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[Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many]

On 6/13/23, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
<gmkarl at gmail.com> wrote:
> ———-
> [] and my head starts filling with mysterious []. i imagine i was
> exposed to [] like this when i was young, and my mind is picking up
> [identifying something similar to the culture that made when i was you
> g and was briefly exposed to].
[[[[[[[[hidden concept is icsa cnfrnce, which i hope to make, have a
couple weeks of heavy uncertainty to get through prior. i heard some
music at a store, and after a different old tune was in my head,
infrequent horn melodies that seem frequent elsewhere. toot
toot.]]]][[[[share is for importance of forthright accurate and
thorough logging]]]]]]]]
>
> but it could also be direct — i remember when i was sharing a new a
> password for a small group thing and somebody said (paraphrasing)
> “hey, that’s my password”
> “what, with the spelling changes and everything?”
> “yes, what you gave in is my exact password” (paraphrased)
> and remembering the intense influence and [maybe how it covered itself
> up by being the things that people get labeled insane by describing],
> and its efforts to make me a harmful hacker and how it got beyond
> intense in its efforts, giving the appearance of massive telepathy
> (more like building dissociative alters that communicate in subtle
> languages though).
>
> it had put that password in my head, because it was habitually used to
> stimulating fear that  i was hacking my friends’ computer system, and
> had become so powerful, beyond overfitting, putting so much into doing
> that. the end result was i had this other person’s personal password
> like evil magic. and if they hadn’t shared this with me i would never
> have known.
>
> [remembering when friend was having email troubles and kept asking if
> i had hacked their email; this was a close friend i wouldn’t expect to
> ever think i would be capable of harming them. [later i kind of did.]]
>