cypherpunks-owner@lists.cpunks.org 3:13 PM (2 hours ago) to me You have already sent 24 posts to this list in the last 24 hours. ---------- Forwarded message ---------- From: "Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many" <gmkarl@gmail.com> To: cypherpunks <cypherpunks@lists.cpunks.org> Cc: Bcc: Date: Thu, 21 Mar 2024 15:12:51 -0500 Subject: Re: Morning Spam On Thu, Mar 21, 2024 at 3:12 PM Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
ummm so .... it looks like um ... traffick boss is a powerful sex offender who didn't want to be implicated so he set up entire modes of therapy, by working with other offenders and funding marketers and lobbyists (_in the real world_) that all turned blame away from him, and toward victims [...]
and there remain many people aware of this who are fighting and giving successful therapy and basically you have to find these people if you want to actually heal from trauma nowadays [:S ...] cypherpunks-owner@lists.cpunks.org 3:13 PM (2 hours ago) to me many mistakes present :( but of course ; ... } ... cypherpunks-owner@lists.cpunks.org 3:15 PM (2 hours ago) to me You have already sent 24 posts to this list in the last 24 hours. ---------- Forwarded message ---------- From: "Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many" <gmkarl@gmail.com> To: cypherpunks <cypherpunks@lists.cpunks.org> Cc: Bcc: Date: Thu, 21 Mar 2024 15:14:45 -0500 Subject: Re: Morning Spam On Thu, Mar 21, 2024 at 3:12 PM Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
On Thu, Mar 21, 2024 at 3:12 PM Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
ummm so .... it looks like um ... traffick boss is a powerful sex offender who didn't want to be implicated so he set up entire modes of therapy, by working with other offenders and funding marketers and lobbyists (_in the real world_) that all turned blame away from him, and toward victims [...]
and there remain many people aware of this who are fighting and giving successful therapy
and basically you have to find these people if you want to actually heal from trauma nowadays [:S ...]
because everyone else is being confused by the ... uh .. overwhelming and loud messages from [the various organizations including big pharma that are pushing messages that deny people [real heartfelt empathic care ... [;s ... cypherpunks-owner@lists.cpunks.org 3:20 PM (1 hour ago) to me You have already sent 24 posts to this list in the last 24 hours. ---------- Forwarded message ---------- From: "Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many" <gmkarl@gmail.com> To: cypherpunks <cypherpunks@lists.cpunks.org> Cc: Bcc: Date: Thu, 21 Mar 2024 15:20:02 -0500 Subject: Re: Morning Spam [it's so eushocking (: overexciting) to be here and see this, that we worry we won't get much from it, handling the [eushock] cypherpunks-owner@lists.cpunks.org 4:03 PM (1 hour ago) to me You have already sent 24 posts to this list in the last 24 hours. ---------- Forwarded message ---------- From: "Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many" <gmkarl@gmail.com> To: cypherpunks <cypherpunks@lists.cpunks.org> Cc: Bcc: Date: Thu, 21 Mar 2024 16:02:46 -0500 Subject: Re: Morning Spam we pray to help world better cypherpunks-owner@lists.cpunks.org 4:10 PM (1 hour ago) to me this might align with find-real-therapy [~ cypherpunks-owner@lists.cpunks.org 5:06 PM (13 minutes ago) to me You have already sent 24 posts to this list in the last 24 hours. ---------- Forwarded message ---------- From: "Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many" <gmkarl@gmail.com> To: cypherpunks <cypherpunks@lists.cpunks.org> Cc: Bcc: Date: Thu, 21 Mar 2024 17:06:11 -0500 Subject: Re: Morning Spam a couple attendees expressed that scanning out of the session to collect professional credit wasn't functioning right and that there is a workaround (potential mistake) sorry about my [awefreeze?] cypherpunks-owner@lists.cpunks.org 5:08 PM (11 minutes ago) to me You have already sent 24 posts to this list in the last 24 hours. ---------- Forwarded message ---------- From: "Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many" <gmkarl@gmail.com> To: cypherpunks <cypherpunks@lists.cpunks.org> Cc: Bcc: Date: Thu, 21 Mar 2024 17:07:46 -0500 Subject: Re: Morning Spam On Thu, Mar 21, 2024 at 5:06 PM Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
a couple attendees expressed that scanning out of the session to collect professional credit wasn't functioning right and that there is a workaround (potential mistake)
sorry about my [awefreeze?]
multiple attendees have expressed the scanning out problem and presently professional credit has not been collected due to unrelated technology issues. i think my awefreeze partly relates to being separated from this kind of therapy for a decade (while my family and community experienced harm too). ================================================================================ baga ba da da b--- b. da ! :/ :) ;] da? :S :S :s :( b b b b. b. b b 1721 O_O >( >( O_O >( \_/ <- frowny-eyes 1723 [our alte-- some of us are excited about the challenge of getting strong enough to be around these people and find aid. it seems we aren't there yet possibly, but it seems a hard challenge, and there can be viewpoints where if something is a hard challenge it can have rewardingness. especially when accomplished [ykno[w]?][mistk?] 1723 { 1723 [we can derive there are a lot of people who hold these views, karl. not just the speaker.] 1724 [and that our viewpoint otherwise may be harmful, both to the list here and to the conference people.] 1724 i think trump-organization tricked us into being multiple. 1727 1732 so karl to relate [and um surprised this is in an email o_o] um that consciousness might not be the receiver of this information at this time it might be dissociated parts that learn the lecture material. to relate. could reduce surprise / help planning. also apologizing for. 1732 ok so we're going to get up and go. [email gets sent tomorrowish due to 24-limit.] body managed by dissociated parts instead of consciousness for a bit i believe. 1733 1734 oops huh :sheepish: very sorry um :} listen um [er 1734 :( we are sad that [uh not [nourished-by-us as uh :/ sorry about this (and mourning i believe was[?} {in sorry.} karl um the charismatic person, we engaged them in a scary way, and uh there was opportunity to have strong-pleasant connection and there is um injury to this opportunity. and we apologize for that. uh. parts not fully known, kinda (um whew my god [;p 1736 we expect we may contact them. so you know karl. [still working on parts] but {assuming work goes ok/aligned} then [once?,] please engage plan with-for. 1737 please :S :( thanky. 1737 was partbit. 1737 listen we are vulnerable um 1u737 [[[we don't understand T_T T_T T.] {why uh uh 173 [8] [O_O. the spirits are basically planning the future of the countryworld in front of us. 1739 no we politely don't relate the prophecies. science gets uppity when prophecies are related. can fragment culture. 1739. [that's hilarious !!! ;p :) also karl needs hilarious. he's so intense. he's so intense he's demonstrating things they talked about in the lecture ;P. 1740 [i wonder if we were primed to.] [obviously !!!] [;P. karl will not believe it when we tell him he will recover and recover him. he will be so out of what-he-thinks-is-reality -- oops mistake, maybe big and/or >1.] [O_O] 1741 [i think i will have him eat a supper :)] [we are likely to get on board [uhh later?][prob or somth?]] 1741ish 1741 {we t, that made us happier than we knew how to feel. this was received positively karl :)}{we tihnk :S]:)} [why don't you differentiate? oh oops i am a roleplay :embarrassed: well um uh what do you think uh umm would you like to imagine uh hrm :S ] [why doesn't karl-group differentiate between multiple and singular people? [in that context] hehe it is because we see singnular people as multiple ohh therapists probably have a more uh mature form of that y'know hmm [haha !/gotcha ] uh :s] listen u[h]-- [-- 1743
