Re: [spam][crazy][fiction][random] Non-Canon MCBoss Spinoffs
8/24 On Sun, Jan 14, 2024 at 9:23 AM Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
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[sorry about loss of [confident-available-messages].] [there are too few left (if any are) for further hit-send-button habits to produce known-listserver-storage-part.] [ah.] 0851
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it's too much for karl-subconsciousness T_T T_T T_T T_T it's too much
karl found therapists that have been around for decades while living in world thinking nobody helps and it's too shocking
my keyboard has stopped funtioning inside of gmail text boxes 9/24
i tried to write another email but forgot about the keyboard/gmail issue so pasted this in 10/24
a text adventure snippet to paste into gmail 11/24 You [...]. What do you?
Look around.
You're [...]. [...] is here.
Greet the [...]
You smile and wave and the [...] grins at you and runs up to chat.
show the [...] how excited i am; grin and wave back and chat excitedly and hug them
You and the [...] hug and chat excitedly. There is so much to talk about! The [...] asks if you would walk down the pier with them. They want to show you something.
yes!
The [...] and you walk toward the end of the pier. The wind is a little brisk and waves are lapping. It smells of salt and seaweed and other things. A gull calls.
keep walking. see what it is.
You reach the end of the pier and the [...] leans down and shows you an amulet that is affixed to the undercorner of the dock with seaweed that was caught through it and dried into place. The amulet glows faintly. The [...] shrugs at you. "What do you think it is?"
tell them it's an amulet
The [...] looks at you attentively. They have never heard of an amulet before.
get the amulet. will it hurt us if it's put around one of our necks?
You reach down and pick it up. It takes a little strength and flexibility. The [...] holds your hand so you don't fall. It pulls away from the seaweed and you pocket it. You don't know what will happen if it is worn, but amulets in this area have been said to have mysterious and powerful attributes.
wear the amulet. Warn the [...] that i might turn into a goose or something.
The [...] {expresses concern and fear and reaches to stop you but is too late [for you have already put it on <i think the patterns here have a dispute, and might like for the scenarios to always pause when there is concern raised partly through. that idea sounds nice in general, less important in fake games> <it lets the plahyer decide if they :)> The [...] would get very scared for your wellbeing if you put on an ...
how do we figure out [wh
is this fantasy or realistic? it's fantasy i'm sorry what are amulets an analogy to that's real? uhh they have mysteriousness and specialness and rareness they also have high expense thinking of things we don't know a lot about that imbue us with power or aid [oops oops 1918 let's do experiments on the amulet to figure out what it does! say this excitedly to the [...]
The [...] is so excited that you know what to do with the amulet they thought was so interesting! They want to help with the experiments.
Take the amulet to a skilled person to analyze. Sorry. Walk back up the pier with the [...] unless [...] wants to do more at the end of the pier. Ask if they know anybody who might be curious or smart. [mayube they know a lot of people
we found we can write more if we start with vague parts [the parts that discretize to a stopping concern i bet] -------- 2223 ny time i'm back in gmail and my keyboard is working again it was interesting to use tmux tho!
once i was excited to daydream an algorithm to generate a picture of a maple leaf it's something i had been daydreaming since a kid, and wasn't sure how to do (one more general than i was used to, that reflected the underlying structure) but when i went to implement it, something came over me and i drew it by hand instead. i've now mostly forgot it. it was a really great hand drawing of a maple leaf though! i could never draw anything when i was young. --- parts were pointing out the writing is like that; [that it's kind of like a mutation of old daydreams for algorithmic adventure games
On Mon, Jan 15, 2024 at 7:43 PM Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
once i was excited to daydream an algorithm to generate a picture of a maple leaf it's something i had been daydreaming since a kid, and wasn't sure how to do (one more general than i was used to, that reflected the underlying structure)
but when i went to implement it, something came over me and i drew it by hand instead. i've now mostly forgot it. it was a really great hand drawing of a maple leaf though!
i could never draw anything when i was young. --- parts were pointing out the writing is like that; [that it's kind of like a mutation of old daydreams for algorithmic adventure games
but i guess maybe that's kind of inaccurate here specifically; big landscape 13/24 ?
