karl3＠writeme.com wrote:
karl3＠writeme.com wrote:
karl3＠writeme.com wrote: ok >( maybe i'll try to work on the blimp despite inhibition >( i have wrist pain atm resonating with a confusion around wiring the part has [negative judgement?] around my attempts to wire motors together with off-the-shelf stuff i actually cut my hand with the wire strippers (repeatedly (i am very experienced with wire strippers but the parts having my fingers bend the wr--)) and took a break for the bloo when i go to do the wiring my hands start moving backwards from how i tell them (there is a neuropsych term for this i don't quite remember it, but it's dissociative (FND i suppose) when it relates to other things rather than being constant)) i had really intense days the past few days, bad things active more. rarely intense beyond-nightmares a night or two ago if we really want a blimp i could maybe just kinda pursue it steadily one idea is going to a store and getting wire, i had settled on repurposing broken wires since i didn't quickly find good wire, which is slower.
i could maybe make a trip or a subproject out of it, travel to a hardware store and look for wires and connectors :s [i do seem somewhat confused around how to lay something out here , maybe ordering some kind of project kit or something
even if i don't find good wire i could buy some product with a lot of the same wire to repurpose so that the work is more consistent and clear (like an ethernet cable, those have a lot of consistent skinny wires in them all the same gauge)
i could also order things to prepare later
regarding a blimp prototype, a local concern is the lack of a good lifting situation. on my purchasing day i got mylar balloons and helium, but these will only stay up for a few days on their own
pursuing synthesis of hydrogen could help, it permeates more slowly.
still just taking notes atm though.