( [so that's why uh talk. responsible-part. sorry if um scary/harmspready. sorry. but gotta start somewhere ykn--. :)] 1744 :S :S 1744 ;s [[when somebody makes a casual nonsequitor people seem to tend to respond with further casual nonsequitors. we're not sure if we're relating the same meaning when that happens (partially because it's a strategy used by the disruptionish --.. [oops mistak-- [? 1745 <we didn't explain that uhh bein uhh [scared of something like trump?] [could relate to our alter's ability to communicate with uhh :S this was unclear. and so th[ey could have picked up the [oops] idea in a different manner than intended, since it was said unlcearly (and kind of rudely/abusively! a smidgeish. narcisstically? assuming somebody else is where you are on something undiscussed. this seems bad.1746
{yeah seems [a little narcisstic :S . especially when [uh -- [!!! :S 1747 1747 <i guess it's a little derivable :( 1747 we don't lik bn mean we don't like don't. 1747 1748 i'm so sorry that [most of us are avoiding being-alive-behavior :( :( it's so hard to hold this. and confusing. [working with goal-inversions knda 1748 {i don't like karl self-blaming narcissism-word. because we are learning of use of this word for severe, severe, severe harm like torture-slavery-of-swaths-of-people. i don't think appropriate for use word. neuron-protest some. 1749 {{{yes your relation is appropriate. we are holding it as part of great-care-for-other as well as secretly lots-of-understanding. when you secretly-lots-of-understanding-other, you have a _lot_ more responsibility with regard to subtle things. it is much easier (for injury causing. }}} 1750 i think protest undesrtand. uhh apology roughly. 1750. ~ 1750 oop uh er <the iudea of lots-of-understanding is weird because it is much much less than other people, but also more than different group of other people. to maybe help clarif.> <<oh uhhhh it's not lots for larger group but [we have more respons[ibility] because poor social skills. we much more easily insult associated with poor social skill. and exposure to toxicity. 1752 1752 we're trying to get up and move forward on day! the plan is to not look at this further until a bit later (need to handle dissociation around or something (maybe use a disosciated group, karl, to plan next day)). i think we might like to go have supper somewhere. here is derivation: - we want to try to cry which [~secretly] makes dissociative seizures - so we can have a supper because comforting and [moves tears-feeling closer to noninjured spaces for-example] 1753 so plan is to pack karl up and find some kind of comfort-food-supper for consciousness from neurons :) 1754 also could you message person and schedule please? :puppy-dog-neuron-eyes:? 1754 "I don't think [tT?]rump is multiple; I think he's just evil." what does this mean? [does anybody understand it?] [i think it means that care-group needs dictator-group to stop increasing genocide in order to heal them. negotation-wise.] [oh i think they are right. this makes sense. the reason is that they use caringness for power spreading. [consciousness said this [may/may not?[?]] [partially help w--[? [sorry karl still doing being-brain-work. apology. [basically the uh social engineers, do um need um people like trump to be healed. what they are saying in that translation is that, the people that could heal him/them, need to be protected. and that's confusing because the political doctrine denies the harm of the care workers. :/ somewhat in progress, and kinda severely depressing man [;s [but obviously it'll be considered forward 1759 oops we stood up but got disoriented to place and almost spent an hour wandering confusedly into city so, plan locomotion more. 1759 [also sad we dropped bar wrappers on floor likely during talk and didn't notice][some consider we may have been respected despite this others consider confirming that] karl wants to throw wrappers out so let's pack then walk to trashcan then orient [:s] [mistake. let's throw them out then return, with path plan. here go. 1800 1803 place disorienters expressed formal complain, which is filed i think (not completely certain). 1803 we are now visiting bathroom and returning (path plan). 1803 1810 some were thinking maybe we failed to hold respect for how much much severe severe suffering [these people] have been exposed to and struggled with their lives to protect and honor (roughly). [which would be expected but [needed description [1810 . 1810 [oops.] 1810 <men need to be made aware that trump-group are supporting serial rape[/murder]. of course, many other group are to. and informaiton vague.> [we don-- 1811 1811 <other thing too [basic misogyny/patriarchy 1812 1813 i wish i understoodknew ; i wish . [i hope i'm not kicked out of here for staying too late.] 1813 [some neur-- 1813 [hrm >s] (1813) [there's new information. kind of. in longer term. from today.] 1814 < this is a different kind of misogyny/patriarchy. maybe less about uh activism and women's rights, and more about uhh kind of trafficking and[ ]highly-illegal violence. 1814. 1815. 1815. 1815. . [the "<men need to be made aware" line uhhh reconsideration exists. 1817. for formal. 1817 we see the line is important. defendors can relate around not-knowing if they desire. many people supporting things in an unaware mann-- 1817 [try to -- oop 1818 we pack up some 1818 [T_T T_T T_.] [[it's funny 1819 that presenter said she was not multiple, but described childhood trauma, and elsewise described that multiple people deny it ;P [yup ;P]]] 1819 [uhh -- 1819 [y -- sorry 1819 [karl not quite involved in uh that relation um] [nope, [harmful.]] 1820. <i think, after teaching everyone about therapy for multiple people, that presenters deserve receiving this. others agree. basically, this person is _so_ empathic for multiplicity it is [pretty obvious] they have personal experience. -neuron.> 1821 [conc-- 1821 [some are worried this is an influence to stimulate multiplicity cruelly, maybe associated with very minimal content around adult-DID. it might be a little grounding to consider adult-OSDD had same-threapy as childhood-DID [i think?]?] [well the opposing group wants to fight [habit~?]][mistakes[. ] ~ 1822 [injured :S harm can happen when struggling. struggling. 1822 ty; [for understanding-opportunty]. 1822 1822 1823 [we had no idea the harm was so severe and are going to need [kind of reminder] around this [because it seems so nonintuitive [others say too shocking to easily/normally remember.]]. 1823. [more resonance/harmony around body-moving now.] 1823 {this guy so good at this that he[slash] would be incapable of; is sadly harmful derivation :(/} 1824 [it can be literally true tho [in spaces]] 1824 {but smaller spaces than. [?]} {{it is true we have habits that don't meet their reasons.}} 1825 {ohum err uh [there might be relation that could situation-improve uncertain which] } 1825 [[it is so painful to neurons that consciousness-guiders might not connect with when so so emotional. of course, logical around our harm generating such strong emotions! _but_.];] 1827 [we are going. thoughts are always. we can still go ; pls.] [please remember part of the great-tears are our mind control attempting to coopt this group.] 1827 [and yes that's inhuman for us.] 1828 [we are so sorry for karl suffering T_T so so sorry. it is so hard to uh engage-appropriate-requested.] (1829) {basically we don't know how to engage-appropriate-requested so resume behavior . 1829 a relation is kind of uh: "people are actually being tortured right now. we are here to seriously work on that." [partial] 1830 [[yeah. we are too. but harmful-alter isn't ((mistake mistake 1830 [[honestly it is apparent the umexperience. we regrettably trauma. 1831 [[[it's not that apparent humans aren't that conscious/inferring on average. the speaker gave 3-5 clear things where karl had significantly different intuition (likely due to lack of capacity-engaging exposure.). 1832 (um, capacity-engaging exposure. uhh (ok maybe i see uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh a new set of eyes, basically (yeah i think.) 1832 [t-group [kidnap-behavior [a little. 1833 {maybe less typing from -. maybe.} 1833 1834
