Re: [spam] Non-Canon Traffick Boss Spinoffs Reboot 3
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a pool at the entrance to a cavern
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Boss Beats You Up VR Augmented Reality Force Feedback Video Game backwards compatible to all major game systems (physical beatup, not psychological) The game begins and no way is provided to leave. There’s Boss in front of you! He’s in his powersuit, smoking his cigar, punching one hand into the palm of the other. He runs at you with the speed of thousand amp motors, you can’t dodge however you try, and the camera zooms out of your head to observe your body as he punches you in the gut with a hydraulic augmented arm. Your body flies and flops off anything in its way. If you have the advanced gameset a robotic device actually punches you across the room. If you only have a mobile device it just vibrates like crazy and makes intense loud noises to shock you. The camera zooms back into your head, but shows a black eye and other funny visual effects. You can see Boss —
a brain is sitting on a rock in the woods, its frontal lobe cradled by its temporal lobes like holding a head in one's hands; tears fall from it onto the rock squirrel: "oh, disembodied brain, whatever could be the matter?" the disembodied brain raises its frontal lobe to aim at the squirrel disembodied brain: "isn't it obvious?" disembodied brain: "i'm separated from my body!" [oops
once upon a time, long long ago, traffick boss was determined and certain then traffick boss encountered the powerful adversary that towered a hundred times taller than he and his business this space wyrm struck fear into the heart of traffick boss [he might take a benzo
traffick boss is among a scattered pool of wormholes powerful transdimensional villains come out of the wormholes, and traffick boss dispatches them with a transdimensional saber out comes a giant, large villain. traffic b--
traffick boss stands at the head of his central well respected psionic weaponry office nothing can sway him! -- the walls b--- -- nothing can sway him.
battle between ai and human kidnapped child 7 gets into boss's ring. at the other side is a powerful AI, resplendent with nanites, wormholes, self-replicating drones, etc kidnapped child 7 goes up to the powerful AI and kicks it in the nuts ! oww! the powerful AI falters and stumbles backward
traffick boss sits, like a spider in a den of villainy, at the head of a special interest group for corporate leaders he bends harshly forward and touches his fingers together, struggling to suppress cackles traffick boss: "me hearties, we haves shareholders to portray to ..."
traffick boss and the jenga tower traffick boss wanted to play jenga so he got a slave and had them set up the tower then he wanted another slave to telekinetically pull the jenga blocks out so the tower didn't fall he had people go out and find or create telekinetics to play jenga for him mistake
so recently zuckerbergcorp released another llama, llama 3.1, they're really trying to make it big, although i think they talked bigger than it is, so far but they released a private-research-scale model, over 400G parametres, said it took thousands of gpus to train blergh anyway i have a 2GB gpu still, so i can run a 500K parameter model at standard floating point precision (or 4G at 4bit). it's always fun to try to downscale the models, which means navigating puzzle inhibitions and such we were thinking, how to run this llama? there's also an 8G parameter model, so i could run part of it but not all of it, in the gpu a fun idea seemed like top-k. there was some criticism around it, but it might work! the idea would be to keep all parameters on disk but to filter them somehow such that only ones that are relevant to the data are loaded in further thought it's an algorithm challeng-- [AARRRGG
On Sun, Aug 4, 2024 at 11:51 PM Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
so recently zuckerbergcorp released another llama, llama 3.1, they're really trying to make it big, although i think they talked bigger than it is, so far but they released a private-research-scale model, over 400G parametres, said it took thousands of gpus to train blergh anyway i have a 2GB gpu still, so i can run a 500K parameter model at standard floating point precision (or 4G at 4bit).
it's always fun to try to downscale the models, which means navigating puzzle inhibitions and such
we were thinking, how to run this llama? there's also an 8G parameter model, so i could run part of it but not all of it, in the gpu
a fun idea seemed like top-k. there was some criticism around it, but it might work!
the idea would be to keep all parameters on disk but to filter them somehow such that only ones that are relevant to the data are loaded in further thought it's an algorith
thinking of taking algorithm-idea gently some possible parts that might be near considering: - the first layer's input is fully known because it comes straight from embeddings, which are easy to partially load [basically a dict of vectors] - for top-k, you care about which weights will impact the result: you can see this inside the attention kernel (really each module will need its own treatment of some sort, there are like 4 or 5 different kinds of weights) - the weights are multiplied by the inputs in a -- [aughhhhhhhhl
m challeng-- [AARRRGG
it sounds like the challenge maybe could simplify to the idea of, i have some numbers that are multiplying many other numbers, and some of them come out to really low values. i want to not have to load the numbers that will come out to really low values. maybe karl would consider for example grouping them based on what is in the data? for example you could index them based on what high values multiplying them make high value outputs. this sounds like the kind of idea that could actually work :s :s :s
On Sun, Aug 4, 2024 at 11:57 PM Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
it sounds like the challenge maybe could simplify to the idea of, i have some numbers that are multiplying many other numbers, and some of them come out to really low values. i want to not have to load the numbers that will come out to really low values.
