On Sat, Jul 11, 2020, 19:35 Mirimir <[1]mirimir@riseup.net> wrote:

     On 07/11/2020 02:08 PM, Cecilia Tanaka wrote:
     Yeah, injuries often suck. But they're also useful feedback. And in
     a way, who we are is the sum of of our scars.

   Yes, I learned to love all my scars, darling.  All of them have a
   history, and are important part of my past, of my life.  I am still
   alive, and promise I will keep myself alive for complete, being exactly
   who I am, Mirimir.

     I'm glad that you're feeling optimistic Ceci :)

   When I don't want to die, living is fascinating, my love.  <3

     It's bad shit, with lots of nasty side effects. Basically it makes
     you crazy: tired,
     confused, aggressive, and suicidal. But don't just stop. That's also
     very dangerous :(

   Are we talking about Z. H. messages, my love?  Oh, please, stop.  It's
   disgusting.  Several brain damages.
   Don't worry, sweetie.  You do need to consider two important facts that
   I will tell you in private.  Believe me, you do absolutely not need to
   worry about my personal security in the moment.  I am pretty healthy,
   pretty sane, and pretty pretty, hahaha!!  ;D
   (I am trying to make you laugh.  Please, smile and/or laugh and relax!)
   Hey, do you have news about Razer?  I do love him and his bad mood...
   And my lovely kitten is disappeared too.  I am missing you, grarpamp.
   Meow, meow...  I confess I love you publicly.  Come back, please.

     Yeah, fermentation in sealed containers can be too exciting.

   There are little pieces of glass shining everywhere...  And fermented
   cabbage stinking more than my English, la la la...  ;D

     Medical systems and pharmaceutical firms need better legal
     oversight,
     for sure. As you know from experience.

   Unfortunately, I need to tell you disgusting things in private.  :-/
   Oh, my parents do still not know about my next steps because...  well,
   I do love them more than my life, but I do absolutely not need people
   panicking now.  I do need peace and concentration for feeling pain,
   studying, reading, writing, being a ghost writer again for paying
   accounts, whatever...  ;)
   And my mom thinks I can read these Japan's History Books easily because
   they are 'Manga for Kids', available for free until 31, August... They
   are written in Japanese only, Mirimir.  :P
   <[2]https://kids-km3.shogakukan.co.jp>
   Pretty cute and interesting, but she can't understand I don't have free
   time enough now for a deep learning until the end of August, uff...
   First of all, I need to learn Japanese again, only after learning more
   about strange surgeries, hahaha!!  ;D
   I do love you, Mirimir.  Keep yourself alive, please.  I do need time
   and "painkillers" that kill only the pain, not me, please.  <3

References

   1. mailto:mirimir@riseup.net
   2. https://kids-km3.shogakukan.co.jp/