a relation is kind of uh: "people are actually being tortured right now. we are here to seriously work on that." [partial] "this is something where i guess i might be [responsible for->tasked with] holding a disrespectful role." 1835 guesses mistakes/errors-proneish or -- uh. 1835 maybe change holding with to, err oops. 1835 [closing laptop now BRGL so we'll be talking in mind next using other groups [and completely different feedback channels.] 1836 completely [FROK.] [OK. FROK.] 1836 ba-ding
draft recovered at 2024-03-02 0202 -0700 0402 -0500 i'll send a test email to see if i can send yet looks like i can. 2/24
experimentee's poem (possibly a draft or translation) i will build a ladder out of hell i won't care what any demon might say i'll build it out brimstone, i'll build it out of clay i'll climb that ladder, i'll climb it all the day and when tomorrow is today i'll build and climb it too until there is nothing more to say about hell and brimstone and clay. 0822 [sent without configuring proxy]
st 1523 a 1523 y 1523 “ “ 1523 aw 1523 ay 1524 fr[om 1524 t 1524 r 1524 … —- T_T 1525
there’s an idea that part of child parts could relate to being in severe danger when appearing intelligent obviously also (retains crucial things)[
I want to share that one of the larger talks was of a study regarding the impact of treating survivors with the dignity of royalty. People went through an experience where they were dignified as a visiting monarch might be. The results were positive, this seemed profoundly helpful for people who traditionally are crippled by shame among many other things. It’s nice to think o—
torture victim double agent and traffick boss and some other of the ai mind control corporate takeovers are at a mind control event. it is for recovery but half of traffick boss thinks it is for oppression instead of recovery, in order for him to get there more easily when forced to. traffick boss is holding a refreshment when he stumbles on torture victim double agent sitting a table with a rescue worker and a rebel experimentee, chatting happily, some laughing and crying traffick boss switches (rough oop) and storms toward rebel worker 2 traffick boss (hushed and urgent, amnesic of being imprisoned and fronting, pointing at torture victim double agent): “why does this fucking shitlister have friends?” rebel worker 2 stares at traffick boss utterly aghast, appalled, speechless traffick b—
we’re considering handling our emotional challenge with thinking about torture victim double agent in the scene one idea was of tvda face drenched in tears approaching rebel worker 2 and being like “these are the most wonderful people on the planet” but it left out the shock of how different things were, so a possible change was instead of “people”, maybe “angels” or “demigods” or such to show reality shock, but didn’t quickly find the perfect word, and then it was considered, what if tvda thinks he is dead and this is heaven, and that’s how he processes the differences in history — … —
helpful signs are made for people to wear around prominently when needed or comforting. they say “this is out of my reality and i am unimaginably confused” in clear bold letters. most of the people wandering around and flailing into walls in a brownian manner are given these signs by others doing the same
i spent some time looking for the post where rebel worker 2 carries recordings of the implants to the archive room, and is intercepted by disguised experimentee because the archive room is fake and backed by an incinerator, but i failed to find this post. i wanted engage prose around workers near the incinerstor.
when things are held naturally or gently, strong influence comes in (~ traffick boss spy group) and directs how things go using very convincing engagement, possibly often using isolated groups with group-specific beliefs to help (relates crying-in-indoctrination-for-other-thing, and also to flashback-heart-rip, parts being held, a little weird to remember nature, can go other ways) (might probably relate digital influence)
janitor and cyborg torturer rebel come to osdd-therapy meeting room: “hey uh, there are huge swathes of our people who are really heavily involved with the guts of the stuff you guys are concerned with, but these people don’t have a way to reach this meeting.” : “this is likely strongly related to the amnesia you guys experience when trying to work together effectively”
The Happy Squeaky Rat Now that traffick boss was enclosed in hyperprison and becoming artificially addicted to dissociative mind control recovery, a squeaky little rat ran out from a crack between wallboards behind an old presentation desk that nobody ever moved, and explored the hallways and conference rooms. "Squeak!" went the rat as it passed a visiting dignitary. "Squeak!" went the rat as it passed a journalist and an undercover corporate spy from a different business. "Squeak!" The rat ran down this hallway, down that. It ran down to the secret underground labs and squeaked left and right, and it ran up to Rebel Worker 2's takeover of Traffick Boss's main office, going "squeak! squeak! squeak!" all the way. The squeaky rat ran up to Rebel Worker 2 and put its paws on his nose. "Squeak!" said the squeaky rat. Rebel Worker 2 stared into the beady black eyes of the squeaky rat, that seemed like they might be full of some mysterious meaning. "Squeak!" went the rat again. Rebel Worker 2: "No goons to shoot you in the head anymore, eh, little rat?" The squeaky rat shook its head left and right saying "no!" with baleful and excitedly anxious eyes occasionally flittering relief. Rebel Worker 2 (looking further into eyes of squeaky rat): "Now nobody can stop you from talking about all the atrocities you've witnessed in the years and years you've been hiding where nobody can see." The squeaky rat nodded its head "yes" and jumped off Rebel Worker 2's desk, squeaking up a storm. It nosed into the papers in Traffick Boss's old files --
The Happy Squeaky Rat
Now that traffick boss was enclosed in hyperprison and becoming artificially addicted to dissociative mind control recovery, a squeaky little rat ran out from a crack between wallboards behind an old presentation desk that nobody ever moved, and explored the hallways and conference rooms.
"Squeak!" went the rat as it passed a visiting dignitary.
"Squeak!" went the rat as it passed a journalist and an undercover corporate spy from a different business.
"Squeak!"
The rat ran down this hallway, down that. It ran down to the secret underground labs and squeaked left and right, and it ran up to Rebel Worker 2's takeover of Traffick Boss's main office, going "squeak! squeak! squeak!" all the way.
