slave boss is in hyperprison and he is crying [mistake?]
slave boss: [sniffle! bawl! sob!]
"slave boss why are you crying?"
slave boss [through tears]: "because i am in prison!"
speaker looks left, right "i thought slave boss never cried and didn't believe in crying"
slave boss [through sobs]: "that's true!"
slave boss [sobbing]: "but when i am in prison it can kind of break through, you know? and i might cry myself to sleep?" [possible mistake]
slave boss [frustrated]: "how am i supposed to dominate the world in a badass manner when i am in prison?"
slave boss: [part dropped] [crying]
speaker "poor slave boss!"
"you shouldn't be condemned to be sad!"
slave boss: "well i wasn't very nice to people. it was kind of a gamble."
speaker "well others of us want to cry, too, and didn't try to enslave everybody on the planet in a humiliating and deadly way."
"so let's try to sort this out"
slave boss: "oh! i am not sobbing because slave boss was put in prison"
slave boss: "i am sobbing because i was kidnapped by slave boss and forced to be his body!"
slave boss: "and now because he is in prison i get to cry :D"
"the control pattern is loosening because slave isn't slaving and bossing. it can give some flexibility that can heal hearts lost deep in hell."
[couple small things dropped]
deep in hell lies a shattered and oppressed heart, broken into dust and stomped on and pooped on and condemned to be deep inside hell forever
but a dawn rises and sunbeams sparkle on a smidge of a heart, poking out of hell into a virgin wilderness, looking this way or that, breathing morning life into a shred of ancient hopelessness
(the heart shred drifting out of hell is not likely to be virgin, and simil-- but the morning sun and dew show a newness compared to pillars of hellfire that bears appreciation or safet--
[we are still having severe internal experiences (unfettered introject punishm--) this morning after OA/AI weirdnessish yesterday