[ot][crazy] loving requests for suicide poetry

[Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many]

i want you to reach for that loaded gun and aim it toward your head

so that when you go to pull the trigger

you will see

how all our hopes and dreams and loves and lives burst forth, every
moment in one single one

and share the bullethole in your wall

after your arm suddenly jerks away

to know how beautiful and precious and perfect every last pain of life
really, really is