karl3＠writeme.com wrote:
karl3＠writeme.com wrote:
karl3＠writeme.com wrote: karl3＠writeme.com wrote: ok >( maybe i'll try to work on the blimp despite inhibition >( i have wrist pain atm resonating with a confusion around wiring the part has [negative judgement?] around my attempts to wire motors together with off-the-shelf stuff i actually cut my hand with the wire strippers (repeatedly (i am very experienced with wire strippers but the parts having my fingers bend the wr--)) and took a break for the bloo when i go to do the wiring my hands start moving backwards from how i tell them (there is a neuropsych term for this i don't quite remember it, but it's dissociative (FND i suppose) when it relates to other things rather than being constant)) i had really intense days the past few days, bad things active more. rarely intense beyond-nightmares a night or two ago if we really want a blimp i could maybe just kinda pursue it steadily one idea is going to a store and getting wire, i had settled on repurposing broken wires since i didn't quickly find good wire, which is slower. even if i don't find good wire i could buy some product with a lot of the same wire to repurpose so that the work is more consistent and clear (like an ethernet cable, those have a lot of consistent skinny wires in them all the same gauge) i could also order things to prepare later regarding a blimp prototype, a local concern is the lack of a good lifting situation. on my purchasing day i got mylar balloons and helium, but these will only stay up for a few days on their own pursuing synthesis of hydrogen could help, it permeates more slowly. still just taking notes atm though. worried about blimp influencers could get injured by the influence associated with my backward-moving-hands or beyond-nightmares :s
one of the fun things about blimp was i recently reorganized car in preparation for stay at crisis unit or partial hospitalization program i put all the blimp project stuff in a rugged box i had intended for my clothes and forgot had that intent around, expect for the hydrogen which didn't fit, so the hydrogen is tossed near it in trunk i've since taken the motor stuff out and it's spread around on floor. i took the solar panel out to test power but it's just a heavy thing with a usb port so should go back