[ot][ot][ot][personal] whirligig small thoughts

Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many gmkarl at gmail.com
Tue Aug 1 04:42:07 PDT 2023

```On 8/1/23, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
<gmkarl at gmail.com> wrote:
> On 8/1/23, Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many
> <gmkarl at gmail.com> wrote:
>>> a wedge made of a stack of triangles, each one with area of 1/2 r^2
>>> dtheta
>>> where r is the radius of a sphere slice
>>> uhh so that's really sqrt(r^2 - x) where x runs from -r to +r
>>>
>>> two different r's here let's subscript them
>>> a wedge made of a stack of triangles
>>> each one with area of 1/2 r_slice^2 dtheta
>>> now,
>>> r_slice^2 + height^2 = r_sphere^2
>>
>> cognitive maintenance habit
>> looks like the problem happened after this point
>>
>>> so if we run x=height from -r to r
>>> r_slice = sqrt(r_sphere^2 - x^2)
>>>
>>> then maybe plug in to other expression
> [somewhere near right here we failed to include important information;
> forgot something
> important]
> [the x=height line should have retained information regarding the goal
> of integration, for the dvolume line below. it did not.
> i collect informaiton on the problem but it is hard to heal.]
>>>
>>> dvolume = 1/2 sqrt(r_sphere^2 - x^2)^2 dtheta
[i wrote the sqrt part this. this was difficult. then i added dvolume
to try to figure out what i was doing.
taking notes seems very weird, but it did help me find this similarity
here. the behavior of relaxing and focusing on a small part of a
puzzle when experiencing stress, does not always retain the outer
context for doing the small part ... [that's a skill i could build
>>
>> and before this point
>>
>> important to drill down and find the choice that needs [more
>> neuron/decisions?] {we think a little maybe in terms of "hooks" and
>> "triggers" --
>>
>>> dvolume = 1/2(r_sphere^2 - x^2) dtheta
>>>
>>> maybe unsure
>>>
>>
>
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