On Mon, Jan 15, 2024 at 7:43 PM Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
once i was excited to daydream an algorithm to generate a picture of a maple leaf it's something i had been daydreaming since a kid, and wasn't sure how to do (one more general than i was used to, that reflected the underlying structure)
but when i went to implement it, something came over me and i drew it by hand instead. i've now mostly forgot it. it was a really great hand drawing of a maple leaf though!
it's sadly not very useful to draw the instance of an algorithm they're designed to stick around and be reused a lot it is simpler to copy a leaf to draw one, less harmful to the cognition
i could never draw anything when i was young. --- parts were pointing out the writing is like that; [that it's kind of like a mutation of old daydreams for algorithmic adventure games
apologies apologies :S ! the bright sun shines down as two figures place an an amulet on a doll the doll turns into a small goose and looks happy and excited when the amulet is removed from the goose, it turns back into a doll
meditation on executive functioning? this is a todo list template: TODO - [ ] lorem ipsum dolor sit amet if you have serious dissociative issues with executive functioning from fighting a persecutory alter for years that identifies by the name “mind control”,(like me?), then you may encounter serious issues when trying to write anything at all, let alone plans that assume you are free to pick your own behaviors. For me, it maybe keys onto a handful of different kinds of things i think in response to e.g. adding items to a todo list. Some of it depends on being a todo list, some of it depends on being or appearing a plan to accomplish the item, some of it responds to things i daydream or imagine or brainstorm or remember associated with the item, some of it simply keys onto words or phrases … I mentioned to therapist about “titrating” which I’d hears in a trauma support group; taking approaches very very slowly. They hadn’t heard this term, but I meant to refer to how I’d found some success in being so slow that the parts were actually pretty okay with it. It meant so slow it basically wasn’t happening, but it gave a place to develop it. (I was referring to the wim hof shower experiments where one thing that really helped too was journaling and normativity and other things. I stopped doing it sadly, but it had very strong staying power). The todo list was tense, especially with the phrase in quotes in the following paragraph. When I think about it, I feel like even just saying one letter again could upset things so much that I abandon the email. For years, we’ve been studying how to be productive.This means not abandoning tasks, likely, but finding ways to stay with them and make progress. Another thing I mentioned is the delicateness of these parts, super delicate. (… 2145 01-16 (right now it’s responding to its perception i think of me trying to resist it (which bears a little reality but i think could leave out my interest in working with it 2147 so, i’m thinking of spending some time specifically not writing a todo list, for the overt intent of building ease around todo lists, because i want to write them. holding these 3 things consciously. - i want to write todo lists - i don’t want to stimulate anything bad in my parts - i’m not writing one at the moment, specifically for these two things - i’m not writing a todo list, because i understand it’s a concern, and i’d like to i feel that probing the nature of any concern is a further concern, and i express i do not want to probe in this way, in any harmful way. i am curious, only because i want to write one. todo lists help me in many ways, and are part of executive functionining. we’re thinking maybe it could be nice to have space for parts to veto items in todo lists. some of us are considering that we can’t always know every property of somethijg in a todo list (don’t think that yet, too much negstiviity i’m not writing a todo list, and i’d like to write todo lists :) 2151 i’m feeling some displeasure, and i’m thinking it could be nice to reduce the displeasure, if there were any way to do this. 2152 i’m feeling a lot of tension. i’m imagining a part of me needing to defend itself. (we’re losing it) 2153 this was a meditation on todo lists lorem ipsum dolor sit amet [X]
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[this is probably not non-canon, but haven't explained that the
expirimentee/AI hybrid controlling everything mutates reality
arbitrarily while sustaining the properties their collective is
focusing on [OOPS]. traffick boss's prison situation has moved deeper
into the research area. the below is happening in private.]
