Re: [ot][spam][wrong] karl's attempt to go outdoors or change his name

I'm having trouble controlling my body and am worried I may go indoors. I usually stay indoors for a couple weeks, when I do. I have a few little twigs in my hand to remind me to gather more tinder. I would like to have to use forceful effort and changing dissociation less, right now, to protect part of my mind. I'm just standing here, a little confused, as often goes. I have yet to get inside my sleeping bag successfully this week or two. It would be good to gather more tinder.