It is regrettable this thread is all caps and unlabeled with [spam] or
   [ot].
   I received a reply to an email sent with this name, to the name "k".
   Raises more interestingness.
   I might put this goal on hold to recover. It is expressed in an
   aggressive way, showing it's not fully developed, but it's quite
   important.
   Two years ago I was outdoors. Last year I was indoors. This year and
   the end of last year I've been outdoors some, but many of my activities
   of life outdoors aren't happening.
   Time.
   After some time in a hospital, I really decided it would be much nicer
   to be dying homeless than trapped and influenced in those ways. There
   is so much life in the real world. Meaning for everyone.
   But like a child, you still have to escape, somehow.