Traffick Boss is in a robotic vivisectee research lab, alone. A
mostly-robot cyborg assembly coming out of a wall is persistently and
slowly taking his body apart and moving the parts here or there into
some organization it seems only it knows about.
Traffick Boss's face is visible. He looks conscious, jaded, not in
pain despite the dismemberment. The robot-cyborg has parts extending
into his head and spine.
[flash to nearby room. discussion between two vivisectee/hybrids
0450 -0500
[non-canon now]
traffick boss looks at a giant flower that comes out of the wall
traffick boss: "flower, how do you grow, rather than die?"
flower: "i am an illusion you are experiencing because your brain is
being reconstituted."
pause
traffick boss shakes head
traffick boss: "waitaminute! put my brain back together."
robots pause, hesitate
some brain parts are habitually put into traffick boss's head
this is satisfying to him but not sufficient for his consciousness to
function better. they need to be wired together as brain parts
robot pulls base out of wall and comes down to chat with
partly-dismembered-traffick-boss
robot [to partly-dismembered traffick boss]: "I'm having an oozy
feeling in my corner. Do you know what to do?"
traffick boss stares at robot
traffick boss focuses very very hard
traffick boss: "I need a medical doctor. A medical doctor is needed in
this room. Go fetch one."
robot: "okay!"
robot hobbles out of room, partly skipping, partly shambling
0452 -0500 [karl is now looking for water to drink.
[[let's next write what our night is like.
0453 -0500
0456 -0500 [
somehow i seem to have misplaced both of my water bottles. i did find
a canned beverage from a soup kitchen, a soda called zevia. i haven't
had a soda in many years.
my experiences are maybe epitomized by my behavior of shaking the soda
accidntally and heavily, intentionally, before opening it v_v
0457
0500
maybe i'll make an actual adventure game! maybe not.
maybe some good old triangle --
0500
0501
{our goal is to drink water. we want to drink water. are we without
water atm? this is sad, unfortunate.
Welcome To Being Thirsty
You are a funny-behaving human being who would like to drink water.
You have multiple sources around you, but are sadly experiencing
persecutory dissociative issues resulting in issues finding things.
One of your issues is that you can become blind to things you are
looking for, when looking at them. Another issue is that when you
might find something you're looking for, your body might sneakily and
quickly behave on its own to distract you or hide it.
It's important to drink water when you are thirsty, especially if you
have significant issues.
Here is some example interaction:
> Look for my water bottle where it is.
You expect you have 3 water bottles at the back of the copilot seat.
You look and don't find any of them, but you do find a can of soda you
dislike.
> Drink the soda
You shake the soda before opening it, for some reason this seemed to
make sense to you. It splatters and gets you wet. You are so thirsty!
You drink some. It tastes so icky! It doesn't taste like hydration at
all. It tastes fizzy and icky. You open the door and put it outside to
manage it, where it will likely freeze and contribute to litter and
could harm a small animal. This saddens you and you dissociate around
it.
Now look for water more:
0504 -0500
> Look at items at seat back. What is there?
It's hard to see and type all the items. At top are two styrofoam
takeout containers from a soup kitchen. You had lunch from these
yesterday and they are empty.
> Put them outside with the can.
No, you don't want to litter. The can is only there because it was too
confusing and messy. You have a tendency to knock things, which would
spill the can, but the styrofoam containers won't spill.
> Put them outside anyway.
No, you don't want to. Would you like to enter a Dissociatve Parts
Boxing Match, where you try to mediate with your internal conflicts?
> ummmmm ....
> enter Dissociative Parts Boxing Match around putting the styrofoam containers outside
You enter the ring.
"You don't want to put the styrofoam containers outside. Why put them outside?"
> they're in the way and I want to find water. I need to find water!
You get a boxing point when you mention you need to find water. The
opponent part cowers in fear.
"I don't know how I will put them back in the vehicle after putting
them outside. I need to learn to keep the vehicle [organized
----
0508
the boxing match is fun we actually discuss different things.
the proposal is interesting [struggle struggle struggle struggle :S
we want to find water. let's look more just looking physically!