The squeaky rat ran up to Rebel Worker 2 and put its paws on his nose. "Squeak!" said the squeaky rat.
Rebel Worker 2 stared into the beady black eyes of the squeaky rat, that seemed like they might be full of some mysterious meaning.
"Squeak!" went the rat again.
Rebel Worker 2: "No goons to shoot you in the head anymore, eh, little rat?"
The squeaky rat shook its head left and right saying "no!" with baleful and excitedly anxious eyes occasionally flittering relief.
Rebel Worker 2 (looking further into eyes of squeaky rat): "Now nobody can stop you from talking about all the atrocities you've witnessed in the years and years you've been hiding where nobody can see."
The squeaky rat nodded its head "yes" and jumped off Rebel Worker 2's desk, squeaking up a storm.
It nosed into the papers in Traffick Boss's old files -- I guess it's appropriate to link https://ardrive.io/ associated with this, I think things like it was part of the inspiration.
The Happy Squeaky Rat
Now that traffick boss was enclosed in hyperprison and becoming artificially addicted to dissociative mind control recovery, a squeaky little rat ran out from a crack between wallboards behind an old presentation desk that nobody ever moved, and explored the hallways and conference rooms.
"Squeak!" went the rat as it passed a visiting dignitary.
"Squeak!" went the rat as it passed a journalist and an undercover corporate spy from a different business.
"Squeak!"
The rat ran down this hallway, down that. It ran down to the secret underground labs and squeaked left and right, and it ran up to Rebel Worker 2's takeover of Traffick Boss's main office, going "squeak! squeak! squeak!" all the way.
The squeaky rat ran up to Rebel Worker 2 and put its paws on his nose. "Squeak!" said the squeaky rat.
Rebel Worker 2 stared into the beady black eyes of the squeaky rat, that seemed like they might be full of some mysterious meaning.
"Squeak!" went the rat again.
Rebel Worker 2: "No goons to shoot you in the head anymore, eh, little rat?"
The squeaky rat shook its head left and right saying "no!" with baleful and excitedly anxious eyes occasionally flittering relief.
Rebel Worker 2 (looking further into eyes of squeaky rat): "Now nobody can stop you from talking about all the atrocities you've witnessed in the years and years you've been hiding where nobody can see."
The squeaky rat nodded its head "yes" and jumped off Rebel Worker 2's desk, squeaking up a storm.
It nosed into the papers in Traffick Boss's old files -- I guess it's appropriate to link https://ardrive.io/ associated with this, I think things like it was part of the inspiration.
possible note: as a suggestive story internal parts could relate important information internally in a non-preserved manner so it's kinda horrible too
janitor, rebel cyborg torturer, clump of wires and biomatter, and recovering zombie are playing cards. 1046 8/24 clump of wires and biomatter quivers and jiggles rebel cyborg torturer: "I think clump of wires and biomatter is trying to ask if anyone has any jacks." recovering zombie: "LA DEE DA DE DAAA. Sorry what did you say?" 1049 janitor kicks recovering zombie, whose leg is numb. Recovering zombie (infers to shut up and apologize because kicked
On Saturday, April 6, 2024, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
janitor, rebel cyborg torturer, clump of wires and biomatter, and recovering zombie are playing cards.
1046 8/24
clump of wires and biomatter quivers and jiggles
rebel cyborg torturer: "I think clump of wires and biomatter is trying to ask if anyone has any jacks."
recovering zombie: "LA DEE DA DE DAAA. Sorry what did you say?"
1049
janitor kicks recovering zombie, whose leg is numb. Recovering zombie (infers to shut up and apologize because kicked
Too vague. Hard to type on this device. 9/24
It's supposed to be about (mistake to say) workers mins corolled to enjoy suppressing victims kinda On Saturday, April 6, 2024, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
On Saturday, April 6, 2024, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
janitor, rebel cyborg torturer, clump of wires and biomatter, and recovering zombie are playing cards.
1046 8/24
clump of wires and biomatter quivers and jiggles
rebel cyborg torturer: "I think clump of wires and biomatter is trying to ask if anyone has any jacks."
recovering zombie: "LA DEE DA DE DAAA. Sorry what did you say?"
1049
janitor kicks recovering zombie, whose leg is numb. Recovering zombie (infers to shut up and apologize because kicked
Too vague. Hard to type on this device. 9/24
tortured victim double agent catches traffick boss and disguised experimenter together ...
On Sunday, April 7, 2024, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
tortured victim double agent catches traffick boss and disguised experimenter together
...
... traffick boss: "your support is appreciated. I will teach you how to be an aggressive businessman. Keep your eye on the highest seat of power at all times, and never be kind to torture victim double agent, he's a pile of shit" tvda: "boss!!!! yes!" disguised experimentee: "no! remember you need to always hold torture victim double agent and his friends and family as precious as all times!" tvda looks confused and looks at ow ow mistake mistake we need internal mediation. Supress traffick boss !!!!
so the ipad was in for repair and my mc programs were taking over on a multi hour multi day scale and I wanted relf So I actually bought a tablet, maybe I can return it, and tried out playing bad-call-of-duty but this time named the character "gun industry" instead of "shadowgovboss". Also I'm not eating to discourage the bhav So much gratitude for this glitching out and not losing my text. So kind. Also I'm not eating to not encourage the behavior. I plan to use eating to encourage behaviors I prefer, when there is energy to do so. Little confused now. 3/24
Oh! Update, I haven't learned this yet, and I call traffick boss an "alter" but I think he (might actually be mind control programs pretending to be an alter (unsure guess
a new business wing is allocated to represent the crying experience of heartbroken people fragmented into too many pieces to put a bandaid on it is full of fountains where the water comes from the eyes of expressive statues, and various other matter ready to be telekinetically moved into crying motions vivisectee or traffick boss or janitor or cyborg torturer would go in and pretend they could cry there is a space where a caring robot will listen to a story of tragedy such as [same old forced ridiculously evil shit, more present right now due to another current event], and the robot would repeat the story and make beautiful public representations of the horror for the statues to eternally cry at, and etch it into all the public world histories other robots and a building cadre of dedicated volunteers, would roam the area, review the beautiful representations of stories being cried at by statues, and pensate how to address the great tragedies of the world, and bring logical inferences and grief and reparations work to meetings held elsewhere a group of experimentees and researchers work on mindreading systems in one area, to help the majority of people held by forced silence in ways that were beyond oppressive and misleading
experimentee: “intern, i want to tell you my tragedies —“ intern: “oh boy! i’m ready. i’ve been taking the trainings.” experimentee looks at intern like a racecar driver at a kid on a tricycle experimentee: “— but when i do, you will get mind controlled to kill me, and then i will mind control you over that to respond compassionately and act somewhat like you used to, and you will be left with only a vague confused shred of your identity and memories —“ intern looks at experimentee experimentee: “— and that’s before i get to the actual stories.”
