Loving the optimism and positivity. But I wish someone could help me?
   As Nick Szabo hasn’t been replying to my messages. I’ve been waiting
   for a critical email from him which would improve my life situation a
   lot. It’s frankly driven me to the edge of suicide. I don’t know how
   mich longer I can resist the urge to self harm.

   Best, someone people used to care about

   ‐‐‐‐‐‐‐ Original Message ‐‐‐‐‐‐‐

   On Monday, April 1, 2019 10:46 PM, Cecilia Tanaka
   <cecilia.tanaka@gmail.com> wrote:

   Learn LOLCode, yay!!!  ;D
   [1]https://www.codecademy.com/learn/learn-lolcode
   Love you, dear all.  Hope everyone is doing pretty good and feeling
   gorgeous!  Be well, be happy, and take care, please.
     <3  <3  <3
   (Nah, this wish isn't a April's Fool prank.  Really love you all and
   miss your fun comments on this list.  Being sincere, I love you all
   *less* ZH, but I do still *not* wish his death or something similar,
   what is a good thing, hahahaha!!  Live and let live!  ;)
   Ceci  <3
   ----------
   Loving.  Caring.  Sharing.  Being Excellent To Each Other And To Our
   Hackerspace.  <3
   ----------
   "Don't let anyone rob you of your imagination, your creativity, or your
   curiosity.  It's your place in the world; it's your life.  Go on and do
   all you can with it, and make it the life you want to live."  -  Mae
   Jemison

References

   1. https://www.codecademy.com/learn/learn-lolcode