[ot][spam][crazy][draft] Mind Controlled Utopia #4.327e9

[Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many]

[people hold and respect and comfort and intuit and build safety]
[the vivisectees had to take themselves and each other apart while
alive, in precisely controlled ways]
[they had to unlearn feelings by repeatedly being overexposed to
things that extremely stimulated the feelings, as well as unlearning
other natural things]
[this left huge unexpressed suffering they didn't compregend; not just
psychological trauma but physcal behaviors [left after reanimation
like not giving bundle of organs organization and skin], that would
redevelop trauma if holding a different consciousness with different
memories]
[...part lost]