PLEASE LET ME SLEEP OUTDOORS

[Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many]

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Date: Mon, 16 Oct 2023 07:44:15 -0400
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Subject: Re: PLEASE LET ME SLEEP OUTDOORS
From: "Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many"
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On 10/16/23, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
<gmkarl at gmail.com> wrote:
>> my brain is very strongly binding to new habits.
>>
>> i never [learned well to live indoors?] and living outdoors takes
>> practice and experience and extensive extensive time to do with ease
>> and wellness
>>
>> this leaves me in a situation where my life plan of being outdoors is
>> very hard to reach because my habits are binding so strongly to what i
>> do; and i live without skill, in a mess with gross things and injuries
>
> to be more clear about the new habits, i started going through a
> cognitive change where new habits last for a very long time and are
> very hard to change
>
> it is so sad to be forced indoors at such a time. it has a huge huge
> impact.
>