On Sun, Jan 5, 2020, 13:03 Mirimir <[1]mirimir@riseup.net> wrote:

     <SNIP>
     But I do know that human beauty is fundamentally just something
     that's
     been selected for.

   Mirimir, my love, at least for me, you are the most beautiful person
   here in the whole list.  You are my best "imaginary" friend and I would
   die for you.  The world needs of love and more people like you, not
   like me.
   Do Not Dare To Die Before Me, OK?  Or I will travel and kick your
   coffin until you wake up again.
   (Yep, I know I told Jake the same thing, but he has insomnia and
   nightmares all the nights and days...  Exactly like me.  Living can be
   very traumatic and keeping ourselves alive hurt a lot.)
   Your beauty is in your soul, your kind - and sometimes broken - heart.
   Well, you still have a heart.  My heart is not mine anymore.  When he
   left me alone, he took my heart and dreams with him.
   Lawyers don't have a heart, but I used to have one and the sensation
   was so sweet, warm, and comfortable.  Living was so easy and all the
   days were beautiful, even the catastrophic ones.  I miss my heart and,
   even years ago, I am simply not hurt, my love...  I am dead inside.
   (At least, the outside is still cute, my jokes are still horrible, and
   I am still breathing, hihihi...)
   I love you.  Take care and be well, my dear Mirimir.  It is not about
   "beauty", it is just about love.
   c.
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   Loving.  Caring.  Sharing.  Being Excellent To Each Other And To Our
   Hackerspace.  <3
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   "Don't let anyone rob you of your imagination, your creativity, or your
   curiosity.  It's your place in the world; it's your life.  Go on and do
   all you can with it, and make it the life you want to live."  -  Mae
   Jemison

References

   1. mailto:mirimir@riseup.net