[ot][personal] talk with ai or self

[Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many]

i am experiencing heavy dissociation associated with a part of me
trying to crash on my mother’s couch and behave grossly for inhumanely
long.

i related a little near this dissociation and was shown another part
of me may be trying to stimulate horrifically torturous
mind-shattering visions which are being hidden from me.