this body is sitting up.
   it's fun to be sitting up. when you have unpleasant experiences in a
   particular posture, you can establish associated movements and things,
   and it can get more unpleasant in some ways. another posture helps.
   worried will lay down again soon.
   I was in the middle of participating in a possible pyo3 bug report.
   ball was in my court to reply with tests.
   i'm more paranoid that my weird failures could be from a compromise.
   worried could be hurt by reporting them. kinda confusing.