maybe karl would consider for example grouping them based on what is in the data? for example you could index them based on what high values multiplying them make high value outputs. this sounds like the kind of idea that could actually work :s :s :s
i guess if you have a bunch of relevant data or a specific user or session [maybe or maybe that's not precalculaty enough], you could maybe figure out _all_ the high value inputs that have been encountered in the session, and then all the weights that multiply those [effectively, and only load new ones if a new high value input is encountered
On Sun, Aug 4, 2024 at 11:57 PM Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
it sounds like the challenge maybe could simplify to the idea of, i have some numbers that are multiplying many other numbers, and some of them come out to really low values. i want to not have to load the numbers that will come out to really low values.
maybe karl would consider for example grouping them based on what is in the data? for example you could index them based on what high values multiplying them make high value outputs. this sounds like the kind of idea that could actually work :s :s :s
[so it would of course depend on the detail of the module in question, but you could for example have a run-encoded list of each input, showing which rows or columns respond to it, and you'd only have to store the indices or lengths of each run, as a single vector of indices. the size of this might be the square root of the original size divided by the bitdepth ratio such as 4 [--
traffick boss may tell you about white mouse mazes mazes for lab rats those whistleblowers you turn into frankensteins. a lab rate maze is interesting to explore some areas have cheese other areas have more once traffick boss was trying out the rat maze and thought there should be more mirrors in one area, or maybe was just commenting on how very confus---
flying a kite with traffick boss intern and traffick boss decided to go kite flying traffick boss would be the kite [--
how to play mario with your toes wait, was this intended for my desk? [mistake?
traffick boss is confused because he swallowed himself whole and it was just too much and he wants to vomit himself up he walks around, looking ill at ease, part of his head sticking out of his mouth, stuck in his throat. sometimes he burps, sometimes he swallows, sometimes he coughs, sometimes he gurgles ... traffick boss walks up to hairdresser traffick boss [edge of his head sticking out of his own mouth, to hairdresser]: "gurgle ....? burble ...?" traffick boss looks at hairdresser with minor distress and helplessness hairdresser: "would you like the heimlich?" traffick boss looks wary but also somewhat resigned
we were doing really poorly from really hard task and decided, hey i'll just rent a powerful server for a day or two and run a huge AI on it for fun it was fun! but i get inhibited if i try to do anything with the AI it feels great to just let it sit there, paying money, totally worth the price so i was thinking maybe i will get my own rig for a huge AI and just let it sit there! it's obvious that's how it goes after you get it i could get a supercomputer and put a huge AI on it and just let it sit there. and i was wonder, what would the point of this be? why would some experience or alter or influence encourage such a situation? of course there are explanations from excitements and fears and triggers and urges combining but it is more fun to imagine that a mysterious hacker wants to use me to mine information massively by running secret code on my dime and i guess, if it gives immense relief from psychological terrors, it's reasonable, right? like, expensive psychotherapists cost money too so maybe it would be fun to get a supercomputer and a superpowerful AI and then just let it sit there for the purpose of any hackers who wanted to use it :D but i guess it's nice to do things that make sense, too. it's weird if i get something and don't wan to use it, especially if it's expensive. it would have made more sense to not get it in the first place. maybe i could spam some of my inhibitions and ideas of what i could do if they weren't there later i dunno, but i only have the system for a day or two and i primarily got it to feel better, so so far it's doing its job.
once upon a day, traffick boss was heading to a mailbox at the end of a driveway, leaving via the front door, but he felt ill. something was wrong for mr traffick boss. he reached the mailbox and he was nauseated. he opened the door and felt all woozy; it didn't seem right to bend down and look inside. he just wanted to take a nap ! and he wasn't even sure if that would make him feel better. then he looked at the mail. _oh no_ it was a letter from the rebel experimentees, about how the sky was going to fall on his head if he had a new victim interviewed by a torturer. he closed the mailbox door. he felt even more sick. he thought he might black out
once upon a day, traffick boss was heading to a mailbox at the end of a driveway, leaving via the front door, but he felt ill. something was wrong for mr traffick boss.
he reached the mailbox and he was nauseated. he opened the door and felt all woozy; it didn't seem right to bend down and look inside.
he just wanted to take a nap ! and he wasn't even sure if that would make him feel better.
then he looked at the mail.
