I'm having trouble controlling my body and am worried I may go indoors.  I usually stay indoors for a couple weeks, when I do.

I have a few little twigs in my hand to remind me to gather more tinder.

I would like to have to use forceful effort and changing dissociation less, right now, to protect part of my mind.

I'm just standing here, a little confused, as often goes.

I have yet to get inside my sleeping bag successfully this week or two.

It would be good to gather more tinder.