Today my therapist repeatedly changed his tune on different things. He said he was a man of integrity and honesty. I asked him about a time I thought he had said he could not help me with human trafficking. He said he thought he had said the opposite, I said I remembered he had said he meant he could not help me traffick people, but he definitely wanted to protect and empower me. He said he had spoken with many rough people and often had to respond to people who thought it would be normal to do horrible things. I repeated that okay, he had said he thought I had wanted to traffick people, and he said he had never said that. He said I was misunderstanding him. I asked how and he just said I was. I was very confused because I was having to memorize things across different dissociations to respond to him appropriately. I said he said he was a man of integrity and honesty. He said he wasn’t, that he sometimes didn’t do things that great and had people he went to in those times to help, and that that was why he was a man of integrity and honesty. I was confused. Later I said to him, so you can help me with human trafficking, and he said no he couldn’t: which he had said he said the opposite to when I thought I had broght it up. He said that if I experienced trauma from going through something rough, that he could help me adjust to that. I said maybe recover from rather than adjust to, and he said maybe. We parted in a friendly manner. The expression above is not clear but it is helpful to me to write it.