_oh no_ it was a letter from the rebel experimentees, about how the sky was going to fall on his head if he had a new victim interviewed by a torturer.
he closed the mailbox door. he felt even more sick.
he thought he might black out
traffick boss goes to work as he approaches his secret headquarters, there is a strange new nuclear power plant on wheels with a bunch of mysterious giant waveguides aimed at the sky near it traffick boss prepares to order the next victim tortured
practice training models this time i thought a little about separating the inputs from the outputs, as well as how to do things in general when emotionally very hard a litle this doesn't seem out of the box, but you could concatenate the inputs and outputs and mask the inputs as -100 when passing to cross entropy i've shut down the lax server :D import transformers, torch, torch.nn pipe = transformers.pipeline('text-generation', 'meta-llama/Meta-Llama-3.1-8B', device_map='auto') model = pipe.model tokenizer = pipe.tokenizer lines = open(__file__).read().split('\n') # if we were separating input from output we might want to paste the tokens after tokenizing, and left-pad the input while right-padding the output? tokenizer.pad_token = tokenizer.eos_token inputs = tokenizer(lines, return_tensors='pt', padding=True)#, padding_side='left') # outputs = tokenizer(lines[1:] + lines[:1], return_tensors='pt', padding=True, padding_side='right') # inputs['labels'] = torch.cat( ... concatenate inputs and outputs # but set inputs to -100 inputs['labels'] = inputs['input_ids'].detach().clone() inputs['labels'][inputs['attention_mask']==0] = -100 print(inputs['input_ids'].min(), inputs['input_ids'].max()) model.train() loss = 10 last_loss = 0 lr=1e-5 optim = torch.optim.Adam(model.parameters(),lr=lr) while loss > 0.1: optim.zero_grad() model.zero_grad() # this passes the epoch as a batch, which may enforce less generality than minibatches, but also needs different code for larger data, but is faster print('forward') last_loss = loss loss = model(**inputs).loss print(loss.item()) if loss > last_loss: lr /= 2 optim = torch.optim.Adam(model.parameters(),lr=lr) print('backward') loss.backward() optim.step() # don't forget to save the model
traffick boss was wandering with woodland creatures around h 1/24
2/24 so, how do we go back to gear, after (now? gear :}
Once upon a time, long long ago, Traffick Boss was hard at work in a calculator factory. His dastardly plan was to get everybody addicted to calculators so that they would all forget how to do arithmetic, and then his business empire woul--
re gears it looks like i might be restarting thinking a bit after recent confusion oh um 1410 traffick boss is standing near a small telescope on a balcony his hands are clasped behind him as he surveys the classic architecture'd city below him he leans to the telescope and looks at the stars, jotting some notes as he does
traffick boss sits across from a mailing traffick boss: "mailing list, why do you not want my spam, propaganda, and such, anymore?" traffick boss holds the mailing list like an oracular crystal ball mailing list: "oh traffick boss," mailing list: "your missives of community devastation of course are always sorely needed" mailing list: "but they have succeeded here. all my subscribers have stopped posting, save a few that i suspect are in your employ." traffick boss looks at the mailing list as he rubs his chin pensively
traffick boss, an evil government contractor with spy shell agencies, rears from his unholy den amidst the sewers of a city, ready to traffick and lobby people an unwitting decision maker considers making a decision that is not to the liking of traffick boss's pretensions of what his clients want, such as buying the wrong kind of pencils for an office traffick boss mobs them with trafficked lobbiers!