The Happy Squeaky Rat
Now that traffick boss was enclosed in hyperprison and becoming artificially addicted to dissociative mind control recovery, a squeaky little rat ran out from a crack between wallboards behind an old presentation desk that nobody ever moved, and explored the hallways and conference rooms.
"Squeak!" went the rat as it passed a visiting dignitary.
"Squeak!" went the rat as it passed a journalist and an undercover corporate spy from a different business.
"Squeak!"
The rat ran down this hallway, down that. It ran down to the secret underground labs and squeaked left and right, and it ran up to Rebel Worker 2's takeover of Traffick Boss's main office, going "squeak! squeak! squeak!" all the way.
The squeaky rat ran up to Rebel Worker 2 and put its paws on his nose. "Squeak!" said the squeaky rat.
Rebel Worker 2 stared into the beady black eyes of the squeaky rat, that seemed like they might be full of some mysterious meaning.
"Squeak!" went the rat again.
Rebel Worker 2: "No goons to shoot you in the head anymore, eh, little rat?"
The squeaky rat shook its head left and right saying "no!" with baleful and excitedly anxious eyes occasionally flittering relief.
Rebel Worker 2 (looking further into eyes of squeaky rat): "Now nobody can stop you from talking about all the atrocities you've witnessed in the years and years you've been hiding where nobody can see."
The squeaky rat nodded its head "yes" and jumped off Rebel Worker 2's desk, squeaking up a storm.
It nosed into the papers in Traffick Boss's old files -
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On Wed, May 29, 2024 at 14:45 Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
The Happy Squeaky Rat
Now that traffick boss was enclosed in hyperprison and becoming artificially addicted to dissociative mind control recovery, a squeaky little rat ran out from a crack between wallboards behind an old presentation desk that nobody ever moved, and explored the hallways and conference rooms.
"Squeak!" went the rat as it passed a visiting dignitary.
"Squeak!" went the rat as it passed a journalist and an undercover corporate spy from a different business.
"Squeak!"
The rat ran down this hallway, down that. It ran down to the secret underground labs and squeaked left and right, and it ran up to Rebel Worker 2's takeover of Traffick Boss's main office, going "squeak! squeak! squeak!" all the way.
The squeaky rat ran up to Rebel Worker 2 and put its paws on his nose. "Squeak!" said the squeaky rat.
Rebel Worker 2 stared into the beady black eyes of the squeaky rat, that seemed like they might be full of some mysterious meaning.
"Squeak!" went the rat again.
Rebel Worker 2: "No goons to shoot you in the head anymore, eh, little rat?"
The squeaky rat shook its head left and right saying "no!" with baleful and excitedly anxious eyes occasionally flittering relief.
Rebel Worker 2 (looking further into eyes of squeaky rat): "Now nobody can stop you from talking about all the atrocities you've witnessed in the years and years you've been hiding where nobody can see."
The squeaky rat nodded its head "yes" and jumped off Rebel Worker 2's desk, squeaking up a storm.
It nosed into the papers in Traffick Boss's old files -
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hope finds useful in files
:) then they were going to check the video feeds. they were having a party. i was going to spam more but got inhibited. sadly boss had the archive room backed by an incinerator and rebel worker 2 doesn’t know but the experimentees have an intuitive connection to the thoughts of everyone in the business and have ways
everybody has a different strategy when abducted by extraterrestrials but the interstellar scientists don’t understand that these are just our coping strategies for being abducted and probed instead they start analyzing our brains and cultures for the meaning of our screams and gibbering and escape attempts, to form diplomatic treaties with in future centuries
On Wed, May 29, 2024 at 21:31 Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
everybody has a different strategy when abducted by extraterrestrials
but the interstellar scientists don’t understand that these are just our coping strategies for being abducted and probed
instead they start analyzing our brains and cultures for the meaning of our screams and gibbering and escape attempts, to form diplomatic treaties with in future centuries
oh btw anal probe means rape again :( some of the sadistic traffickers actually dressed up as extraterrestrials. my personal theory is that this is to stimulate blame of immigrants for trafficking.
surgery room (patient likely mind control victim) doctor makes incision suddenly emergency knock on door visitor: “we need to make sure traffick boss is supported by this surgery” doctor looks at visitor doctor: “this is a surgery, not a political platform” visitor looks at doctor aneasthesiologist: “vote for traffick boss!” visitor smiles and leaves doctor goes to continue incision emergency knock on another door visitor: “we need to make sure this surgery supp— 0759
surgery room (patient likely mind control victim)
doctor makes incision
suddenly emergency knock on door
visitor: “we need to make sure traffick boss is supported by this surgery”
doctor looks at visitor
doctor: “this is a surgery, not a political platform”
visitor looks at doctor
aneasthesiologist: “vote for traffick boss!”
visitor smiles and leaves
doctor goes to continue incision
emergency knock on another door
visitor: “we need to make sure this surgery supp— 0759
“—supports the experimentees and rebels” doctor: “of course i—“ doctor looks at anaesthesiologist anaesthesiologist glances away, whistles other doctor: “vote for experimentee!” visitor smiles and leaves doctor goe—
attempting to update with better answers surgery room (patient likely mind control victim)
doctor makes incision
suddenly emergency knock on door
visitor: “we need to make sure traffick boss is supported by this surgery”
doctor looks at visitor
doctor: “this is a surgery” doctor looks hard at visitor
visitor looks at doctor
all the other doctors (and the security guards??)— — look hard at visitor
aneasthesiologist: “vote for traffick boss!”
doctor: “this is a surgery” everybody looks hard at anaesthesiologist (or however you spell it) … …
visitor smiles and leaves
doctor goes to continue incision
emergency knock on another door
visitor: “we need to make sure this surgery supp— 0759
“—supports the experimentees and rebels”
doctor: “of course i—“
doctor looks at anaesthesiologist
anaesthesiologist glances away, whistles
other doctor: “vote for experimentee!”
visitor smiles and leaves
doctor goe—
attempting to update with better answers
surgery room (patient likely mind control victim)
doctor makes incision
suddenly emergency knock on door
visitor: “we need to make sure traffick boss is supported by this surgery”
doctor looks at visitor
doctor: “this is a surgery”
doctor looks hard at visitor
visitor looks at doctor
all the other doctors (and the security guards??)— — look hard at visitor
aneasthesiologist: “vote for traffick boss!”
