karl3＠writeme.com wrote:
ok >( maybe i'll try to work on the blimp despite inhibition >(
i have wrist pain atm resonating with a confusion around wiring
the part has [negative judgement?] around my attempts to wire motors together with off-the-shelf stuff
i actually cut my hand with the wire strippers (repeatedly (i am very experienced with wire strippers but the parts having my fingers bend the wr--)) and took a break for the bloo
when i go to do the wiring my hands start moving backwards from how i tell them (there is a neuropsych term for this i don't quite remember it, but it's dissociative (FND i suppose) when it relates to other things rather than being constant)) i had really intense days the past few days, bad things active more. rarely intense beyond-nightmares a night or two ago