karl3＠writeme.com wrote:
karl3＠writeme.com wrote:
ok >( maybe i'll try to work on the blimp despite inhibition >( i have wrist pain atm resonating with a confusion around wiring the part has [negative judgement?] around my attempts to wire motors together with off-the-shelf stuff i actually cut my hand with the wire strippers (repeatedly (i am very experienced with wire strippers but the parts having my fingers bend the wr--)) and took a break for the bloo when i go to do the wiring my hands start moving backwards from how i tell them (there is a neuropsych term for this i don't quite remember it, but it's dissociative (FND i suppose) when it relates to other things rather than being constant))
i had really intense days the past few days, bad things active more. rarely intense beyond-nightmares a night or two ago
if we really want a blimp i could maybe just kinda pursue it steadily one idea is going to a store and getting wire, i had settled on repurposing broken wires since i didn't quickly find good wire, which is slower. even if i don't find good wire i could buy some product with a lot of the same wire to repurpose so that the work is more consistent and clear (like an ethernet cable, those have a lot of consistent skinny wires in them all the same gauge) i could also order things to prepare later regarding a blimp prototype, a local concern is the lack of a good lifting situation. on my purchasing day i got mylar balloons and helium, but these will only stay up for a few days on their own pursuing synthesis of hydrogen could help, it permeates more slowly. still just taking notes atm though.