I'm having trouble controlling my body and am worried I may go
   indoors.  I usually stay indoors for a couple weeks, when I do.
   I have a few little twigs in my hand to remind me to gather more
   tinder.
   I would like to have to use forceful effort and changing dissociation
   less, right now, to protect part of my mind.
   I'm just standing here, a little confused, as often goes.
   I have yet to get inside my sleeping bag successfully this week or two.
   It would be good to gather more tinder.