[ot][spam][crazy][personal] morning journal maybe

[Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many]

i got all tense and it’s hard to do anything
but i’ve stopped happily with semiaddictive behaviors like videogames
so it’s nice to have only things that are a little productive to do

it gets slowly better with time but it’s clear with finesse or
carefulness it could get a lot better very fast. gett8mh one’s self
tense is not helpful.

i’ll probably poke at some computer code!