On Tue, Oct 21, 2025 at 7:52 AM Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:
[further trauma boss thread dropped associated with technical issues]
[torture victim double agent was walking back from an exciting no kings day protest with his “rebel” and bosscorp friends when he started hearing voices.
he would hear torturer and control trauma boss muttering to him as he walked. “‘no kings’, eh?” “oh! ‘no kings’…!”
torture victim double agent’s voices: “dictator of dictatortopia wants us to quell another rebellion … something about ‘no kings’ … he’d like all the organizers and attendees deniably poisoned. this seems like a good simple one for some new workers to board on …”
suddenly torture victim double agent turns a corner into an alley, and he didn’t turn corner, he walked through a door to a torture room from bosscorp. there’s torturer, right in front of torturer victim double agent, in a torture room that used to be an alley.
torturer (tvda’s hallucination): “torture victim double agent, what will control trauma boss think when he learns that you want to murder him?”
notes: of course people tortured unimaginably would naturally have a concept of harming their harmer, as well as it being an intriguing rebel thread, and these could be present as flashbacks or such possibly, this isn’t where tvda’s focus is right here. tvda is thinking that attending the no kings event could be similar to, basically the same as, murdering his cult leader, his king (control trauma boss). his self-punishment doctrine is triggering.
tvda didn’t know he wanted to murder trauma boss, but his experiences of being driven into altered states of consciousness at the hands of torturer have left him habitually extremely suggestible. he’s terrified of being tortured by control trauma boss for wanting to murder him. surely anything torturer could do would be better than what control trauma boss would.
[this above is a description of parts of the self-punishment doctrine situation, roughly flashback parts]
torture victim double agent crumples before torturer, ready to be tortured for wanting to murder trauma boss. voices continue as he breathes garbage and old urine. “no kings day is a psyop for catching kings we’re torturing…” —…[
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rebel worker 5 and disguised experimentee come along from the no kings day event and see torture victim double agent head-first in a garbage receptacle, twitching and spasming and muttering about boss.
rebel worker 5: “goodness!”
disguised experimentee: “torture victim double agent!”
disguised experimentee goes to pull tvda out and rebel worker 5 comes to help. tvda is yanked onto the sidewalk and sits there in a powerfully clear daze, spirals for eyes.
tvda: “boss will help us if we are murder kings …”
disguised experimentee: “no!”
tvda: “no! we can’t murder kings!” tvda shakes his head
disguised experimentee picks up tvda (hiding some telekinesis) and shakes him, looking into his spiral eyes assertively
disguised experimentee: “we can’t help kings and boss murder rebels!”
tvda [looking at disguised experimentee with spiral eyes dawning realization]: “we can’t help boss! we need to help rebelsA”
disguised experimentee [hefting tvda and marching]: “murder boss! no kings!”
notes: tvda is slung over disguised experimenter’s shoulder, lightened by telekinesis
rebel worker 5 [marching]: “no kings! eat the rich!”
tvda flops like a fish out of water, having pseudo seizures while comforted by disguised experimentee
the second scene is considered a fun scene for potential interactive media. you see tvda stuck head first in a garbage receptacle, what do you do? I am trying to use internet technology less, though. (value for scene might be to build lots of concepts around coming out of bad states of mind. could be engaged other ways too!)