Mirimir,
   Thank you for your calming-to-read public exchange with Cecilia.

     > of all, I need to learn Japanese again, only after learning more
     about
     > strange surgeries, hahaha!!  ;D
     I don't trust surgeons.

   It is rare to hear this opinion, which I share.  I have been through
   multiple surgeries.
   I was wondering if you have ever heard of patients keeping video of
   their own surgeries, or of keeping their own organs that have been
   removed from their bodies?
   Be well.