[ot][wrong] Please let me sleep outdoors in the coldest winter. Was: Re: PLEASE LET ME SLEEP OUTDOORS

[Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many]

On Sun, Jun 26, 2022, 8:56 AM Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of
Many <gmkarl at gmail.com> wrote:

> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> 2022-06-09 - i started logging publicly to the
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> list
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> again.
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> i
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> started
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> by just logging time spent on planning and
> >>>>>>> thinking about
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> it.
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> after
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> two attempts i was able to do it rather than
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> think
> >>>>>>> about
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> it, with
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> effort.
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> 2022-06-09 0456 ET: [x] 10 seconds cold water
> >>>>>>> after warm
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> water,
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> hard
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> 2022-06-10 1223 ET: [x] 10 seconds warm, 10
> >>>>>>> seconds cold.
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> easy.
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>> food after.
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>> 2022-06-11 0553 [X] 10 warm 10 cold with food
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>> 2022-06-11 1247 [x] 10w 10c food easy
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>>
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>> 2022-06-12 0217 [x] 9w 11c food after medium-easy
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>>
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>> 2022-06-12 0848 [x] 8w 13c food after medium-easy
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>> 2022-06-12 1852 [x] long w 13c food after
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>>> medium-easy
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>>
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>> 2022-06-13 0922 [x] 8w 13c food after medium-hard
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>>
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >> 2022-06-13 1851 [x] long w 13c food after medium-hard
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> >>
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> > 2022-06-14 0702 [x] medium w 13c with food
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>>
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> 2022-06-14 2019 [x] 8/20w 13/31c food after, medium-easy
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>> 2022-06-15 0824 [x] 8+13/? c food after, medium-easy,
> >>>>>>> outdoors
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>>
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>> 2022-06-15 1435 [x] 8+14/40c food after, irrational state
> of
> >>>>>>> mind,
> >>>>>>> >>>>>> indoors
> >>>>>>> >>>>>>
> >>>>>>> >>>>> 2022-06-16 1502 69F 20/1:25cold 68F food after, easy, indoors
> >>>>>>> >>>>>
> >>>>>>> >>>> 2022-06-17 1051 21/1:04cold 67.4F food after, medium-easy,
> >>>>>>> indoors
> >>>>>>> >>>>
> >>>>>>> >>> 2022-06-17 1929 unk warm, 22/1:20 cold, 58.8F, food after,
> >>>>>>> >>> medium,
> >>>>>>> >>> indoors
> >>>>>>> >>>
> >>>>>>> >> 2022-06-18 0921 53.7F 22/1:12 cold with food medium-hard
> >>>>>>> >>
> >>>>>>> > 2022-06-18 1653 53.7F 22/1:20 cold with hot food medium
> >>>>>>>
> >>>>>>> 2022-06-19 0736 56.4F 12/:30 cold + 22/1:15 cold with warm food,
> >>>>>>> medium-hard
> >>>>>>
> >>>>>>
> >>>>>>> 2022-06-20 0547 61.7F 22/1:36 with food and sugar cookie, hard to
> >>>>>>> start, medium to do
> >>>>>>
> >>>>>> 2022-06-20 2029 22/1:23 65.3F with warmish food, medium-hard
> >>>>>
> >>>> 2022-06-21 0942 23/1:35 65.4F with warm food, sugar cookie, and
> >>>> nutritional yeast, medium
> >>>>
> >>> 2022-06-22 1845 long warm + 30/2:30 cool 61.7F hard-easy, food after
> >>>
> >> 2022-06-24 0959 2:30 cool medium-easy with sugar cookie, food after
> >>
> > 2022-06-25 1501 24/unk cool then long warm then 24/unk cool
> 2022-06-26 25/1:19 cool, medium-hard


> 2022-06-26 1940 24/1:20 63.1F with food, medium-hard


> I was cold, and I remember how I could engage internally to handle the
> water, and did this in advance to try to feel warmer, and managed to get a
> burat of warmth spreading through me, but tried so hard I caused a small
> psychotic thing. It was very hard to enter, and I was worried I wasn't
> eating making me colder. I heated two bowls of warm food and had one prior.
> It was very hard to enter, and i shivered a little. It became a bit easier
> staying in, a little unexpected, and by the count of 20 I seemed almost
> fine with it.


>
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