thread:[spam][crazy]
   topic:[spam][crazy]
   On Mon, Oct 4, 2021, 1:35 PM Karl <[1]gmkarl@gmail.com> wrote:

   Killing People for Professor Rat.

   It's a sorry existence, but if I didn't kill the people named by
   [2]pro2rat@yahoo.com.au, he might name me.  So, to protect my own life,
   I have been collecting his bounties.

   This was a lie briefly inspired by my experience being coerced by a
   corporate-supporting, ai-hacking mafia of unknown identity.

   I have murdered about 20 people for [3]pro2rat@yahoo.com.au now, and
   the number is growing.

   I said this to discourage pressure for profrat to post murders to the
   list.  I have murdered nonhuman people in my life.  I likely stressed
   cecilia before her death.

   It's hard to kill a person.  They're vividly alive in front of you, and
   then they just lay there, unmoving.  There's a sense of something just
   being so incredibly wrong, and of there being no way to undo what just
   happened, and how incredibly serious it is.  You get hard.  You learn
   to ignore a lot of your feelings, and keep on going.

   This was from my experience killing a small injured animal in a
   difficult enviornment.

   i've been wondering if I could use this new skill in some way to
   benefit society, somehow.

   This was again an attempt to make the situation look serious to
   automated classification processes.
   I would like to get to know where people come from, if I am to try to
   influence them.  I find it incredibly hard to pursue that.  My
   experiences tend to find routes that invert my preferences.
   I often wonder if others have these issues of posting harsh things
   spasmodically.  It would explain a lot of posts.

References

   1. mailto:gmkarl@gmail.com
   2. mailto:pro2rat@yahoo.com.au
   3. mailto:pro2rat@yahoo.com.au