I have various balances in my mind the psychosis doesn't have instincts
   for respecting.
   Over past week, i accidentally let a mental process into some wrong
   areas, caused further buzzing and vibrating feelings. Took a lot of
   time to limit it to something manageable.
   Another thing that's happened is wide bandwidth tinitis noise within a
   few minutes after waking up, lasting maybe a few hours or until I get
   occupied with something else. This experience replaces previous
   patterns that were much more unpleasant.
   Some of the areas I can refer to in my mind are very dangerous, causing
   cognitive problems if misused. In trying to handle this I have
   occasionally referred to them over the past few years, and it is always
   quite sad, as the psychosis will copy that thinking it is useful for
   something.
   The psychosis seems interested in protecting my mind overtly but
   completely unaware of these other areas that have caused great harm.
   [biggest ones are maybe a handful it engaged from the start altering my
   maturity and intentionality somewhat, misuse of joking for harmful
   choices ...]