[spam][crazy][fiction][random] Non-Canon MCBoss Spinoffs

[Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many]

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> So, we've learned we likely have a dissociative disorder.
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> The first stage of recoverying from a dissociative disorder is called
> stabilization.
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> We haven't learned a lot about this stage, but I think it involves
> building behaviors that don't cause surprises, and can be continued
> for a while.
> "Stable".
> I suspect these behaviors are used then to find ways to do the basic
> parts of a normal life and the individual's values.
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> Let's read a little ahead in the book on this, and see if there are
> ways that stabilization can respect our patterns and issues?

for list record or reader, this is again the boone/suzette book posted
earlier from google drive
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1xQSzq79yUP9gr0TVRXyV-BXxLhJ2WNhL/view?pli=1
this book doesn't look as gratifying as the miller book, but [it was
seen being sold at the isst-d conference, so it has more trustedness
from that]

>     [is there reward for doing this]
>         [i think food was left away, but we have videogame.]
>     [this behavior fits similar to previous rewarded behaviors :)]
>         [great!]
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>            [you/we are such nice neurons to do this when i am so so confused !!]
> [:D :D :D we hope so !]
> some of us want to brag about this on the spammed list. it's
> 2024-04-17 1739 -0500
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> addendum: some of us suspect the reason stabilization is so hard is
> simply that neurons don't understand that it makes sense to do, maybe
> how and why!