i was very happy to make it to healing together this year.

the conference showed to me that i can recover.

however, i have not done this yet.

i think i need to be separated from people who are online and online texhnologu, such that you cannot influence or observe me

but i need this with people who can help me recover and you put them all online >(

sorry for 1 too many needs. oops. should stop at 4th paragraph ie line :)