With a little help of friends...
Help, please? I will be considered a kind of "new Jake" much soon and after the lies, they also want my death. Sorry, I love to be alive. I do fucking love it. I do exist and I am who I am, not a fiction. They want to break my family's heart, my friends' hearts. Shit, I am not the best person in this world but I really tried "loving, caring, sharing, being excellent." I promised never to kill people. Never. I do not want to change this, but I do want to protect my beloved ones. I am a coding fracass and had the confirmation in the last days. It is disgusting to notice I was really thinking two horrible things: kill people and/or become cold stones of ice, without no heart, no compassion. I can _not_ want to become like them. Please, just need help for keeping me alive and sane. I will never to kill anyone, even myself. Sorry, if they want my life, they will need to take it in person. I am wasted and will live, but some of my beloved ones will _not_ survive to a fucking disgusting scandal. My parents, all the people that I wanted to protect and I will hurt. Please, help. Sincere excuses for my broken heart. Jake, I need you, sorry for asking it. ---------- Loving. Caring. Sharing. Being Excellent To Each Other And To Our Hackerspace. <3 ---------- "Don't let anyone rob you of your imagination, your creativity, or your curiosity. It's your place in the world; it's your life. Go on and do all you can with it, and make it the life you want to live." - Mae Jemison
Wow, they had fear... Now I am not a so shitty person, even when they call me a sexual predator, a liar, a stupid person, a white and worse things... Amazing, they just want want to take my life away, my parents' lives, my friends' lives... I cannot trust them and ---------- Loving. Caring. Sharing. Being Excellent To Each Other And To Our Hackerspace. <3 ---------- "Don't let anyone rob you of your imagination, your creativity, or your curiosity. It's your place in the world; it's your life. Go on and do all you can with it, and make it the life you want to live." - Mae Jemison On Sat, Feb 6, 2021, 01:32 Cecilia Tanaka <cecilia.tanaka@gmail.com> wrote:
Help, please? I will be considered a kind of "new Jake" much soon and after the lies, they also want my death. Sorry, I love to be alive. I do fucking love it. I do exist and I am who I am, not a fiction.
They want to break my family's heart, my friends' hearts. Shit, I am not the best person in this world but I really tried "loving, caring, sharing, being excellent."
I promised never to kill people. Never. I do not want to change this, but I do want to protect my beloved ones. I am a coding fracass and had the confirmation in the last days. It is disgusting to notice I was really thinking two horrible things: kill people and/or become cold stones of ice, without no heart, no compassion.
I can _not_ want to become like them. Please, just need help for keeping me alive and sane. I will never to kill anyone, even myself. Sorry, if they want my life, they will need to take it in person. I am wasted and will live, but some of my beloved ones will _not_ survive to a fucking disgusting scandal. My parents, all the people that I wanted to protect and I will hurt.
Please, help. Sincere excuses for my broken heart. Jake, I need you, sorry for asking it.
---------- Loving. Caring. Sharing. Being Excellent To Each Other And To Our Hackerspace. <3 ---------- "Don't let anyone rob you of your imagination, your creativity, or your curiosity. It's your place in the world; it's your life. Go on and do all you can with it, and make it the life you want to live." - Mae Jemison
I don't want to become like them and my destiny was already chosen. Not by myself, certainly. I am dying right now because my vital signs are really fucked ---------- Loving. Caring. Sharing. Being Excellent To Each Other And To Our Hackerspace. <3 ---------- "Don't let anyone rob you of your imagination, your creativity, or your curiosity. It's your place in the world; it's your life. Go on and do all you can with it, and make it the life you want to live." - Mae Jemison On Sat, Feb 6, 2021, 01:57 Cecilia Tanaka <cecilia.tanaka@gmail.com> wrote:
Wow, they had fear... Now I am not a so shitty person, even when they call me a sexual predator, a liar, a stupid person, a white and worse things...
Amazing, they just want want to take my life away, my parents' lives, my friends' lives... I cannot trust them and
---------- Loving. Caring. Sharing. Being Excellent To Each Other And To Our Hackerspace. <3 ---------- "Don't let anyone rob you of your imagination, your creativity, or your curiosity. It's your place in the world; it's your life. Go on and do all you can with it, and make it the life you want to live." - Mae Jemison
On Sat, Feb 6, 2021, 01:32 Cecilia Tanaka <cecilia.tanaka@gmail.com> wrote:
Help, please? I will be considered a kind of "new Jake" much soon and after the lies, they also want my death. Sorry, I love to be alive. I do fucking love it. I do exist and I am who I am, not a fiction.
