On Fri, May 01, 2026 at 07:32:48PM -0400, funkymail wrote:

On Fri, May 01, 2026 at 07:23:59PM -0400, funkymail via cypherpunks wrote:

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On Fri, May 01, 2026 at 07:20:29PM -0400, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many via cypherpunks wrote:

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this one disputed

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boss, grassroots activist after torture, and third party sit at a table

boss: "oh no what is this about oh no oh no"

grassroots activist after torture: "i asked to speak with boss because --"

boss: "oh no"

third party: "boss, you have to let him speak"

boss: "oh n--" [boss squirms and tries to grunt and cough and spasm at precisely chosen times to prevent gaat from speaking or end the meeting]

grassroots activist after torture: "i asked to speak with you because i'm struggling with a problem"

boss [raise eyebrow]: "oh n -- yes?"

grassroots activist after torture: "i'm .... trying to be productive"

boss: "oh no this isn't going to end well oh no"

third party: "what is the big issue?"

boss looks at third party

boss: "do you know somebody called torture victim double agent?:

third party: "why?"

boss almost speaks but is quiet and conflicted

grassroots activist after torture: "but i know it's evil to be productive --"

third party: "whaaat?:

boss dislocates his limbs to get out of his restraints and flees back to hyperprison

grassroots activist after torture [calling after boss]: "you have to hire me! i want to be a good person who works for you and doesn't do evil productive things! you have to!"

i'm starting to smidgily understand this conceptual thread better and am putting a reply in so funkymail gets the reply headers.

let's see if i can fudge it a little

uhhhhhhhhhh lots corrupt and dropped

gaat: "slave boss i am happy to vote for you! i am so happy to! i hate being tortured and watching my loved ones d--"

slave boss [interrupting -- thinking quickly on his feet]: "this persob was saying they're happy to vote for me and that they agree with my policy that torture and harm must be ended--

ohhh hey gaat ans tvda really similar huh [confused]

_i_ have experiences and influence boss won't make deal because doesn't trust me to keep secret of being tortured and coerced T_T T_T

many years this confusing situation of influence patterns causing extreme harm for me and some exposure for torturer both confusing

lots of info missing, painful

long story agort it's hard to learn to lie consciously among amnesia triggers. influence boss thought i was guilty of felonies and would join crime grouo. instead i would rather be incriminated to get any felonies over with. is confusing for all. so influence boss has pie on face for having to cover up his attempt to pin them on me or something.

still lots of confusion to realize.

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well it's really frightening and dangerous to say, but they keep me away from people they think of as "hippies" and also harm and destroy communitirs i see they think of this way

i think this is why i had nightmares at my airbnb which had new age decorations (and may be woman run)

it's ghe same old disruption stuff where community members were pinned;for each others' murders decades ago

i learbed two tiny branches about it

(1) i was with a right-wing rural woman and she seemed ti thibk of communes as "orgies". so somebody's describing communal behavior as harmful and gross.

(2) my inner system has more of a feeling of me being useful and resourceful and stuff and (a) not wanting to empower left wing "hippie" groups by connecting them with me (also (b) not wanting to deprogram me and make me more left wing but these seems a different branch)

so i'm a little confused / anxiousha but i've been through it before, much more aware atm! my parts gotta figure out where i sleep after this. might do hotels more :/ but maybe it would make sense to find like a right-wing-seeming rental it's just gross to participate more in the devastation of the left-wing communities by getting close to the energy when it's active in me

maybe sonething neutral :)

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did the reply wrong this is pretty tense stuff gotta figure out how to move forward often done with more spam :) https://ar.anyone.tech/y2TVmzFcbkeOpWte0dPQ3Y0dtOMfNfD3MiKcGpzuB10#NV1O98b23... https://ar.anyone.tech/MGD2J2rFVYOcDP8v5dYMjFpv228RHMTxfMVvsJZ5Zpg I am not affiliated with https://ar.anyone.tech .