[ot][crazy][spam][personal] today

[Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many]

for internal clarity a little, i don't believe i am mind controlling
people, rather i think about the impact of my behaviors on others.
it's inhibited from the
normal-thing-that-may-or-may-not-be-mind-control i experienced. the
care for others is associated with "awareness". so it may get
mislabeled as mind control: considering how my behavior impacts the
experiences and behaviors of others.