[spam][spam][spam] crazy

[Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many]

Thought Email
List: instabilities and worries
Subject: Re: are we traveling to the free robotic prosthesis or not?

it’s for the job we’re here for.
it’s confusing because it has conflicts that leave us mostly spamming.
i think maybe it has a maliciously-shaped model of our behavior and
influence responses.

the spam goal is probably ours, shoved in gaps in the maliciosu thing,
and it’s hard to think about
and then the influences wanted us here for the job or jobs
oh one of the jobs is spamming

ok i think i kind of see it … the people attacking the technicality,
development work, and bipartisanship of the list are claiming the spam
of doing that is not spam, so our interpretation of spamming the list
clashes because they don’t use that word for oppressing its members.
they oppress the members instead by stating and acting as if the list
is about something new in ways that psychologically and influence-wise
deter them.