They want to break my family's heart, my friends' hearts. Shit, I am not the best person in this world but I really tried "loving, caring, sharing, being excellent."
I promised never to kill people. Never. I do not want to change this, but I do want to protect my beloved ones. I am a coding fracass and had the confirmation in the last days. It is disgusting to notice I was really thinking two horrible things: kill people and/or become cold stones of ice, without no heart, no compassion.
I can _not_ want to become like them. Please, just need help for keeping me alive and sane. I will never to kill anyone, even myself. Sorry, if they want my life, they will need to take it in person. I am wasted and will live, but some of my beloved ones will _not_ survive to a fucking disgusting scandal. My parents, all the people that I wanted to protect and I will hurt.
Please, help. Sincere excuses for my broken heart. Jake, I need you, sorry for asking it.
---------- Loving. Caring. Sharing. Being Excellent To Each Other And To Our Hackerspace. <3 ---------- "Don't let anyone rob you of your imagination, your creativity, or your curiosity. It's your place in the world; it's your life. Go on and do all you can with it, and make it the life you want to live." - Mae Jemison
Save my parents and my beloved ones, please It's really derious ---------- Loving. Caring. Sharing. Being Excellent To Each Other And To Our Hackerspace. <3 ---------- "Don't let anyone rob you of your imagination, your creativity, or your curiosity. It's your place in the world; it's your life. Go on and do all you can with it, and make it the life you want to live." - Mae Jemison On Sat, Feb 6, 2021, 02:02 Cecilia Tanaka <cecilia.tanaka@gmail.com> wrote:
I don't want to become like them and my destiny was already chosen. Not by myself, certainly.
I am dying right now because my vital signs are really fucked
---------- Loving. Caring. Sharing. Being Excellent To Each Other And To Our Hackerspace. <3 ---------- "Don't let anyone rob you of your imagination, your creativity, or your curiosity. It's your place in the world; it's your life. Go on and do all you can with it, and make it the life you want to live." - Mae Jemison
On Sat, Feb 6, 2021, 01:57 Cecilia Tanaka <cecilia.tanaka@gmail.com> wrote:
Wow, they had fear... Now I am not a so shitty person, even when they call me a sexual predator, a liar, a stupid person, a white and worse things...
Amazing, they just want want to take my life away, my parents' lives, my friends' lives... I cannot trust them and
---------- Loving. Caring. Sharing. Being Excellent To Each Other And To Our Hackerspace. <3 ---------- "Don't let anyone rob you of your imagination, your creativity, or your curiosity. It's your place in the world; it's your life. Go on and do all you can with it, and make it the life you want to live." - Mae Jemison
On Sat, Feb 6, 2021, 01:32 Cecilia Tanaka <cecilia.tanaka@gmail.com> wrote:
Help, please? I will be considered a kind of "new Jake" much soon and after the lies, they also want my death. Sorry, I love to be alive. I do fucking love it. I do exist and I am who I am, not a fiction.
They want to break my family's heart, my friends' hearts. Shit, I am not the best person in this world but I really tried "loving, caring, sharing, being excellent."
I promised never to kill people. Never. I do not want to change this, but I do want to protect my beloved ones. I am a coding fracass and had the confirmation in the last days. It is disgusting to notice I was really thinking two horrible things: kill people and/or become cold stones of ice, without no heart, no compassion.
I can _not_ want to become like them. Please, just need help for keeping me alive and sane. I will never to kill anyone, even myself. Sorry, if they want my life, they will need to take it in person. I am wasted and will live, but some of my beloved ones will _not_ survive to a fucking disgusting scandal. My parents, all the people that I wanted to protect and I will hurt.
Please, help. Sincere excuses for my broken heart. Jake, I need you, sorry for asking it.
---------- Loving. Caring. Sharing. Being Excellent To Each Other And To Our Hackerspace. <3 ---------- "Don't let anyone rob you of your imagination, your creativity, or your curiosity. It's your place in the world; it's your life. Go on and do all you can with it, and make it the life you want to live." - Mae Jemison
Still alive. Thanks until the end, now or never. My kind of stalkers are not good people. I am convinced of their guilty. Killers, torturers.
Please, save my beloved ones. I know you all are much better than me. Many thanks. If the worse happens, it was a honor and a happiness to meet you all, virtually or in person. Always will love you. The world is not so big.
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Cecilia Tanaka