traffick boss feels bored, so he jumps out a closed 3 story office window and crashes through a car below an AI powersuit runs to protect him successfully from the impact of the crash car alarms are going off shrapnel of glass, plastic, and metal are flying everywhere passersby don't notice, traffick boss's cultural programming ensure they all dissociate from the experience and cover it up a flamethrower under his chin lets traffick boss breathe fire as he roars at the hypnotized masses
traffick boss is a plant in a public horticulural garden a volunteer comes along and waters everything growing in the garden traffick boss gets watered too
the volunteer pauses to chat with a visitor traffick boss perks up because his water shifted
in comes a rain of dirty hippies they are all looking nefarious, wearing bright colors and laughing freely, happily, and nonjudgementally traffick boss readies to murder them but he can't move because he's rooted as a plant he doesn't even have muscles
a happy triangle roamed a pristine wilderness the triangle was full of joy and excitement as they passed sunbeams and bushes and birds and moss and huge trees, it felt special to them, they felt a draw to everything new they just had to check each area out and see what was there, and get to know all the animals and plants when the triangle got thirsty, they stopped at a stream and cupped their hands into the water to drink the place where they stopped had tracks in the moist ground by the stream. other animals would drink there too. they sat and looked at all the beautiful wildflowers and other small plants that were flourishing in the light let in by the area over the stream, and how this light sparkled off the wet rocks, and how the little insects and fish would play in the water between that burbled between these rocks
traffick boss and the immolation ray traffick boss decides to obliterate himself he wants to do this very thoroughly so tries many different approaches for one approach, he has a microwave oven manufactured large enough to sit in he consults with engineers before cooking himself in it traffick boss: "i've heard when you microwave yourself you can suddenly explode, something about water turning to steam or something" traffick boss: "i don't want explode, i just want to get blasted by the microwave. can you sort something out?" the engineers make traffick boss a suit to hold himself together so when he explodes he doesn't splatter all over the microwave insides next, traffick boss trie--
how to bake a traffick boss cake today on traffick boss’s baking channel we will be baking a delicious cake fit for a dictator or an abused worker both traffick boss is an excellent chef the primary ingredient in a traffick b
traffick boss is distracted by being zamboni’d over and over and over again a zamboni is a large vehicle that smooths ice before skating events by briefly melting the surface or something traffick boss will be very skateable by the end of his zamboni treatment
traffick boss is distracted by being zamboni’d over and over and over again
a zamboni is a large vehicle that smooths ice before skating events by briefly melting the surface or something
traffick boss will be very skateable by the end of his zamboni treatment
a bunch of rebel interns and experimentees come to traffick boss during his zamboni treatment gaggle of rebels: “traffick boss, since you are indisposed, we were thinking of
design for a robot haircutting machine the point is more to make an exotic contraption than get the perfect haircut, but it is designed to be easy to upgrade to give the perfect haircut by having done all the hard work already (multiple arms, cameras scissors inverse kinematics computer vision feedback
design for a robot haircutting machine
the point is more to make an exotic contraption than get the perfect haircut, but it is designed to be easy to upgrade to give the perfect haircut by having done all the hard work already
(multiple arms, cameras scissors inverse kinematics computer vision feedback
(modeling of individual hairs :) to cut flyaways. this is why put camera on robot arm. really good for 3d scanning
our friend did a breakup with us [below was thoughts that aren't to send yet, but are only for storage this may have been to protect themselves from boss, or to help us guide our own behavior better, which are great things, but it is still so meaningful [and big [[thought got corrupt in the influence to not type i think
our friend did a breakup with us [below was thoughts that aren't to send yet, but are only for storage this may have been to protect themselves from boss, or to help us guide our own behavior better, which are great things, but it is still so meaningful [and big [[thought got corrupt in the influence to not type i think
[[[an upshot of the whole thing, is the model-similar-to-breakup engages senses of love it's so nice to love
our friend did a breakup with us [below was thoughts that aren't to send yet, but are only for storage this may have been to protect themselves from boss, or to help us guide our own behavior better, which are great things, but it is still so meaningful [and big [[thought got corrupt in the influence to not type i think it went poorly, the understanding, .likely a common thing in such situations. i needed more space to understand which wasn't availabe. the issue was there was too much messaging, i think, roughly.
[[[an upshot of the whole thing, is the model-similar-to-breakup engages senses of love it's so nice to love liked this more
honestly it was very complicated because of all these different DD things going on in little tiny spaces for me but it's so nice to love! [even if only for a few minutes o_o] we didn't want our breakup numbed >( can still feel it is stlil there ;p
is such an intense thing 0_0 so rare to feel emotions ---- so it helps point out, that these behaviors we have been forced to do, are still not okay even though forced to do them with no options! basically you go through a rough life until you find paths to change the situation and honestly you bump into a lot of people who have been through that, once you figure out the hints and stuff it's really an honor to have done so well
so, we need to - be responsible - do therapy exercises - and such. sorry :/ we need to be creative and adapt so as to succeed at life somehow ! it seems impossible, and we need to find routes to do this also it is so strange to feel love for someone as they are leaving you, they said they had feelings and wanted to stop talking in same sentence 0_0 ___want them to have their thing___ _not contesting "breakup"_ ___NOT CONTESTING___ but is so meaningful to feel emotions o_o so so meaningful
to clarify WE ARE NOT CONTESTING THE DISCONNECTION. the person needs stability and consistency and things to mysteriously flipflop as little as they can (like everybody does !!!)) NOT CONTESTING NOT CONTESTING
a squirrel is in a field of wildflowers, feeling love for a daisy
<<<<<<<<<{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{ the squirrel would then talk about how [it loved the daisy but missed its oak tree it loved / both the daisy and its squirrel home were wonderful
{my email client is so slow! why did google disable html mail?} from terminal :s didn't go as consciousness planned:
hi this is a typing space some are concerned about opening the typing space, not so sure about it karl needs to be less dissociated. typing spaces are likely for being more dissociated :s [it's of course complex. maybe to simplify, we could say that presently typing spaces can resonate dissociation, even if decades ago this was not the case.
