On Sun, Apr 26, 2026 at 01:27:42PM -0400, funkymail via cypherpunks wrote:
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A. i got crucial detail on of my many "introjected" controll+harassment patterns, this one says "you don't get to do that. I think it might come from a caste society with enforced caste behaviors. One of its prominent preventions for me is independent research, a common trait of cypherpunks list.
regarding A, my "litmus" project was the telehealth heartbeat measurer. I wanted to optimize the ICA algorithm for mobile [uhm? ] and uhhh "you don't get to do this" landed there big at one point (this was years after me taking linear algebra classes 3 times to rebuild matrix concepts in me; i liked the mit courseware one the best) which is why it's easy for me to remember the phrase, big topic associarion.
So i thought it could be interesting to maybe try that in public/"public" [again] a little, with an eye to the idea that "you don't get to do this" could have been from a foreign caste society with tight control, like north korea or something dunno. what tightly controlled societies have behavioral castes?
anyway, as i mention it i go through other big influences that could make the behavior totally different, but it's a really big internal influence for me, it may survive that stuff
some inhibition now. my system may pick different inhibitions for hearbeat app work here. really intense;:s :s
ahhhhhhh eeeeeek ikes i might try this in neomutt even with issues i dunno ahhhh we're not ready omigod cab't we make neomutt work again?
test send from neomutt-as-is
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test 2, i'll try a self-reply here
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