On Sun, Jan 5, 2020, 15:50 Mirimir <[1]mirimir@riseup.net> wrote:

     I don't think that we're all that different. In another 10-20 years,
     you'll be as realistic as I am. You just gotta survive long enough.

   Oh, no, thanks, my dear!  I decline at all, sorry.  I did already live
   enough and had a wonderful, awesome life, even considering some creepy
   and bizarre events here and there...  ;)
   I don't want to live enough for losing completely my faith in the
   humanity.  10 years more crying for my lost broken heart?  Oh, nope!
   Excuse me, my sweet, I prefer to find some of my friends in the hell or
   spending the eternity asking God a lot of "cecilianisms", like "May I
   have a cute pink unicorn who smells like cotton-candy and take
   ice-cream all the days of my death, please?"
   In the last times, being myself is like playing a game in the hardest
   level, without any extra lives, magical powers, cure potions, and with
   lots of f_cking strong enemies everywhere, aff...
   The last years were heavy and I am wasted, really exhausted, Mirimir.
   I will finish some things and say "Bye Bye, Baby!" earlier than you
   think.  I will need two months, maybe two years, who knows?  ;)
   But believe me, never 10 or 20 years.  I have no patience enough for
   it.

References

   1. mailto:mirimir@riseup.net