it was so nice to reconnect with [friend, oak tree rather than daisy] :) also messaged sister very briefly want to preserve sense of love T_T imagined having video camera record ;p maybe need therapy for guess need to make friends with inhibition [maybe?
still so much around such thorough disconnection meanwhile regarding recovery work, maybe little tiny bits when having pleasant things like food? :)
“traffick boss is crouched among some bushes wearing a costume bush” wondering, who is traffick boss when say this? karl not want t — was thinking (grrrrr! well lost it but maybe it is like, thing that gets in the way of thoughts, and makes stupid behaviors?
“traffick boss is crouched among some bushes wearing a costume bush”
wondering, who is traffick boss when say this? karl not want t —
was thinking (grrrrr!
well lost it
but maybe it is like, thing that gets in the way of thoughts, and makes stupid behaviors?
wow it’s a lot of things scary we have some kind of crime blame pattern :s :s barf boss barf mental health issue crouches among bushes >_> <_<
maybe it’s a way to think about what might have happened to us
Piling Squares On top of two 2's, we have a 4, as 4 is the square of 2. Below the 4, we see its square root, 2, placed twiced. There are both two square roots as well as two factors involved in the square. Next to this, we may see a 3, paired with another 3, and a 9 placed above. The square of 3 is 9. If this is too large for you, we also are working on small squares: I think the square of 2.1 is 4.21 . I think the square of 2.2 is 4.84 . I think the square of 2.3 is ..... ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Let's Calculate Squares [some backstory elided] 2.1 x 2.1 2x2 = 4 2x1 twice = 2 2 1x1 = 1 2.1 * 2.1 = 4.00 + 0.20 + 0.20 + 0.01 = 4.41 beep got 2.1 wrong. It might be 4.41 . Maybe I can try the other way 2.1 x2.1 ---- .21 4.2 ---- 4.41 2.1 x 2.1 = 4.41 the first one looks wrong, but I found an answer that looks better [.... want to check 4's plcae, build --
[some information on learningscape misplaced we were noting that ... ohhh .. we didn't conclude around ... oh here ummmmmmmmmmmmm karl maybe wondered if? the bad part gets anxious about mistakes and then acts to stop karl making mistakes, in his processes of correcting mistakes, stopping them. :) PLEASE DON'T AMPLIFY THAT. but maybe it came from a harm to us, how this was held by us ] was thinking
once upon a time, long long ago, a mysterious wormhole spewing knots of corrupt spacetime (some call 'traffick boss') was wandering peacefully amidst a peaceful wilderness
On Sat, Aug 17, 2024 at 4:08 PM Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
[some information on learningscape misplaced
we were noting that ... ohhh .. we didn't conclude around ... oh here ummmmmmmmmmmmm karl maybe wondered if? the bad part gets anxious about mistakes and then acts to stop karl making mistakes, in his processes of correcting mistakes, stopping them.
'them' refers to processes, not mistakes. this is why not to amplify.
:) PLEASE DON'T AMPLIFY THAT. but maybe it came from a harm to us, how this was held by us
]
was thinking
traffick boss has worry
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traffick boss sit in a tower made of ivory, high, drinking tea with wealthy investor and dictator of dictatortopia or such
4/24 traffick boss leaves his ivory tower and roams the lands with the masses and plebs. he encounters a pleb worker. pleb worker [pleb worker's ears]: "my arm is broken man can you call a hospital" pleb worker [traffick boss's ears]: "traffick boss! get back in your ivory tower! what do you think you're doing?"