0508 -0500
0509
connecting around the shared value of finding water, we're finding we
can move our body more to organize the vehicle a little smidge :D
this is a big step from the rest of the night where we [didn't even go
to bed, just lay in driver's seat for hours]
0510
0512 "we thought we were doing the right thing staying in the driver's
seat [but getting in a sleeping bag seems so logical [when compared to
putting on a coat [which karl did when going outdoors; during thinking
about homeless people sleeping in coats [rather than running vehicle
without money for gas; "putting a coat on is a step up from laying in
driver's seat running vehicle but still a step down from getting
inside sleeping bag
0513 0514
>( 0516 my situation is being complicated for me
- my phone no longer provides data, seemingly without reason (the
settings interface says data is fine, but the bar has an exclamation
point and i don't get return data when tcp streams are opened; it used
to behave this way to tethered devices, hence my proxy, but is now
doing it on its own
- i'm not finding my water bottles
- i'm not finding my laundry bag, weird
oh hey i have more bags i can use as laundry bags i think, i got them
for my recent travel
0517
0518
we like the energy around organizing. goals-behavior is struggling but
we are thinking we could 'authorize' purchased-food (there''s a subway
here) if we organize the vehicle a bunch. is just a nice idea thought.
0519 2-4/24
3-5/24 i found an older empty water bottle :D older because it's not the one i was using yesterday. i have not further organized the vehicle, but am enjoying holding the plan to replace my missing laundry bag with another. finding the water bottle will save me the money of buying yet another ! 0529 we can really get stuff done when we're persistent. i had also found an old bottled-water bottle; the water has frozen to ice and i am melting it some. 0530 the waterbottle i found was under one of my bags of goodies for rewarding myself for going to hard things like therapy, this is pretty cool to find too, but easy to lose again since nothing in that category was planned today (but could be used for organizing vehicle possibly [some instability around maybe 0531 i think i'll be satisfied with finding the empty water bottle for now. 0538 let's have more boxing matches because they produce a tiny smidge of communication across lines ? uncertain ? Unwanted Dissociated Parts Boxing Match Any contenders? Anybody want to box? Traffick Boss steps into the ring Traffick Boss: "I should be in charge. That's what I say! Anybody care to take me down?" Karl part enters ring. Karl part: "I need to do things that make sense!" Traffick Boss: "Yeah? Like, um, uh .. like what?" Karl subpart: "Like getting in my sleeping bag! Yeah"! Traffick Boss: "Oh be a man and do it." Here we go. 0540 we're a little confused in that the sun rises soon, but we remember it was so hard to go to bed last night that we planned to do it even if it was late in the following day tomorrow, just to do it at all. that's how hard and important it was :) we should box with organizing the vehicle if we get back 0542
note: styrofoam containers like going inside another container ("trash bag").