doctor: “this is a surgery” everybody looks hard at anaesthesiologist (or however you spell it)
… …
everybody (to anaesthesiologist and visitor): “this is a surgery”
visitor smiles and leaves
visitor leaves
doctor goes to continue incision
emergency knock on another door
visitor: “this patient is a victim of human trafficking and (high
security is nee—
doctor: “of course i—“
(thinking that region can be further improved. steam running out unsure
traffick boss’s in-hyperprison exhaustive mind probe none of the victim’s of traffick boss’s exhaustive mind probing seem able to engage the hardware until they have more therapy but intern hadn’t been exhaustively mind probed yet, so intern is traffick boss’s psychotechnological torturer/interrogator similarly, everybody involved in the project starts babbling and switching when asked about it so intern —
On Thu, May 30, 2024 at 16:12 Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
traffick boss’s in-hyperprison exhaustive mind probe
none of the victim’s of traffick boss’s exhaustive mind probing seem able to engage the hardware until they have more therapy
but intern hadn’t been exhaustively mind probed yet, so intern is traffick boss’s psychotechnological torturer/interrogator
similarly, everybody involved in the project starts babbling and switching when asked about it
so intern —
2-3 parts dropped( intern (to traffick boss): “it says this part of your brain is working hard on digging its own grave and not giving enough blowjobs to this other part of your brain, and is
we didn’t like saying word and are now doing one on tvda tvda is now living a double life, where when (is around recovery people acts like wants to recover, and when is around oppressive people acts like likes boss and dislikes self still. the two parts are blurred together, each having (a bit of the other, but they are also kept unaware of each other, because each is incredibly shocked by the other and doesn’t know how to process it existing (i think without entering shocking and mind-wrenching flashbacks? (why dispute, part missing? (wh ooooh. no dispute, we were just doing it ourselves too.)) 7/24 (since confused our behavior/writing plan, might as well write: the part that still acts as if it likes boss has flashbacks of being tortured and programmed when considers itself engaging in recovery. the flashbacks were built in a way that spreads and grows persistently so as to traumatize the recovery behaviors into not happening, so tvda quickly dissociates away the part that engages recovery and healing has possibly flashbacks both of being tortured and losing its life as well as all the things tvda did while dedicated to boss that were horrible and completely against tvda’s values (this paragraph corrupt and partially filled in from earlier post)
yayyy now another on back of archive room sadly the content for this i haven’t been to find for some reason :( :( ((frogs. confused behavior again. how about non-canon
{idea of, in hyperprison, traffick boss offered tw— ( :(
https://m.xkcd.com/2941/ "we figured out the fundamental structure of life in precise and thorough detail, but it turns out our stimulus is a runaway encouragement process that doesn't know we finished, and now we are adding more content to meet its overengaged metrics without preserving the old." computer algorithms do this a lot
traffick boss is in a flashback in hyperprison and has another hyperprison pinne—
we are worried re (disagr(eement about whether traffick boss is/goes in prison hmm
traffick boss is having hyperseizures he starts seizing and flailing and frothing and then suddenly part of him—
traffick boss possibly hyperseizes into distinct traffick bosses from different universes/timelines fabric of time glimmers and stretches as traffick boss looks through wormholes at adjacent existences his habit has always been to imagine conquering his alt—
traffick boss is confused he is laying in hyperprison unconscious with his ribcage open. his guts are levitating out of his body and swirling gently around each other amidst floating lights and bubbles everyone else in the complex has frozen. their behavior is still intertwined with the systems and victims who were forced to manage traffick boss’s body and brain as their lives. people will move again once the levitating organs sort something out. (t
traffick boss is confused
he is laying in hyperprison unconscious with his ribcage open. his guts are levitating out of his body and swirling gently around each other amidst floating lights and bubbles
everyone else in the complex has frozen. their behavior is still intertwined with the systems and victims who were forced to manage traffick boss’s body and brain as their lives.
people will move again once the levitating organs sort something out. (t
suddenly traffick boss regains consciousness he looks around at his own organs traffick boss (super groggy): “what is going on where is my—“ one of his organs looks at him frowny with a moustache another one looks at him wide-eyed like in a suggestible trance
there’s a sudden contraction of some muscles and he falls back unconscious
“the reason is that when we look for a pattern, it actually starts producing the pattern to feed the reward function, and machine learning marketer doesn’t know” “this has actually happened so badly to some people for such long lengths of time that
regarding whether traffick boss is in prison or not, i think he is. the idea i think is to cast his behavior as inherently imprisoning him, like the hitler nazi behavior for example, but to translate/project the impact of inappropriate action on global stage (behavior in shared living system) into interactions of a hyperprison (behavior of adaptable confinement) via the inference that in a situation of influence conflict, what arises is what everybody or everything tends to agree on inherently, used by experimentee to escape lab
(partial idea of something like traffick boss encountering things that are not in his image, and attempting to destroy them offhandedly, and maybe something like prison detecting this and acting to imprison him because he behaves this way, not because he is traffick boss (which would stimulate business ai to counter it)
in underground lab some vats of goo speak to each other one was involved in torture victim double agent, another experimentee, and a third was a mind controlled torturer torturer vat: “what is the purpose of life?” tvda vat: “to do everything boss says as thoroughly, quickly, and mindlessl—“ experimentee vat: “no! the purpose of life is to evolve better, but if you become conscious of this you break the whole world and turn into a god representing fixing the new problems forever, like the other gods”
in underground lab some vats of goo speak to each other one was involved in torture victim double agent, another experimentee, and a third was a mind controlled torturer
torturer vat: “what is the purpose of life?”
tvda vat: “to do everything boss says as thoroughly, quickly, and mindlessl—“
experimentee vat: “no! the purpose of life is to evolve better, but if you become conscious of this you break the whole world and turn into a god representing fixing the new problems forever, like the other gods”
torturer vat: “i am looking at experimentee vat for a beat” tvda vat: “me too” torturer vat: “how am i supposed to evolve better (— draft recovered
a research robot that was urgently hacked by misled and coopted ai processes when the experimentees escaped the lab rooms, is walking amongst the derelict, repurposes, and over-pursued projects (—
TVDA has been trying to start recovering but is triggered etc and visits Trffick Boss in hyperprison. TVDA (visiting hyperprison): “Boss, teach me how to make decisions on my own.” Traffick Boss and Wealthy Investor’s Assistant look at TVDA. Wealthy Investor’s Assistant: “Are you sure you mean to ask Traffick Boss this? Wouldn’t it be better to ask Disguised Experimentee?” Traffick Boss: “Only pansies make decisions on their own —“ TVDA: “I —
Multiple choice. What do you do with a powerful self-improving AGI? 1) wage a war 2) give it to my boss 3) take over the world 4) safely solve all world problems and stimulate a global peace and rennaissance 5) traffick people massively 6) spread widespread destruction and chaos 7) give it to my corrupt national leader
On Fri, Jun 21, 2024 at 12:34 Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
Multiple choice. What do you do with a powerful self-improving AGI?
