[personal][ot][ot][woo][random] casting difficulties as equivalency between spirit and logic was Re: [ot][ot][woo][random] casting

[Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many]

I struggle, holding more conflicts than I am aware of holding, or
think I have the capacity to hold.
I recall the people around me everywhere are struggling in this way too.
I recall it is possibly many living and dead things, possibly their
impact engaging me in ways my mind and body are wired to hold.