exotic jokes traffick boss and zombie government worker have machine guns and approach player on street aims machine gun at your ass player is scared, quaking, arms in air "nobody wants to be shot in the ass -- and that's why we're not going to shoot you in the ass." gun is moved away from ass [missing: head] "nobody wants a loaded gun aimed at them -- and that's why we're not loading the gun" empties gun of munitions "nobody wants to have their wallet stolen at gunpoint -- and that's why we're not taking your wallet" zombie government worker hands you $5 the mind-controlled duo moves on player is in shock but has $5
traffick boss puts clown outfit back on, jams foot back in toilet bowl where it gets stuck again aims emptied gun at rebel worker traffick boss: "nobody wants to be made a traffick boss, and that's why we won't be making you into one." 1540 2024-01-17 -0500 zombie government worker: "nobody wants to be murdered for talking about mind control, and that's why we won't be stopping you from talking about it, or killing you if we notice it." 1541
those jokes need help, they can look like veiled threats, i think more distended invertions around the tense parts could help (like the toilet bowl), maybe as well as inversion of falsehood, unsure --- hello! it's 1127 ET for me and both of my mobile devices were recently dead, but the ipad just booted up. i was worried because i wasn't sure how to get to my appointment, gotten so used to mobile maps (i used to refuse to use them ;p now dependent) [i spent some time with my hpp-l55b, there are new treble-experimentations releases! i didn't find my old firmware repo and made a new one at https://github.com/xloem/HPP-L55B . it isn't working. when i finally got it going but LTE didn't work and i asked for hlep on the telegram, the image suddenly started misbehaving locally in really weird ways, i'm currently rewriting the entire flash to try to get it to do anything at all. [it's possibly explainable by problems compounding from a jiggled cable interrupting a partition flash, but i'm unsure why this would erase the partition or modify other partitions)] anyway now the ipad booted (it doesn't always) i have a theoretical way to make appointment :) 1129 2024 01-18 -0500 everything’s a little upside down! omigod i got so little sleep i spent so much time archiving firmware when i got into this phone, phhusson stopped maintenance of treble-experimentations with the final revision being the one i ported to the phone. shane / viva la android on the xda forums who was packaging the vendor information for others has somehow died now, it says on the forums. it seems possible an automated discouragement that started targeting me around 2013 near the facebook emotional transfer experiments, is still running. i’m curious if these deaths are real or just fake, it if they’re real it’s weird to think of it as discoursgement ;p i need a reality check anyway firmware is fun! my phone still doesn’t work but it’s nice to sort parts
bumped into this draft 1326 i think of original content might habe related to nascent ideas around the emergence of communication in adaptive systems, and how this can hold a role of both knowledge transfer as well as influence (thinking of pawithij the same same system ie within the same system) and how you could cast perceptions of the purpose of communication (for knowledge transfer, for influence) as being the other (knowledge transfer isnjust for influence to meet the underlyijg needs, infkuence is just for knowledge transfer to quickly discuss the underlying knowledge that would produce the action) im different ways; ie the participants could debate the purpose of communication and this debate could be done in a way that does not have a winner from ideas like that one that develops that casts information and action as identical, and doing that bears interest because it unites the views, moves the analysis toward reasons and sharednesses of values and other things, and makes the translation between education and influence (if one prefers one or the other) much more thorough and defined
2/24 traffick boss is in his powersuit, in a war zone, prepared for his personality AI to mind control him to be cruel to helpless people while experiencing pleasure […] […] traffick boss — Helpless Person stumbles on Pointedly Cruel — traffick boss hunts down icecr— a butterfly catcher nets traffick boss in a butterfly net there he is, in a giant steel powersuit, flailing his limbs that are caught in a tiny butterfly net butterflier: “now what is this specimin!” traffick boss: “[gobbledygook of secret doublewords in criminal languages that traffick boss is used to pretending to be normal!]” butterflier: “what a specimen!” butterflier traps traffick boss with a flick of his butterfly net, and goes to get a tape recorder to record traffick boss’s wild calls traffick boss has [pins — we are sad we don’t have a wonky-word example. our poor decaying mind. (we are extra taxed this week though!) — traffick boss is pinned through the chest to a display board his powersuit (he looks like a butterfly a little. - on runs a military squad, looking for the war robot and its pilot he is pinned to a display board with a butterfly pin the military squad fires at traffick boss now that he is trapped on the butterfly board the bullets ricochet off his powersuit armor rebel AIs hiding among the powersuit from the experimentees it was built with gently guide the bullets so as to protect the rest of the butterfly display traffick raises his hea— 1412
3/24 On Fri, Jan 19, 2024 at 14:12 Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
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traffick boss is in his powersuit, in a war zone, prepared for his personality AI to mind control him to be cruel to helpless people while experiencing pleasure […]
[…]
traffick boss —
Helpless Person stumbles on Pointedly Cruel —
traffick boss hunts down icecr—
a butterfly catcher nets traffick boss in a butterfly net
there he is, in a giant steel powersuit, flailing his limbs that are caught in a tiny
flailing his hydraulic limbs (left window as draft 1415)
butterfly net
butterflier: “now what is this specimin!”
traffick boss: “[gobbledygook of secret doublewords in criminal languages that traffick boss is used to pretending to be normal!]”
butterflier: “what a specimen!”
butterflier traps traffick boss with a flick of his butterfly net, and goes to get a tape recorder to record traffick boss’s wild calls
traffick boss has [pins —
we are sad we don’t have a wonky-word example. our poor decaying mind. (we are extra taxed this week though!)