5/24 something strange comes over traffick boss he takes some clothes out of a trash bin and runs back to his ivory tower traffick boss [dressed as peasant]: "i need a hospital, ivory tower, i need a hospital, help me"
wealthy people drinking tea are crowding around traffick boss and a pleb with a broken arm in a hospital rich doctor: "traffick boss is ill. his personality has been exchanged with this smelly person somehow." person with a broken arm: "You have to fix my arm. This is your obligation to me. Fix it now." On Sun, Aug 18, 2024 at 1:30 PM Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
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something strange comes over traffick boss he takes some clothes out of a trash bin and runs back to his ivory tower
traffick boss [dressed as peasant]: "i need a hospital, ivory tower, i need a hospital, help me"
wealthy people drinking tea are crowding around traffick boss and a pleb with a broken arm in a hospital
rich doctor: "traffick boss is ill. his personality has been exchanged with this smelly person somehow."
person with a broken arm: "You have to fix my arm. This is your obligation to me. Fix it now."
a hospital doctor wanders in and addresses the broken arm something comes over traffick boss and he takes off his trashpicked clothes and jumps out a window yelling "I have to get back to my ivory tower!" to random people entering and leaving the emergency room
conversation between traffick boss and pedestrian traffick boss: "i'm so sorry for leaving my ivory tower. i am trying to return, i really am. please, can you point me the way?" pedestrian looks at traffick boss. traffick boss knows the pedestrian is judging him for leaving his ivory tower. he sees in the pedestrian's gaze what a miscreant and stupidhead traffick boss is for leaving.
we got confused between "i have to get back to my ivory tower" and "i'm so sorry for leaving my ivory tower" :s
thought pedestrian could treat "ivory tower" as analogy rather than iteral ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh and then traffick boss would come across as complaining about falling off the economic ladder
14/24 ? haven't counted so karl is at whole foods because libraries -- ah-ha! libraries might be open now i'll go to library
hard to stand up this time :/ working on it
--------------- unk/24 going to try to inhibit send button to condense spams --- 1505 traffick boss is in a storm of fractalized physics he is actually some of the storm, since he is made of physics (matter, spacetime, energy ...) sharp daggers of corrupt reality try to stab him
arrrrrrrrrr! a determined blade of grass grows through hard soil successfully
so (for fun) i'm trying to backport a cuda library to run on my older card. often one imagines this and peters out. [!!!!!!] one issue i ran into is that the cuda sdk appears to provide a polyfill that is already provided by the library in its incomplete backward compatibility code, so i'm lookiing into how to properly add preprocessor defines to it it seems ot make sense to check for the sdk version, but i don't see the presence of the polyfill documented, and the file appears to only reside within the sdk blob on the internet. so i'm downloading the rpms and making a git history of them :D yup here's what I did: first I downloaded all the rpms: curl https://developer.download.nvidia.com/compute/cuda/repos/rhel8/x86_64/ | sed -ne "s/.*'\(cuda-cudart-devel[^']*\)'.*/\1/p" | while read file do wget https://developer.download.nvidia.com/compute/cuda/repos/rhel8/x86_64/$file done This worked because the webpath happened to return an index page that listed all the files. I made the sed pattern specific for the output. There are existing tools to scrape these paths too. Then I made a git repository and moved all the rpms into an rpms/ subdir, and then added all the contents as git commits: for rpm in rpms/* do git rm -rf usr rpm2cpio $rpm | cpio -idv && git add usr && git commit -m "$rpm" || break done so useful !!!!! ............ ok but now i look at it, and each release has everything in a different usr/local/cuda-* subfolder >( maybe i can rename them before commit
frogs i accidentally deleted all my fixes i hadn't actually made a git repo and was in a subdir of the project i was working on >( but i posted the scripts to get the rpms here :D
