It's the night of 9/1, the morning of 9/2, 5:17a and I've been indoors for some hours. I came indoors at night some days ago panicing from a bell's palsy issue. My eye hurt; it got better. Tonight I came in from the rain. My sleeping bag was getting pretty wet. I wasn't managing it well, and I was frustrated with the difficulties controlling my body without a light to see by or a way to keep my things dry. Situation could be eased enough by setting up a raised tarp or clearing the truck out enough to lay down. Right now, it seems over time to go outdoors. The rain has stopped for some time. I can be in my truck, or wear warm thick wool, to be outdoors in the dark wet that is soon to be morning if not already. My resistance parts are exhausted. Really exhausted. 5:21