[spam] [monologue]

[Karl]

You guys all need help.  Coderman and cecilia probably need a lot of
help.  Razer likely too.  I don't know who else is in your community.

It's my job to keep track of you guys, since nobody else is.  I have
no idea how to do that, but I'll probably remember about it a little.

On 2/23/21, Karl <gmkarl at gmail.com> wrote:
> When you have to dissociate wildly to survive, if you struggle enough
> you can learn to go to places associated with freedom.  You don't
> really know what to do when you go there.  You may not even remember
> why you are there.  And obviously your slavers will have messed the
> place up by the time you get there, unless you kill them first.  But
> you know it's good to be there.  And you know if you keep on going and
> thinking, that you'll eventually figure it out.  Maybe there's
> somewhere better to go.
>
> My therapist doesn't let me record.  Neither does the one he
> recommended.  And he discourages me from talking to other therapists,
> and said he needs a record of whether I am on meds or not.  I should
> find a better therapist.  I should also talk to the advocate more.
>
> And I should hang out in an anarchist community that's real.  They're
> all used to being messed up anyway.
>
> On 2/23/21, Karl <gmkarl at gmail.com> wrote:
>> [draft draft draft]
>>
>> cleanup worker / formerly gov worker, to
>> experimentation-victim-leading-secret-megacorp:
>>     [let's go to rebel/spy cafe, we always hang out there] {was boss's
>> orders, but given by a rebel}
>>
>> [[amnesia around most of this]]
>>
>> oh!  this is the galaxy we sent the bacteria to!  the real live galaxy!
>>     another life [human expderimentaiton victim] part squeals in
>> excitement: workaholic!!!!!
>>           [uses cigar-likeness to blow smoke in the face of mind
>> controlled state worker and tells them to inhale.  worker is relaxed
>> to be among boss again, at rebel cafe.]
>>
>> a casual encounter immediately obeys the victims, who occasionally use
>> "superpowers" in ways that are similar to normal things but very wrong
>> in order to handle their truama (like morphing into a chair with a leg
>> missing to hide at being talked to and politely greeted, or levitating
>> something that would normally be manually manipulated to make a
>> relaxing enviornment similar to recordings of relaxing environments]
>>
>>         [rebel cafe-goer treated the mush of organs like a charismatic
>> human being they wanted to immediately please] [after
>> obedience-to-vivisection-victim-relation with normal rebel cafe-goer,
>> vivisection victim tells mind controlled state worker]: "nobody can
>> see us and everybody obeys us because we used to be boss's
>> augmentations."
>>
>> [scene switches to cafe topic]
>>
>>     [when dictatorsoft is engaged, the vivisection victims perform the
>> work with their body, suddenlyt acting like personal servants and then
>> reverting to whatever htey were doing, with nobody minding or
>> noticing]
>>
>