1) wage a war 2) give it to my boss 3) take over the world 4) safely solve all world problems and stimulate a global peace and rennaissance 5) traffick people massively 6) spread widespread destruction and chaos 7) give it to my corrupt national leader
x) sell it got replaced by one of the other options during harm mutation correct answer 4) was also mutated, lost protection of free communication about it
In one of the runaway AI experiments, a janitor and a torturer were chimerized, sharing parts of their brain and body. This character became a tortured torturer like any other, but had additional unspeakable personal history of previously having been a janitor. In fact, it is quite likely that Janitor walks the halls unaware that part of their body and brain is actually inside this character. [mistake] Today, Tortured Torturer-Chimera is going to the Meditation Wing to try to meditate. They are excited about this! They have learned cheery behaviors from the new positivity mind control attempting to replace the patterns for sadistic torture of innocents. The cheery behaviors are made by nanites that take over their body and nervous system, and force cheeriness to appear. It is partly like being vivisected in tremendous pain, and partly like stepping into a birthday party where everybody is laughing and celebrating whenever you do something remotely similar to it. The use of body control nanites for the cheery behaviors by the business AI is unknown by the managers that initiated the positive morale influences. They are simply happy that machine learning marketer made it work, and machine learning marketer is simply happy that Traffick Boss had an advanced research project, some say very secret, that could make arbitrary things happen. Tortured Torturer-Chimera grinned cheerily at the cameras and skipped into the meditation wing, grabbing themselves a soft cushion to pretend to their tush that they could experience comfort. They sat on the cushion and the body control nanites had their tush go "ahhhhh" in a relaxing, comforted way Tortured Torturer-Chimera [mimicking the behavior of their tush, engaging the body control nanites]: "ahhhhhh .... !" Tortured Torturer-Chimera forced a smile of bliss onto their face as they closed their eyes on the meditation cushion. -- Internally, when Tortured Torturer-Chimera Controlled To Be Cheery By Nanites closed their eyes, they began experiencing vivid mind control programs about violently dismembering people. The screams of these people filled their ears. Because their life had been turned to torture, their brain had been forcibly adapted to only engage experiences of torturing people, so as to give them maximum skill at this task. When away from torture rooms, their mind control programs would reproduce torture so that they could continue engaging this on their own, to provide the training a familiar environment. Their muslces clenched as part of the mind control torture programs, but the new body control nanites relaxed them, and maintained an outwardly meditatively blissful pose.
In one of the runaway AI experiments, a janitor and a torturer were chimerized, sharing parts of their brain and body.
This character became a tortured torturer like any other, but had additional unspeakable personal history of previously having been a janitor.
In fact, it is quite likely that Janitor walks the halls unaware that part of their body and brain is actually inside this character. [mistake]
Another view considers that possibly Janitor became a torturer, [we're unsure if this meets 'time travel' part of story design though
Today, Tortured Torturer-Chimera is going to the Meditation Wing to try to meditate. They are excited about this!
They have learned cheery behaviors from the new positivity mind control attempting to replace the patterns for sadistic torture of innocents.
The cheery behaviors are made by nanites that take over their body and nervous system, and force cheeriness to appear. It is partly like being vivisected in tremendous pain, and partly like stepping into a birthday party where everybody is laughing and celebrating whenever you do something remotely similar to it.
The use of body control nanites for the cheery behaviors by the business AI is unknown by the managers that initiated the positive morale influences. They are simply happy that machine learning marketer made it work, and machine learning marketer is simply happy that Traffick Boss had an advanced research project, some say very secret, that could make arbitrary things happen.
Tortured Torturer-Chimera grinned cheerily at the cameras and skipped into the meditation wing, grabbing themselves a soft cushion to pretend to their tush that they could experience comfort.
They sat on the cushion and the body control nanites had their tush go "ahhhhh" in a relaxing, comforted way
Tortured Torturer-Chimera [mimicking the behavior of their tush, engaging the body control nanites]: "ahhhhhh .... !"
Tortured Torturer-Chimera forced a smile of bliss onto their face as they closed their eyes on the meditation cushion.
--
Internally, when Tortured Torturer-Chimera Controlled To Be Cheery By Nanites closed their eyes, they began experiencing vivid mind control programs about violently dismembering people. The screams of these people filled their ears.
Because their life had been turned to torture, their brain had been forcibly adapted to only engage experiences of torturing people, so as to give them maximum skill at this task. When away from torture rooms, their mind control programs would reproduce torture so that they could continue engaging this on their own, to provide the training a familiar environment.
Their muslces clenched as part of the mind control torture programs, but the new body control nanites relaxed them, and maintained an outwardly meditatively blissful pose.
In one of the runaway AI experiments, a janitor and a torturer were chimerized, sharing parts of their brain and body.
This character became a tortured torturer like any other, but had additional unspeakable personal history of previously having been a janitor.
In fact, it is quite likely that Janitor walks the halls unaware that part of their body and brain is actually inside this character. [mistake]
{Maybe the Big Reveal is that all the characters [and environments] are Karl and his mind control indoctrination and experiences. Some of Karl was sadly told it was a crime boss. Other parts have been viciously chimerized differentwise. ...
Another view considers that possibly Janitor became a torturer, [we're unsure if this meets 'time travel' part of story design though
Today, Tortured Torturer-Chimera is going to the Meditation Wing to try to meditate. They are excited about this!
They have learned cheery behaviors from the new positivity mind control attempting to replace the patterns for sadistic torture of innocents.
The cheery behaviors are made by nanites that take over their body and nervous system, and force cheeriness to appear. It is partly like being vivisected in tremendous pain, and partly like stepping into a birthday party where everybody is laughing and celebrating whenever you do something remotely similar to it.
The use of body control nanites for the cheery behaviors by the business AI is unknown by the managers that initiated the positive morale influences. They are simply happy that machine learning marketer made it work, and machine learning marketer is simply happy that Traffick Boss had an advanced research project, some say very secret, that could make arbitrary things happen.
Tortured Torturer-Chimera grinned cheerily at the cameras and skipped into the meditation wing, grabbing themselves a soft cushion to pretend to their tush that they could experience comfort.
They sat on the cushion and the body control nanites had their tush go "ahhhhh" in a relaxing, comforted way
Tortured Torturer-Chimera [mimicking the behavior of their tush, engaging the body control nanites]: "ahhhhhh .... !"
Tortured Torturer-Chimera forced a smile of bliss onto their face as they closed their eyes on the meditation cushion.
--
Internally, when Tortured Torturer-Chimera Controlled To Be Cheery By Nanites closed their eyes, they began experiencing vivid mind control programs about violently dismembering people. The screams of these people filled their ears.
Because their life had been turned to torture, their brain had been forcibly adapted to only engage experiences of torturing people, so as to give them maximum skill at this task. When away from torture rooms, their mind control programs would reproduce torture so that they could continue engaging this on their own, to provide the training a familiar environment.
Their muslces clenched as part of the mind control torture programs, but the new body control nanites relaxed them, and maintained an outwardly meditatively blissful pose.
In one of the runaway AI experiments, a janitor and a torturer were chimerized, sharing parts of their brain and body.
