[ot][spam][crazy] crazy confused ramblings inspired by douglas's blog

[Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many]

we are viscerally experiencing that "get in each others way" in our
roles of shared processes in the same environment: they have to work
hard to claim reputation, because how they are holding and pursuing
their goals inherently erodes their reputation. rebellions happen on
their own in such environments, and people know this.