[ot][journal][personal][crazy] trying to write something clearer :)

[Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many]

reviewing it i’m seeing i could have used git-merge within the
temporary repository and not used git-commit-tree.

i probably didn’t do that to make it easier to break the problem into
simple steps with parts that were easier to remember near each other.
briefly wondering whether it’s memory or whether it’s part of my
thinking influencing other parts of my thinking. either way, coping
strategies for holding things as cognitively simple conceptual parts.