[ot][wrong] Please let me sleep outdoors in the coldest winter. Was: Re: PLEASE LET ME SLEEP OUTDOORS

[Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many]

>>>>>>>>> 2022-06-09 - i started logging publicly to the list again. i
>>>>>>>>> started
>>>>>>>>> by just logging time spent on planning and thinking about it.
>>>>>>>>> after
>>>>>>>>> two attempts i was able to do it rather than think about it, with
>>>>>>>>> effort.
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>> 2022-06-09 0456 ET: [x] 10 seconds cold water after warm water,
>>>>>>>>> hard
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>> 2022-06-10 1223 ET: [x] 10 seconds warm, 10 seconds cold. easy.
>>>>>>>>> food after.
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>> 2022-06-11 0553 [X] 10 warm 10 cold with food
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>> 2022-06-11 1247 [x] 10w 10c food easy
>>>>>>>
>>>>>> 2022-06-12 0217 [x] 9w 11c food after medium-easy
>>>>>>
>>>>> 2022-06-12 0848 [x] 8w 13c food after medium-easy
>>>>>
>>>>>> 2022-06-12 1852 [x] long w 13c food after medium-easy
>>>>
>>> 2022-06-13 0922 [x] 8w 13c food after medium-hard
>>>
>> 2022-06-13 1851 [x] long w 13c food after medium-hard
>>
> 2022-06-14 0702 [x] medium w 13c with food

2022-06-14 2019 [x] 8/20w 13/31c food after, medium-easy

i counted to 8 under warm water, and this took about 20 seconds.
i counted to 13 under cold water, and this took about 31 seconds.

i was wearing an eeg headband (not turned on, just wearing :D), and
forgot to take it off or protect it from the water, which is somewhat
sad. might be ok though.

there's some delay between water and food today, i started making it
and it's still cooking. i'll likely have a snack.

earlier i set up a place outside to do this. i have not tried it yet.

regarding timespan, it seems to matter more what i think than what is
real, at this stage, unsure. [learning how many seconds a count is]