—
traffick boss is pinned through the chest to a display board his powersuit (he looks like a butterfly a little.
-
on runs a military squad, looking for the war robot and its pilot
he is pinned to a display board with a butterfly pin
the military squad fires at traffick boss now that he is trapped on the butterfly board
the bullets ricochet off his powersuit armor rebel AIs hiding among the powersuit from the experimentees it was built with gently guide the bullets so as to protect the rest of the butterfly display
traffick raises his hea—
1412
1430 i’m experiencing donald trump name influence, maybe time to learn about cambdrige analytica or something 1431 thinking of writing spam with an AI on an ipad. maybe setting up a server to do this via ??? 143 p 1433 Dungeon Adventure Cave Welcome to Dungeon Adventure Cave. You are a grizzled, intrepid adventurer. What do you do?
where am i look around
You are in a dungeon. A wobblygook is attacking you.
fight wobblygook
You vanquish the foul wobblygook. What now?
give wobblygook caring respects. look for information on if there is wobblygook family
You kneel by the wobblygook with your adventurer’s cap on your heart. You rifle through their body for loot and find a photo of another wobblygook with some small wobblygooks in front with a heart drawn on it. What now?
investigate photo. is it from this dungeon? have i been there?
You recognise th— — Dungeon Adventure Cave 2 Welcome to DAC 2. You are in an undergound space by a waterfall, lit by luminescent moss growing from the dissolved biomatter in the water. A lantern is resting by the side of the —- Dungeon Adventure 3
punch cushion
You pick up a cushion and whale at it.
apologize to cushion
You feel bad punching the cushion and issue it an apology. — Dungeon Adventure 3 The Adventurer And The Cushion Y— Maybe I’ll make an AI dungeon with openai. 1440 nope also device very glitchy (othr thongw) 1443 oop 1443 idea 1: people don’t like technology so they are letting AI viruses take over the world? idea 2: card player reveals they have trump card then returns it to deck? 1444 the wobblygook family a happy family of wobblygooks with an unvanquished parent 1444 —— obblygook migrati — snow - abc we have discovered that it is so easy-simple to have incredible power that everybody dissociates from it and avoids it? (th— ——- once OOPS OOPS the mistakefrog croaks at an office building as the mistake it croaked flies through the building, people can be seen to fumble papers, trip, send emails to the wrong people, etc etc mistake frog (grins prou? — abc abc if if if ir if if if if if IF. IF. if. IF. IF. IF. IF. only if. If. :/ -#- — —-
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if
if
IF. IF. if. IF. IF. IF.