here's the new rpm line: for rpm in rpms/*; do git rm -rf usr; rm -rf usr; rpm2cpio $rpm | cpio -idv && mv usr/local/cuda-* usr/local/cuda && git add usr && git commit -m "$rpm" || break; done and here's me trying it out (after fixing the filename to pass beyond a symlink which git ignored) :D $ git log --patch usr/local/cuda/targets/x86_64-linux/include/cuda_fp16.hpp commit 00a120790709d2864bc2f4be48a565cd003f2dba Author: John Doe <johndoe@example.com> Date: Sun Aug 18 20:07:15 2024 -0400 rpms/cuda-cudart-devel-12-5-12.5.39-1.x86_64.rpm diff --git a/usr/local/cuda/targets/x86_64-linux/include/cuda_fp16.hpp b/usr/local/cuda/targets/x86_64-linux/include/cuda_fp16.hpp index 3168845..a62bb14 100644 --- a/usr/local/cuda/targets/x86_64-linux/include/cuda_fp16.hpp +++ b/usr/local/cuda/targets/x86_64-linux/include/cuda_fp16.hpp @@ -1,5 +1,5 @@ /* -* Copyright 1993-2023 NVIDIA Corporation. All rights reserved. +* Copyright 1993-2024 NVIDIA Corporation. All rights reserved. * * NOTICE TO LICENSEE: * @@ -62,12 +62,6 @@ #endif #endif -/* Macros to allow half & half2 to be used by inline assembly */ -#define __HALF_TO_US(var) *(reinterpret_cast<unsigned short *>(&(var))) -#define __HALF_TO_CUS(var) *(reinterpret_cast<const unsigned short *>(&(var))) -#define __HALF2_TO_UI(var) *(reinterpret_cast<unsigned int *>(&(var))) -#define __HALF2_TO_CUI(var) *(reinterpret_cast<const unsigned int *>(&(var))) - /* Macros for half & half2 binary arithmetic */ #define __BINARY_OP_HALF_MACRO(name) /* do */ {\ __half val; \
for some reason we are uploading the archive and a generation script without making the simple additions to normalize the author name and make the commit time equal to the build time so that they can be easily compared note: the generation script was made after the archive, so it is slightly different in that manner too
(the weirdness is that the nvidia library uses the NV_PROVIDES_SM_60 macro to polyfill atomicAdd for half2 for old systems starting in cuda 12.2, but there is no analogous polyfill for single halves, which would have the same implementation roughly, and it is the _only use of that macro in the entire history_. this is one of the things that was making backports fail to build. (i'm working with autogptq)
welcome to traffick boss webcomic, the virtual reality text adventure game you are in a dungeon, chained tight to a spot of hard air. you groan. it's hard to see. things seem to float over your vision, sometimes dark spots, sometimes light. it's hard to direct your eyes, and it's foggy. as you blink and try to move, you look down. traffick boss is studying something in your midsection.
welcome to traffick boss webcomic, the virtual reality text adventure game
you are in a dungeon, chained tight to a spot of hard air.
you groan. it's hard to see. things seem to float over your vision, sometimes dark spots, sometimes light. it's hard to direct your eyes, and it's foggy.
as you blink and try to move, you look down.
traffick boss is studying something in your midsection.
traffick boss notices you and glances up traffick boss: "what the fuck are you doing awake"
welcome to traffick boss webcomic, the virtual reality text adventure game
you are in a dungeon, chained tight to a spot of hard air.
you groan. it's hard to see. things seem to float over your vision, sometimes dark spots, sometimes light. it's hard to direct your eyes, and it's foggy.
as you blink and try to move, you look down.
traffick boss is studying something in your midsection.
traffick boss notices you and glances up
traffick boss: "what the fuck are you doing awake"
traffick boss hurls his elbow at your head, which slams into the stone wall it feels familiar somehow, maybe a little comforting in a hopeless, dissociated, terrified way
[...] -- once upon a time, long long ago, flowers were still learning how to go grow! they hadn't made xylem and phloem yet, they were just a bunch of cells with chloroplasts in them
[...] --
once upon a time, long long ago, flowers were still learning how to go grow!
they hadn't made xylem and phloem yet, they were just a bunch of cells with chloroplasts in them
they _loved_ the sun, the sun was awesome ! they would float in a vast lake of nutrients and happily turn sunlight into ancient meaning to share with every other living thing joyously 7/24
[...] --
once upon a time, long long ago, flowers were still learning how to go grow!
they hadn't made xylem and phloem yet, they were just a bunch of cells with chloroplasts in them
they _loved_ the sun, the sun was awesome ! they would float in a vast lake of nutrients and happily turn sunlight into ancient meaning to share with every other living thing joyously
7/24
once upon a time an ancient pre-plant cell was sharing the meaning of sunlight with an ancient pre-animal cell the pre-animal cell wasn't sure about it pre-animal cell: "what is this? oxygen? it smells so sweet!" pre-plant cell: "that's the meaning of sunlight! take it, and share with all your friends, so all can know the joy of growing!"
--- you stir again when you notice you're awake, you're careful not to change your breathing so traffick boss doesn't notice, and you're careful not to open your eyes you can feel harsh and erratic tugging on your insides. you feel sore, so incredibly sore.
