I have been told alternatively through various means that the act is
   its own reward or that "I thought I would get away with it".

   I have been systematically isolated, and deceived for no logical
   purpose whatsoever. The fact in it self that I have been isolated would
   disprove that I would commit any of the acts I'm accused of, and I
   could only assume those insinuations are solely for the purposes of
   sadism or stupidity to gloat as to their power over me.

   It is prima facie harassment if you make a person aware of an
   investigation against him and do not admit to it.

   Knowledge of this counts as participation,

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