Hi, Jim!  Hope you are less stressed now, after opening your heart and
   sharing your fears.
   Sorry for being less 'cecilian' than usual, but I do need to sleep.Â
   Mode sleepy zombie on.  (- _ -)zzzz...
   Please, dear, you will NOT fall ill.  Stop thinking this kind of
   depressing and very stressing thing to avoid psychological and physical
   somatizations, please.
   First of all, with only 61 years old, a guy is not considered "an old
   man" neither in Brazil or Japan.  Really sorry whether it happens in
   USA. Â
   My best friend is 61 years old since the last month.  I have really
   great friends with 72, 88, 92, etc, etc, years old, and I loved to make
   stupid jokes when some of them were 69 years old, hahahaha!!!  ;D
   Also have lots of teenager friends and it's fun to mix the ideas of
   both groups.  Life is funnier when you learn something new all the
   days!  :D
   Well...  You do need to manage better your diabetes.  Sorry for
   saying it, but you should walk around or try biking.  Pardon, you are
   overweight and it is definitely not good for your health, with or
   without coronavirus.
   Control your fears. Try to occupy your mind with good thoughts and fun
   hobbies.  No panic, please.
   I live in a place very famous for being the "Oriental District" of the
   whole country and for being one of the most haunted places of the
   city.  Life is still the same here.  Or death, in the ghosts' case.
   Sincerely?  I have better things to do now instead of becoming sick,
   and I bet you also have much more to do.
   Take care of yourself with tenderness and be well, darling.  Relax and
   be happy, please.  Kisses and hugs!  <3
   Ceci