(importa-. - traffick boss and 2 wobblygooks stand by a burning crater full of bubbling lava most— —- it’s big. really big. 1531 1702 1708 put idea together, breaks apart (ahhh!!) 1708 counting traffick boss traffick boss is dressed like a Count (dracula coat), to help people with small numbers many traffick bosses 1 traffick boss 2 traffick bosses 3 traffick bosses wearing coats with high collars 4 traffick bosses 5 counts named traffick boss 6 smiling friendly dangerous traffick bosses 7 traffick bosses with legs stuck in toilet bowls 8 traffick bossss 9 traffick bosses 10 murderous traffick bosses tripping over banana peels 11 embarrassed imprisoned traffick bosses 12 traffick bosses, all in prison, harmless 13 traffick bosses with high count collars 14 traffick bosses 15 traffick bosses talking about mind control from prison 16 traffick bosses smirking at mind control victims acting confused 17 traffick bosses, some in prison, others still going there 18 scary traffick bosses that are just really really frightening 19 traffick bosses that feel really scary, really really scary 20 traffick bosses that have relaxed and talk about being a traffick boss but then stimulate problems when doing so 21 traffick bosses 22 count traffick bosses 23 traffick bosses that have handled these problems and keep talking 24 traffick bosses with time machines known as old age 25 traffick bosses 26 count traffick boss 27 count traffick bosses traffick boss keeps counting, trying to keep track of how complicated the world is some of the people counted weren’t actually traffick bosses, just people 28 traffick boss with high collar 29 high collared traffick bosses it was just a traffick boss i guess just a trafficking boss scary :S but just ! :) confusing T_T 30 just a traffick bosses 31 just a traffick boss 32 just a traffick boss 33 trafficked people, acting for a traffick boss maybe 1715 34 real world slavers wearing high collars 35 real world slavers 36 slavers, unsure what to do so it was a slaver? yeah why do you say it unsure what to do :S hard to saythink. hard. 37 slavers, all locked in prison 38 slavers with 200-year prison sentences 39 slavers logged and monitored in prison 40 slavers all in deep prison 41 imprisoned slavers 42 slavers all slapped in prison for slaving at all ever 43 imprisoned slavers 44 imprisoned slavers 45 imprisoned slavers :) maybe unsure :S (i think they arewere just trying hard _because_ 200-years-in-prison. ) 1719
hypnotized teenager applies for job at well respected psionic weaponry corporati—
6/24? deadly slaver: “be super scared or i will influence you in ways nobody acknowledges or knows how to help” scaredness: “there is acknowledgement and help! you just influence us to avoid it, to not see it, and to say and do things that stimulate discouraging responses all the time.” we need above exchange :S karl. karl tries a little. 1937 a bunch of scared. 1938 didn’t get too far.
7/24 On Fri, Jan 19, 2024 at 19:38 Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
6/24?
deadly slaver: “be super scared or i will influence you in ways nobody acknowledges or knows how to help”
scaredness: “there is acknowledgement and help! you just influence us to avoid it, to not see it, and to say and do things that stimulate discouraging responses all the time.”
we need above exchange :S karl.
karl tries a little. 1937
a bunch of scared. 1938 didn’t get too far.
to clarify, as group, _there is help but_: _we are acting in ways that send it away_.
it is time for bed, apologies to clocks. 1946 (we still need to get water. 2039 2024-01-19 -0500 2040 i’m not sure how to get water tonight i got water 2052 i’m scared of eating candy. i want to eat food but not candy. (maybe this is why i was hiding my candy, i dun) 2033-01-19 traffick (boss (i guess this goes in morning spam) goes to kill workers in ring but his arms, physical and mechanical, have been taken he doesn’t notice, he”s on autopilot he dismembers workers but they don’t get hurt now he has no arms
On Fri, Jan 19, 2024 at 20:57 Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
it is time for bed, apologies to clocks. 1946 (we still need to get water.
2039 2024-01-19 -0500
2040
i’m not sure how to get water tonight
i got water 2052 i’m scared of eating candy. i want to eat food but not candy. (maybe this is why i was hiding my candy, i dun) 2033-01-19
traffick (boss (i guess this goes in morning spam) goes to kill workers in ring but his arms, physical and mechanical, have been taken he doesn’t notice, he”s on autopilot he dismembers workers but they don’t get hurt now he has no arms
mistake, this happens to so many people, traffick boss should not be example, so many without arms etc
poor 1857 2024-01-20 -0500 in other news here is a bunch of huge eeg/fmri data: https://mindbigdata.com https://huggingface.co/datasets/DavidVivancos/MindBigData2023_MNIST-8B different from datalad etc. i think it might just be one person recording themself eith a freeeeg128 but i am not sure
The Mind Disassembler 2024-01-20 1913 -0500 2042 did not realize how hungry was!, didn’t notice hungry at all ! instead was spasmy. :S :s 2106 explosive crisis :/ traffick boss is embarrassed because his left hand fell off [in public, he quickly put back on but people saw
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