I would like to apologize to the administrator of the cypherpunks mailing list and any readers who were affected by my attempt to get off the list. I admit that I lost my temper and acted inappropriately. I missed the introductory statement probably because it failed to stand out from all the other 50 messages I received on the first day, and got deleted. I also have never subscribed to a mailing list before so was unfamiliar with conventions for unsubscribing. I lost my temper because all my attempts to get off the list seemed totally ineffectual, I was receiving 30-50 messages a day, and I accidentally deleted some of my other mail in the mass deletions I was doing. I would recommend that mailing list administrators include a small signature with all messages describing how to get off the list for people like me who aren't familiar with conventions and may have missed the introductory message. I would also recommend automation for such a high-volume list so that people can get a quick response. I assumed all along that I was dealing with remailer software, not a human administrator. Of course I knew there was a person responsible for the software, but I assumed it was automated and that since I couldn't seem to get the software to respond I would have to take stronger measures. I'm obviously new to the net and don't know things like how to find a phone number or address for the person responsible for a remailer (I now know thanks to the advice of a cypherpunks reader). What I did whan I felt I had no other recourse was set up a file full of UNSUBSCRIBE messages and put in a loop mailing it to three administrative addresses at toad.com. I let it run for 5 or 10 minutes. I hope all these messages did not go to everyone on the list. I was just trying to get the attention of an administrator. It worked. Please accept my apology for the inconvenience I caused. I acted immaturely. I now know how to get off a mailing list thanks to many helpful responses from cypherpunks readers. It is ironic that my initial futile attempts to get some response by bouncing letters drew vicious flames, but whan I crashed the remailer I got many polite and helpful letters on how to get off mailing lists. I must say that the foul-languaged flames I got from some cypherpunks readers played a major role in my losing my temper. All I did was bounce one days worth of messages not knowing what else to do and boy, did some people go through the roof. After I received numerous letters with four-letter words and other verbal attacks, I sent another message to the two cypherpunks addresses I had requesting for the third or fourth time to be withdrawn from the list. I said that if I did not get any response, I would try to shut- down the remailer. I waited several days and got no response. Enough said. I think I am off your list now so I will get out of your hair.