[ot][spam][crazy][personal] inhibition: journaling

[Undiscussed Horrific Abuse, One Victim of Many]

my plan for the day was to code etc until i get an urge to eat that's
strong enough to make it easy to take a cold shower and work on a todo
list. the goal of programmatic behavior direction is associated with
the goal of having a todo list.

one of the interesting topics around the two for me is goals. i get
really confused considering goals/reasons. it's confusing to have
one's goals dissociate from one's writing of them, and may take some
careful approaching, but after the wim hof successes i expect to be
able to slowly do this.