------ who the heck is "traffick boss"? what is he doing here? we're not completely sure. what is understood is that traffick boss is a powerful criminal businessman who contracts to multiple governments, stealing their technology for personal pleasure, which he resells the misuse of to other wealthy criminals. he considers himself to run the whole world.
we have been doing square root research [what's the square root of 99?] we have been looking at squares of two-digit numbers, very gently, like 2.1 [umm?
we are really confused :( we dropped executive functioning and it maybe got tangled :s
look at this quote:
ok so we have big-inhibs near: <- - final goal <- - planning goals together
the <- was added when after spending lots of typing trying to plan something, it wouldn't go as a whole thing :s only little bits of doing would do at all and they needed a dissociated reward
{ some of the square root energy developed recently in a way toward making a formula for calculating square roots by hand. the present draft is getting very close to usability. some do not want to share it yet, but it seems it's time to share it a little. (it's not time to share it, this could be shared in much higher quality or more useful fun :/) also, this was likely discovered thousands of years ago and is found somewhere in textbooks under some name, but i haven't found it myself, rather it was invented here. To Calculate Decimal Square Root from Square Let's call D the square. Describe D in terms of two summed parts of itself A and C such that D = (A + C)^2 . We'll have A represent the digits we have calculated already, and C represent the digits we have not yet calculated. To determine the first A to start with, look at the leftmost digits of D so as to find the largest smaller perfect square you already know. For example, if you know 1-digit perfect squares, and D is 532, then you would start with an A of 20, because 400 is a perfect square. If you know 2-digit perfect squares, and D is 5329, you could instead start with an A of 70, because 4900 is a perfect square. Following digits can be calculated by rote arithmetic via D = (A + C)^2 = A^2 + 2AC + C^2. For each digit or group of digits, first calculate A^2 and 2AC. Then, we will calculate (D - A^2)/(2A) to determine the value of C + C^2/(2A). Note that the smaller the magnitude of C, the less significant the value of C^2/(2A), so this value may be useable for quadratically more digits at a time as the procedure progresses. The calculation of (D-A^2)/(2A) can be significantly optimized to be performed by hand for repeated calculations that share the same leftmost digits. 1. square A To square a number when existing digits to the left have already been squared, separate the past digits and new digits into separate numbers, say A = A_old + A_new . Then, A^2 = A_old^2 + A_new * (2 * A_old + A_new) . This is much, much faster to calculate than resquaring the entire number. Notably, most of the left digits of A_new are zero, and most of the left digits 2 * A_old have already been calculated. A_new may have only 1 digit that is nonzero. 2. subtract A^2 from D As this proceeds with decimal, more and more of the leftmost digits of this subtraction become .9999 and can be simplistically reused. The subtraction tends to add many more .9999's from the last, and this becomes quick to recognise as e.g. 7 + 2 + carried-1 over and over again. There are only a few digits that are actually new. 3. Divide D-A^2 by 2A This is an approximation of C that can only be performed as accurately as the magnitude of the C^2/2A term that adjusts it. If only one digit is desired, there is no need for long division. One can eyeball the 1-3 largest magnitude digits to identify the largest magnitude digit of C in the result. The procedure then proceeds. Current neuron and behavioral research regards correctly calculating the potential C^2/2A accuracy representation to figure out how many digits can be extracted from a single number at once. We have tested so far mostly with the square root of 2, and correctly identified the square root as far as 1.41421 both digit-by-digit and by calculating accuracy in advance and then calculating many digits at once using partial long division. The work is challenged by usually happening when not having a calculator available due to being a coping strategy in non-device mental or physical consciousness situations, as well as by Karl not accurately remembering square roots to check arithmetic against or incorrectly remembering them as subsequences within pi, maybe similar to general mistake density requiring much work to discern what is real. Paths may change now this is posted. Fun to succeed at square root calculation! This was something karl was deriving approaches to some years ago to cope and try to protect logic skills, the derivation of which has somehow become heavily inhibited, and this approach is now novel to him and looks like it could be made to be quite successful :) there is imagination around implementing it in code
conversation between traffick boss and pedestrian
traffick boss: "i'm so sorry for leaving my ivory tower. i am trying to return, i really am. please, can you point me the way?"
request to explain that traffick boss does not understand what is going on, and thinks he is still inside his ivory tower (because he has not seen the outside) and that other people inside it are punishing him for leaving. maybe additional commentary that this obviously happens in reality, but it happens in reality in _both_ senses, both figuratively and literally :/
pedestrian looks at traffick boss.
traffick boss knows the pedestrian is judging him for leaving his ivory tower. he sees in the pedestrian's gaze what a miscreant and stupidhead traffick boss is for leaving.
5/24
something strange comes over traffick boss he takes some clothes out of a trash bin and runs back to his ivory tower
traffick boss [dressed as peasant]: "i need a hospital, ivory tower, i need a hospital, help me"
it turns out this story should be redone after this point. it's too valuable to show the concept of some wealthy people having such severely different language experiences that they cannot actually convey care for others, even if they hold it and don't understand what it is, i guess the idea is :s just to include that part of the scenario more strongly and repeatedly
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Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many