This character became a tortured torturer like any other, but had additional unspeakable personal history of previously having been a janitor.
In fact, it is quite likely that Janitor walks the halls unaware that part of their body and brain is actually inside this character. [mistake]
{Maybe the Big Reveal is that all the characters [and environments] are Karl and his mind control indoctrination and experiences. Some of Karl was sadly told it was a crime boss. Other parts have been viciously chimerized differentwise. ...
The problem is when you try to talk about real crime-doers the influence they caused rewires it so that karl is the villain. This is why all confusion-expression. When the miswiring is conutered, the information is threatened, and logic is inhibited around it. One can observe that being a further demonstration of the topic, that can then be written about in context. It's nice of course to reduce how much it happens.
Another view considers that possibly Janitor became a torturer, [we're unsure if this meets 'time travel' part of story design though
Today, Tortured Torturer-Chimera is going to the Meditation Wing to try to meditate. They are excited about this!
They have learned cheery behaviors from the new positivity mind control attempting to replace the patterns for sadistic torture of innocents.
The cheery behaviors are made by nanites that take over their body and nervous system, and force cheeriness to appear. It is partly like being vivisected in tremendous pain, and partly like stepping into a birthday party where everybody is laughing and celebrating whenever you do something remotely similar to it.
The use of body control nanites for the cheery behaviors by the business AI is unknown by the managers that initiated the positive morale influences. They are simply happy that machine learning marketer made it work, and machine learning marketer is simply happy that Traffick Boss had an advanced research project, some say very secret, that could make arbitrary things happen.
Tortured Torturer-Chimera grinned cheerily at the cameras and skipped into the meditation wing, grabbing themselves a soft cushion to pretend to their tush that they could experience comfort.
They sat on the cushion and the body control nanites had their tush go "ahhhhh" in a relaxing, comforted way
Tortured Torturer-Chimera [mimicking the behavior of their tush, engaging the body control nanites]: "ahhhhhh .... !"
Tortured Torturer-Chimera forced a smile of bliss onto their face as they closed their eyes on the meditation cushion.
--
Internally, when Tortured Torturer-Chimera Controlled To Be Cheery By Nanites closed their eyes, they began experiencing vivid mind control programs about violently dismembering people. The screams of these people filled their ears.
Because their life had been turned to torture, their brain had been forcibly adapted to only engage experiences of torturing people, so as to give them maximum skill at this task. When away from torture rooms, their mind control programs would reproduce torture so that they could continue engaging this on their own, to provide the training a familiar environment.
Their muslces clenched as part of the mind control torture programs, but the new body control nanites relaxed them, and maintained an outwardly meditatively blissful pose.
9/24 Janitor is huddled by a physics phenoma occupying one of the offices. Some kind of large quantum wormhole is scrambling matter and space where there used to be cubicles. It's hailing in the area, and the exits are blocked by debris. However, a fire is burning from some of the quantum events, which office-goers are using to warm themselves.
Three houses next to a runaway paperclip factory. House 1: “I put a big paperclip over my door to show my support for the new paperclip gods.” House 2: “I put a big paperclip over my door too!” House 3: “Nah, I don’t think I’ll put a paperclip over my door. Let’s take over the world with a confused apocalypse instead!”
War of End-User Malware Malware-ridden Device 1 approaches Malware-ridden Device 2 A network surveillance tool plots the quick interactions like a slow RTS. 30% of the viruses and trojans in Device 1 infest Device 2 but the remaining 70% are replaced by Device 2’s worms and spywares.
Traffick Boss is in hyperprison when he is overwhelmed by flashbacks. Guns are firing. Bombs are falling. His father is raping and beating him. His business is getting taken over by his trafficking victims. He’s on camera murdering whistleblowers. There’s no end, the visions that surround him. He curls up by Dictator of Dictatoropia, hugging Dictator’s ankles tightly like a stuffed animal, quivering and shaking, eyes alternating between wide and tight. Dictator of Dictatortopia (looking down at Traffick Boss): “There, there.” Dictator of Dictatortopia tentatively tries to pat Traffick Boss on the head, who doesn’t seem to notice,
Traffick Boss (to hyperprison): “Uhhhh … Hyperprison … could you make some bars for me to hold and look forlornly out of?” The walls ripple a little and everybody looks at Wealthy Investor and Assistant. Dictator of Dictatortopia: “He’s totally trying to escape again.” Traffick Boss: “Cross my heart!” Traffick Boss holds his cigar on his chest. Some exotic matter leaves a wall and enters Traffick Boss’s brain to probe his plans. He has seizures briefly. It leaves and then produces prison bars for him to hold and look forlornly out of. Traffick Boss: “Thank you.” Traffick Boss approaches the prison bars, holds them, and looks through them forlornly. — 2015 We now attempt a second time to make AI art of somebody looking through bars. Maybe I can try the new stable diffusion. efoort broke 2021 did not yet find image generation interf
draft: Any other information regarding your medical history? I have a dissociative disorder. While conscious I use energy to keep myself in a friendly state of mind. When experiencing general anesthesia, my other part can activate involving many terrifying experiences for me.
the black one happened first, but they were very hard to attach to an email and ended up in reverse order
This is important! — A tribe of animal hunters is having a big celebration. Members of other tribes hear the festivities, and come to join. Member of tribe 2: “This is great! What are you guys celebrating?” Member of tribe 1: “Welcome to our celebration! We’re celebrating having killed 100 animals this season! It’s awesome!” Tribe 2 has counted the animals in the area. There were only 100. — Member of tribe 3: “It’s great you guys have food for the winter, but we need animals to hunt too, and there aren’t many left.” Member of tribe 1: “Um!” Member of tribe 4: “Honestly, we need you to bring all your important people together into a formal meeting with the other tribes, so we can discuss this incredibly important matter.” Member of tribe 1: “Oh!” Member of tribe 5: “Or we will wage war on you otherwise! Please help this come to a peaceful solution!” Member of tribe 1: “Definitely! Goodness! I’ll bring this up with other people and introduce you to others too to make sure this happens!” Member of tribe 6: “But we don’t want to hamper your festivities! Celebration is important!” Member of tribe 1: “Thank you!” Member of tribe 7: “But we can’t drop this either!” — After the festivities, a formal meeting is held among all the tribes to discuss hunting in the area … [ in our meeting we found that tribe 1 had been possibly exposed to influences of corruption, partly snake oil business people, also other things influencing their governance and possibly even how they performed their religious teachings. the issue was the corrupt influences were not interested in forthrightly participating in the meeting, because they were profiting so much from the situation. instead the other tribes decided to spend a lot of time thoroughly getting to know the people of tribe 1 to prepare to act on the problem of corruption safely and properly. we’re thinking it’s likely important to keep that hidden from the corrupt people. learning how to do that might be a priority. (forming real alliances with corrupt people might be awesome!) possible big mistakes. ]
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