could help a community)

the indoor patterns want me to buy everything and move very minimally and think very minimally which is expensive and harmful