[OT] It's a good day to... :D
Learn LOLCode, yay!!! ;D https://www.codecademy.com/learn/learn-lolcode Love you, dear all. Hope everyone is doing pretty good and feeling gorgeous! Be well, be happy, and take care, please. <3 <3 <3 (Nah, this wish isn't a April's Fool prank. Really love you all and miss your fun comments on this list. Being sincere, I love you all *less* ZH, but I do still *not* wish his death or something similar, what is a good thing, hahahaha!! Live and let live! ;) Ceci <3 ---------- Loving. Caring. Sharing. Being Excellent To Each Other And To Our Hackerspace. <3 ---------- "Don't let anyone rob you of your imagination, your creativity, or your curiosity. It's your place in the world; it's your life. Go on and do all you can with it, and make it the life you want to live." - Mae Jemison
Loving the optimism and positivity. But I wish someone could help me? As Nick Szabo hasn’t been replying to my messages. I’ve been waiting for a critical email from him which would improve my life situation a lot. It’s frankly driven me to the edge of suicide. I don’t know how mich longer I can resist the urge to self harm. Best, someone people used to care about ‐‐‐‐‐‐‐ Original Message ‐‐‐‐‐‐‐ On Monday, April 1, 2019 10:46 PM, Cecilia Tanaka <cecilia.tanaka@gmail.com> wrote:
Learn LOLCode, yay!!! ;D
Love you, dear all. Hope everyone is doing pretty good and feeling gorgeous! Be well, be happy, and take care, please. <3 <3 <3
(Nah, this wish isn't a April's Fool prank. Really love you all and miss your fun comments on this list. Being sincere, I love you all *less* ZH, but I do still *not* wish his death or something similar, what is a good thing, hahahaha!! Live and let live! ;)
Ceci <3 ---------- Loving. Caring. Sharing. Being Excellent To Each Other And To Our Hackerspace. <3 ---------- "Don't let anyone rob you of your imagination, your creativity, or your curiosity. It's your place in the world; it's your life. Go on and do all you can with it, and make it the life you want to live." - Mae Jemison
Hi, kamoshi! Sorry, I am terribly late with the reading of all my lists, even the favorite ones. I didn't read your previous messages and also Nick's ones yet. Sincerely ask your pardon for answering without knowing you and your problems. Please, do not harm yourself. Already tried the suicide and, well, it won't bring real inner peace, even when you feel pain and despair. Sometimes, I do know very well, the pain is bigger, much stronger than us... and we feel so hurtful and exhausted of all the things and people... But I swear it is *not* the best choice. May I write to you in private tomorrow? I will be a little bit busy tonight. In any case, I strongly recommend to search for specialized support, dear. Take care, boy. Live and make this world better, happier, fairer for all. Tender kisses and hugs, c.
On Mon, Apr 1, 2019, 18:12 kamoshi <kamoshi@protonmail.com> wrote: Loving the optimism and positivity. But I wish someone could help me? As
Nick Szabo hasn’t been replying to my messages.
Hi, kid! Hope you are doing good and feeling better! :D Why do you want to talk with Nick Szabo, my dear? Do you think he is Satoshi Nakamoto or something similar? My dear boy, only he knows the truth and he would never answer to anyone about this subject. Do not feel rejected or sad only for this reason, please. (Hey, my cute pumpkin! Do you think is Szabo the guy? ;) "My cute pumpkin" is grarpamp, Kamoshi. He is my best friend for talking about 'bitchcoins', 'shitcoins', and similar subjects here. And he is also my musical pumpkin, but we have a lot of other awesome musical friends here... #love <3 I’ve been waiting for a critical email from him which would improve my life
situation a lot. It’s frankly driven me to the edge of suicide. I don’t know how mich longer I can resist the urge to self harm.
Best, someone people used to care about
Hey, Kamoshi, you did receive an answer from Mirimir, my best imaginary friend here, a few months ago! Could you show a little more of respect for his search and time, please? I do love him really a lot! <3 He doesn't exist in the "real life", but has a big and tender heart... And a f*cking amazing brain! Wow, really love this guy very, very, very much!!! <3 Please, do not harm yourself and learn to love the whole world's awesomeness, my dear Kamoshi. It will save you! ;) Take care and be well, boy. Keep your hopes, do *not* kill yourself, live and be happy... And, if possible, always share your happiness with this sad world. Living is not easy, but it can be fun as a f*ck, wow!!! :D Tender kisses and hugs from Brazil! <3 Ceci, late... Sorry! :P PS: - Are you a real "nihonjin" or just another guy who knows Japanese much better than me? Hahahaha!!! ;D
On 04/03/2019 01:43 PM, Cecilia Tanaka wrote:
On Mon, Apr 1, 2019, 18:12 kamoshi <kamoshi@protonmail.com> wrote:
Loving the optimism and positivity. But I wish someone could help me? As
Nick Szabo hasn’t been replying to my messages.
Hi, kid! Hope you are doing good and feeling better! :D
Yes, indeed :) <SNIP>
Hey, Kamoshi, you did receive an answer from Mirimir, my best imaginary friend here, a few months ago! Could you show a little more of respect for his search and time, please? I do love him really a lot! <3
Very sweet, Ceci. But I don't remember anything from Kamoshi. Not that my memory is so great anymore. So Kamoshi, please ask again.
He doesn't exist in the "real life", but has a big and tender heart... And a f*cking amazing brain! Wow, really love this guy very, very, very much!!! <3
I love you, Ceci <3
Please, do not harm yourself and learn to love the whole world's awesomeness, my dear Kamoshi. It will save you! ;)
Take care and be well, boy. Keep your hopes, do *not* kill yourself, live and be happy... And, if possible, always share your happiness with this sad world. Living is not easy, but it can be fun as a f*ck, wow!!! :D
Please remember that thoughts, feelings and circumstances are ephemeral. But that death is very likely forever. I'll probably kill myself. But only when I'd otherwise be facing months of unmitigated pain.
Tender kisses and hugs from Brazil! <3
And from erehwon, too <3 <SNIP>
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